Tragic

Test: Part 2

"Basar women don't know themselves, all that you've gotten all this time because of me, you bitch."

The man then went out, leaving Ana down in tears hiding her face on the table. Rudi who sat in front of him, not even though he cared to see his ex, he already did not consider Ana as anything, not even as a friend. Moments later, a lecturer entered the room, all the students and students rushed to their respective places, Kevin was seen rushing in and sitting beside Rudi.

"It's almost too late." Said Kevin gasping.

"Good morning, ok the exam we start." His word.

The lecturer then distributed question and answer leaflets to every student and student in the room, including Rudi. Rudi did not study at all, not even he brought a single book.

"Okay, it's an hour from now." Speak to the teacher while sitting down.

Rudi tried to find his smartphone in his bag and pants pocket, he realized, his smartphone was left in his room on the table.

An hour passed, the exam time was over.

"Please get together, the results will be conveyed to your chairman later tonight."

Everyone gathered their answer paper on the lecturer's desk, after which they walked out of the room. Rudi and Kevin walked in the hallway of the campus while chatting together.

"Brow's Ana why was she in the room, her face so sad?" Ask Kevin to Rudi.

"Somehow, maybe fell down the stairs." Reply Rudi.

"Owh....eh do we eat in the cafeteria?"

"I'm not hungry." Rudi replied with a flat expression.

"Brow, it's not about the food, there's a lot of girls in there, come on." Kevin forced Rudi.

"Not for today Kevin."

Feeling annoyed with Rudi's attitude, Kevin stopped stepping his legs.

"Brow, stop being such a bitch." Reprove Kevin.

Hearing that, Rudi also stopped, and looked at Kevin.

"Infuse?? Shit how?" Ask the angry Rudi.

"Yeah you're changing, bitch, you weren't like this, bro."

"Owh yeah, sorry bro if I'm a bitch, but not everyone's life is like yours." Rudi looked at Kevin.

"I? You think my life is always good, sometimes it sucks in life, but you don't have to be mad at the people around you." Kevin tried to calm Rudi down.

Rudi did not respond to Kevin's words, he fell silent to hear his best friend talk like that, for a moment he thought that Kevin also did not say the wrong thing, but Rudi also did not want to do anything, either, he doesn't want to interfere in anything.

"Come on, is this because of Ana? Been brow move on, there are still a lot of girls out there."

Rudi was angry, he immediately threw his bag, and thoughtlessly approached Kevin, and gripped the collar of his shirt.

Kevin was surprised, he knew his words had passed, he also knew that Rudi's heart was injured, and did not want to be disturbed.

"Sorry bro, I didn't mean......."

Not yet Kevin finished his sentence, Rudi released his hand, and repaired his best friend's shirt.

"Sorry." Said Rudi.

Rudi took her bag on the floor, and immediately left her best friend. Kevin just silently stared at Rudi leaving the campus hallway. While about to pass the campus parking lot to go home, Rudi accidentally met and passed Ana, Ana's eyes glazed over, she looked still sad, her face was still beautiful to Rudi, and she was still very sad, the black hair that was unraveling straight, and her red lips, Rudi still did not expect, such a beautiful woman gave a wound in her heart, so deep, so impregnated, but she was already determined to forget it.

"Hi Rudi." Ana said while cleaning her moist cheeks with a tissue.

Rudi said nothing, she threw away her face, and walked away ignoring Ana. Looking at Rudi, Ana was only silent once again she felt heartache.

Rudi walked back home, unlike some other student children, Rudi did not like to spend time with others, he always felt that every day passed quickly, he said, for his life to end, he did not feel so precious, and did not assume there was anything he should aim for or strive for.

Arriving at home, Rudi knocked on the door, then opened it slowly.

"Assalamualaik." Say it slowly.

"Waalaikum salam." Reply to Rudi's mother who heard her son coming home.

Again she saw her mother crying, she was in the kitchen, holding a piece of tissue, holding all the endless sadness. Rudi took a step to look at his mother closer.

"Mom hope you can live independently, without a mother or father, don't be a man like your father." Said Rudi's mother while turning her back to Rudi.

Rudi could only sigh, hear a mother crying and wanted to leave her, her house was already so quiet with her as an only child, let alone without parents, she said, Rudi could not imagine the loneliness that would await him. He then climbed up the stairs, opened the door of his room and entered with a feeling of anger with himself. He began to vent all his anger on the surrounding items, throwing them, books, bags, vases, glasses, trying to get rid of the sadness in his heart, until finally he was tired, he said, and sit leaning against the wall of his room crying.

Rudi then thought of an idea that he thought would solve all his current problems and suffering, he wanted to end his life right now, inside his room.

"I'd better die." Speak in a soft voice.

Rudi locked his room from the inside, picked up the rope, climbed onto the chair, made a hanger on the ceiling of his room, he tied it tightly, clasped it to make sure the rope was strong, after he was sure enough, he said, Rudi took a deep breath, his heart was pounding, he hooked the rope under his neck, and kicked the chair under his feet.

Rudi hung himself, he began to have difficulty breathing, the rope choked his neck, his body shook, revolted, Rudi continued to hold the rope, his eyeballs began to whiten, and finally Rudi did not move anymore, he has died.

At nightfall, Rudi's mother climbed the stairs, called her son to prepare for dinner, Rudi's mother knocked on the door.

"Rudi it's dinner time." Her speech.

But there was no reply from inside Rudi's room, seen from the sidelines under the door, Rudi's room lights did not turn on, Rudi's mother felt suspicious, she clasped the handle of the room door, tried to open it, Rudi's mother felt suspicious, but he could not, and he finally shouted.

" YRRULII!!"

Rudi's mother's feelings started to feel bad, she called her husband. Rudi's father broke down the door of his son's room, and how shocked they were to see his only child hanging from the ceiling. Rudi's mother cried hugging Rudi's father.

"RUUDY." Shouted Rudi's mother.