Trapped in a Fake Grip

THE TGP 57

Sena POV

If anyone feels relieved after hearing Renata's story, surely one of them is Me. Sanrena is often called Sena. 21-year-old girl, who can not hide the highlight of her happiness, when she can be together with Mama and Seta. His twin sister.

The trust in my heart came again, because every creature given life by the Creator must have a different life destiny. I too was born from the same womb, flowing the same blood, even our faces were arguably the same. But our character is different. To be honest, I was a little envious of Seta who could easily get a friend. Because Seta has a cheerful nature, and certainly fun. It is very different from me who seems stiff and difficult to open my heart. Seta, my beautiful sister seems to have her own magnet, which can attract people to know her more deeply.

Like when Seta first met Uncle Erdian. Seta could easily be close and accepted sincerely by the men who were still 'strangers' to us at that time. Then then, Nick. The first young man who could make the recesses of my heart warm and freeze at almost the same time, could clearly express his feelings of love for Seta. As for me, Nick only looked at me as the daughter of a Renata, a woman who was so Uncle Erdian that none other than his Papa loved. Sick, of course. The first time in my life for 21 years was heartbroken by a man, of course, besides being abandoned by the late Papa.

Feeling that fate was not on my side, I chose to avoid Seta and also Mama. Prefer to occupy yourself in a humanitarian organization sheltered by the campus. As if the universe was not on my side, the beginning is very difficult to adapt to new people who seem to love social service activities. Visiting victims of natural disasters and visiting directly to the place where the disaster occurred. At first it felt very heavy because of course by my rigid nature. Just try if I'm Seta, it's always that thought that comes to my mind. Fortunately, an event when social service activities visited the victims of the Cianjur earthquake, I who prefer to be alone was aware of a small incident. That time..

the flashback

"Sena, can you please deliver these drugs to emergency tent number 7? There is a doctor who is examining patients of disaster victims. Siska said her doctors lacked ibuprofen, kassa, and a number of other drugs. Please yes." Reyhan is a level Brother, who is the head of the organization with his friendly smile trying to make my presence a little useful.

"Good, Brother." That's all that got out of my lips. I set my foot toward the pick-up car that carried all the large cardboard boxes containing various items to donate, not least the cardboard of drugs referred to by Kak Reyhan earlier.

Whether intentional or unintentional boredom by me who is not focused because I still think about my feelings that are unrequited by Nick. I'm not gonna go get the meds ordered by the doctor in the emergency tent number 7, but instead I went to carry my backpack which happened to be in one of the cars next to the pick up car earlier. My legs even took me to a quiet place, until I was unconsciously confused where to go back to. Honestly, when I walked, my mind went blank somewhere.

"Damn, I seem to be lost. Where there is no more signal.." murmured with fear looking around there was only a pile of soil visible. Trying my luck, by turning around, fate again the universe as if reprimanding me who is this slovenly. As I stepped, my feet suddenly fell, deep enough. So it's enough to make me grunt the trouble to bring him to the surface again. I don't know how many hours I've spent in fear and anxiety. My eyes have warmed, my heart has not stopped asking for help, if I can survive I will no longer ignore the task of ignoring the people who try to care for me.

I was almost desperate when someone came and saved me. She was Reyhan's sister, who was so worried about my absence when the clock showed her when she returned to the tent where we were staying. Without fear, he helped me. Removing me from distress, so that I do not hesitate to pour into his arms, muttering thanks and of course crying on his chest that field.

As if he understood my feelings, he did not hesitate to reply to embrace me dragged stroking my hair that might have been exhausted and smelly, calming me from fear and bringing me back safely, to this day.

flashback off's..

From that moment on, my perspective changed a little. No more Sena who is stiff and likes to be alone. Because Reyhan is my confidence back. Really, at this time the debate for Nick that yesterday and then I felt yawned somewhere. And look, now that the man is in front of me too, my heart is ordinary. Even his two best friends who I can not deny have a near-perfect physical shape, as if not charming in my eyes.

"Sena, how are you? let's just say they're my best friends, Kenzo and Erick." Say hello to Nick by not forgetting to introduce the two handsome young men to Sena.

"It's nice to meet you, Sena." Kenzo replied with a look that made Sena a little nervous, but she could still handle it.

"Thank you, Kenzo. Glad to know you too." replied Sena briefly.

Sitting together exchanging stories, it turns out Erick and Kenzo are crossbred men. "It is just right that their faces are above average." I murmured inwardly.

Until the meeting ended, Kenzo still gave me eyes that I could hardly describe. Whatever the young man sees from me, it feels like this heart already knows where to dock.

Luck, when Kenzo offered to deliver me. A person who of course I will not refuse, appears with his smile, whether by chance or not. Reyhan, come and say hello to Mama and Kenzo. Coincidentally Seta and Nick went home first, while Erick, the young man disappeared with his luxury car somewhere.

"Hay, Rey. Coincidentally meet here. Do you have an appointment to meet someone here, or just by chance?" Renata greets the young man with a slight tease of his eldest daughter who looks hinted wrongly.

"Aunty Coincidence. Rey, it just crossed around the area and saw Sena. That's why Rey stopped by to make sure." Reyhan replied did not forget to greet Renata with reverence. That's the advantage of the young man, always put forward manners and manners, to be honest Renata likes if his daughter is close to this young man.

Kenzo, who felt a little neglected, tried to be relaxed. As a man, maybe he understood that I felt a little uncomfortable going home with him. I salute her, when she rushes aside and leaves because her job can't be delayed.

"Darling, you want to go home with Mama or Reyhan?" Mama seemed to understand if I wanted to go home with the prospective surgeon.

"If Aunty allows it, it's okay if Rey takes Sena. But maybe we'll stop by the campus first, there's something we have to discuss a little."

"By, please. Auntie put Sena in with you."

Reyhan was seen nodding quickly with a smile full of relief.

"Here don't be too late, baby."

After that....