
Rudi did not care about Ana, but she felt sick of everything, she immediately stood up from the spot, went out of the room, and ran into the bathroom. Rudi wanted to make sure that what he was going through right now was just a dream, he approached the sink, looked at his face in the mirror, turned on the water faucet, then washed his face with water many times, and then washed his face with water many times, until her collar gets wet.
"Wake up, wake up, banguuuun, it's all just a dream." Her speech.
But he realized, no matter how many times he wet his face, tried to wake up, the result remained the same, he had to accept whatever happened. Rudi went back to the room.
Moments later, the lecturer entered the room, all the students and students rushed to their respective places, Kevin was seen rushing in and sitting beside Rudi.
"It's almost too late." Said Kevin gasping.
"Good morning, ok the exam we start." His word.
The lecturer then distributed question and answer leaflets to every student and student in the room, including Rudi. Rudi did not study at all, not even he brought a single book.
"Okay, it's an hour from now." Speak to the teacher while sitting down.
Rudi just sat quietly pensively, he did not write anything on the answer sheet that looked empty. An hour passed, exam time was up.
Everyone gathered their answer paper on the lecturer's desk, after which they walked out of the room. Rudi picked up his bag, collected his answer paper at the lecturer's desk and walked quickly out of the room. The lecturer who saw Rudi's paper felt astonished, while following Rudi from behind.
Bro? Rudi?!!!" Kevin called Rudi.
However, Rudi did not make the call of Kevin who was standing in front of the room, and continued to walk through the campus hallway, while holding his backpack Rudi felt he had to make sure of something. When Rudi was about to pass through the campus parking lot to go home, Rudi accidentally met and passed Ana, Ana's eyes glazed over, looking she was still sad, her face as usual was still pretty to Rudi, her black hair that was unraveling straight, and her red lips
"Hi Rudi." Ana said while cleaning her moist cheeks with a tissue.
"Non't now Ana." Rudi said cuefully and continued walking past Ana.
Once again Rudi threw away his face, and walked away ignoring Ana. Looking at Rudi, Ana just kept quiet, she felt hurt. Arriving at home, Rudi knocked on the door, then opened it slowly.
"Assalamualaik." Say it slowly.
"Waalaikum greetings, Rudi?!!." Reply to Rudi's mother who heard her son coming home.
Again she saw her mother crying, she was in the kitchen, holding a piece of tissue, holding all the endless sadness. But this time Rudi did not care, he hoped that this day would quickly pass, he continued walking up the stairs and into the room.
Rudi threw the bag on the bed, locked his room from the inside, took the rope, climbed on the chair, made a hanger on the ceiling of his room, he tied it tightly, clasped it to make sure the rope was strong, once he was sure enough, Rudi took a deep breath, his heart was pounding, he hooked the rope under his neck, and kicked the chair under his feet.
Rudi again killed himself by hanging from the room.
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The day passed, the bright morning once again greeted Rudi, he woke up from his sleep, hearing the voice of his mother who had always called his name from outside the room, and the sound of smartphone alarms constantly ringing on the table.
Rudi was upset, he repeated the same day again, even though he had not done anything, and seeing the events that kept repeating, Rudi knew the feeling he felt when he woke up, just like yesterday.
As usual, she saw her mother and father fighting, the day that kept repeating did not make Rudi care about her parents. He picked up the bag, then set off towards the campus on foot. After walking out of the gate of the housing complex, again Kasim sir greeted Rudi.
"Be careful on Rudi's path." He said with a smile.
Rudi did not care, even though he heard it clearly, he continued to step his foot. Moments later, his best friend Kevin approaches Rudi.
Morning brow." Kevin smiled at Rudi.
"Today I just want to go to college, take a test, and then go straight home." Said Rudi looking at Kevin with a serious facial expression.
"Eeh...ok, it's up to brow." Reply Kevin.
Kevin was a little surprised by Rudi's words.
"So serious." Further.
"Oh yeah, one more Kevin, watch the road, watch the road." Tegur Rudi's.
Kevin nodded. While Rudi was walking quickly in front of him, moments later, behind him Kevin fell, Rudi did not turn around, he only knew by hearing the sound of a bang on the ground, Rudi sighed.
Rudi got in front of the campus gate, he kept walking, no matter what, not paying attention around, he just wanted his exam to be quickly completed and immediately went home ending his worthless life. The sound of women screaming.
"AAAAAAKH."
Kevin who was far behind Rudi immediately helped the woman who was hit. Rudi did not look, he saw the watch in his hand which signified he arrived early in the room.
Finally he was in the room where the exam was going to be conducted, he sat down, kept the laptop on the table, connected it to the headphones he had stuck to his ears, played the music he liked, while waiting for the lecturer to enter and prepare for the exam. Rudi looking back at seeing Ana and her boyfriend enter, Ana is seen crying, while the man continues to follow Ana until Ana sits in her place behind Rudi.
Rudi was busy listening to music, and did not pierce or look at the slightest look at Ana who was slapped with monkeys by her boyfriend. Moments later she only sees Ana's boyfriend running out of the room with an annoyed face.
As the lecturer walked into the room, all the students and students rushed to their respective places, Kevin was seen rushing in and sitting beside Rudi.
"It's almost too late." Said Kevin gasping.
"Good morning, ok the exam we start." His word.
The lecturer then distributed leaflets and answers to each student and student in the room, Rudi quickly answered questions about the exam without thinking, not even 10 minutes, not enough, he collected it at the lecturer's desk. The whole room looked at Rudi and they were shocked.
"It's over?" Ask the lecturer while looking at Rudi's paper.
"Yes sir." Reply Rudi.
Rudi then walked out of the room alone.