There's No Saying Dear

Learning to Understand the Destiny that God Loves

A week after Black's departure. That week he was always berating the Light. Another week's second anniversary month for the couple. That morning, Light was very happy because his cafe was about to open.

The lady with the shoulder-length hair, helped her husband wear a tie.

"Remember Mas, later tonight Mas, must come to the shophouse." The woman reminded her husband.

It's been three times! The young man heard his wife's babble which was all he thought.

"I forgot last night was Friday night." The sky diverted the conversation.

The light was silent, the woman knew what her husband meant.

"Later tonight huh?" The sky asked his wife.

The light breathed a rough breath, because of the question from her husband.

"Police." The light tidied up her husband's coat.

The young man walked up to the bed and slammed his body. The light that saw it could only stroke the chest.

"Mas don't be childish. Let's wake. Oahai ..office employee. You should be able to set a good example. For other employees." The light pulled her husband's hand to wake up.

"Lied huh?" The sky accuses his wife.

"Sin, rejecting the husband." The sky spoke again. The young man was sitting on the edge of the bed.

The light stood in front of her husband and shook her head.

"It was dawn." The sky spoke, drawing his wife's hand.

Duh! The woman fell on her husband's lap.

"Please ..ah Mas!" The light wants to be released.

"No!" The sky shook its head.

Funny what a shoulder-haired woman thought. When she saw her husband shaking his head. Dear thousand darling time is not right. The time has passed that her husband has to work. The woman does not want if her husband is late, afraid of getting reproof from the company.

The woman with such hair, covered her husband's face.

"Dengerin ya Mas, I'm not lying!" He said at the end of the sentence the woman emphasized a little bit of a lie.

The sky looked into his wife's eyes, but unfortunately, the young man found no lies in her eyes.

No Sky, if it doesn't make his wife upset. The young man tightened a hug on his wife's waist. His head was placed on the wife's neck. Akh—not occasionally the young man kissed his wife's neck.

"Come down, I'll wait for the old Masnya." The light was blaring that morning.

"No!" The sky answered, closing his eyes and leaning on his wife's shoulder.

"Later late, do not eat again like that time ..remember take care of health." The light released her husband's hand which was on her waist.The woman came down from her husband's lap. Then she pulled her husband's hand down to eat.

"Hom!" The sky shut its mouth.

"Still sleepy? Last night I came home in the middle of the night." The light asked, her husband nodded.

Two days later, the young man came home late. Because the work was not finished, he was forced to go home late at night. Two days the young man, could not enjoy the beauty of the night sky with his wife. When his wife came home, he was still awake waiting for her. He told his wife to sleep first. Two days later the young man did not know whether his wife still liked to cry on the balcony or not.

"Because you make a living, make you buy milk." The sky answered, but made his wife happy.

"If you already have children there will be milk rations again ..I have to work for later ..husband it if totality work." The sky spoke, while walking beside his wife.

"Wife is not totality?" The light asked while tidying up the hair.

"That's not what I mean. But if the work of the wife, can still be said to be relaxed. Not too must, okay this clock must be finished, for example. No need to have a clock. Whenever can ..mau finish cooking. Want two o'clock can be ..nah if the husband. At seven o'clock must go to work ..kayak there is a contract like an outsider ..so they have to be on time in the morning until evening ..or it could be until night ...and delicious wife if tired of needing entertainment can ..see her baby play accompany learning ..if the husband only in certain hours to meet his own baby ...sometimes if you go home late at night you can only look at the face of your child when you sleep." The sky speaks like one who has a baby.

"Despite that, the wife is also a lot to think about. The wife also has a lot to do at home. The wife is required to be smart. Know how to behave. Just a small example. When morning comes to thinking, what is cooking? Her husband likes kale, her son likes chicken. Okay, that's a trivial thing for people who have money, but not for people who earn mediocre. The wife should also be able to manage the monthly money well. Sometimes household appliances. It ends at the same time even though his nyetok not together. The rice runs out, the oil runs out, the toiletries run out, the drug stock runs out. In that month, it was all over. Even though the monthly money has stayed half because of paying SPP children. Not yet perfected, if the husband according to the baby. Why did his son go down the rankings. Though the wife was desperately teaching, but the name of the child had a period of child growth and development. Some are smarter ..there are also more naughty." The light argues like mothers.

The sky just nodded, there would be no completion if discussing the position of husband and wife. Because they have been placed the most fit and complement each other. That's the good thing, if you have a family all have their own parts. Different if Jofisa all done alone let alone boarding children like Black.

The couple sat at the dinner table. The light fetched food for her husband then sat quietly staring at the whole family eating.

"Seventeen September 2006 was Kang Mas's wedding day! Don't feel like two months a week." Archer sings, while tapping the dinner table with a spoon. Fortunately the table was made of wood not of glass.

The sky that was about to put food into his mouth glanced at his sister. The young man had almost forgotten the date of his wedding. It's not just the wedding date. The sky had also forgotten that he had to spend a monthly living. Remember that! Do not exceed the due date, as last month.

"You're so fucking Cher!" Alula says.

"How come, if that date Archer got a gift from Black!" Arche smiled grinning, while putting in the food.

"Not really." Archer shook his head.

"Don't argue!" Grandpa Raharja talk.

The twins were silent and no longer spoke.

"That means ten more months a year" said Eyang.

The light that heard that, swallowed his saliva. He should have said straight away that you only have ten months to let your husband go.

"Still a long time ago Eyang!" Arche let out a sound.

"That year went so fast Ar!" He spoke again.

"Tomorrow night I invite someone to dinner with us. Hope you don't mind." Eyang spoke again.

"Who, does Ami have any acquaintance in

Jakarta?" Abidah Aminah asked, sipping water.

"It's a good guy anyway." Smiling at the thought of that person.

"Know since when?" The sky asked.

Eyang smiled as his grandson asked him.

"When Eyang gets to Jakarta, you remind him what date he's here." He looked at his favorite grandson.

How could the sky forget. He saw his wife crying on the same date. I came to Jakarta for the first time.

"It's really easy to judge someone" Archer said.

"Kok you talk like that, how does Eyang not say good. When KTP! The fallen woman chased after Eyang and returned it to Eyang. And you know that woman is a woman. Office staff who dress classily. The place must be high too. Not just a crawl." At the end of the sentence seems to be aloof someone.

"Karier is not Kare, if kare is delicious." Arche spoke, wiping his aunt with a tissue.

The light lowered his head. The woman felt that she was insinuating him. You do not know, if the woman with shoulder hair that out of the house also work. The woman was busy taking care of her cafe and her husband's minimarket.

"Berati Mommy does not include career women, because Mother does not work in the office." Arche insinuated his mother's disguise that was his target.

"But mom, it could be business so you can say career woman dong Ar! That career woman isn't just a job in a doang office." Hazel gave her opinion.

"That means the person sitting next to Kang Mas is also dong. The term Teteh is pioneering the effort." Archer spoke, which made eyang flinch because of his words.

"If it can it pays someone, not in salary. And it's better to have employees than employees." Mr. Khan took out his grandfather. Mr. Khan knew that his father-in-law was insinuating his bowed daughter-in-law.

"I agree with you, best." Arche held up his thumb.

"Oh... Take it easy, later after we go home from school will pick up Gibril with the others. Later that night the opening of the cafe and its minimarket Kang Mas!" Archer will help his brother-in-law.

Which is increasingly cornered, because the family seems to defend the village woman.

"Thank you!" The light smiled towards his sister-in-law.

"We're leaving now sir, I hope tonight I can come on time for the inauguration." The sky rose from its seat.

Still the same as usual, the wives drove her husband to the front of the house.

"Father eat on time, do not leave prayers. We must remember what we were created for." Abidah Aminah spoke to her husband.

"Yes Ma'am, you will have lunch on time, and you will end your age. I want to draw closer to the Creator!" Mr. Khan spoke, receiving a helping hand from his wife.

"Well, if you can go home soon. I want us to participate in the inauguration of Aya's cafe with Kang Mas' minimarket!" Alula spoke, tidying up her husband's suit.

"Whoever, we'll try, won't we, sir?" Hazel asked, to Mr. Khan and was answered by a nod by his in-laws.

That morning the Light was very sad, because of the words of Eyang while in the dining room. How not as if eyang reminded about he only had ten months to have offspring. If not, she will have to marry her husband to another.

The light looked at her husband in front of her. The woman with shoulder-length hair immediately hugged her husband as if afraid of losing her husband's attention. The sky was silent, not usually his wife hugged him first. Moreover, it was witnessed by his parents and sister and sister-in-law.

I don't know what kind of fate will come my way. But it feels so hard, if I have to see you with another woman. I hope that the Supreme Giver will soon give me the confidence to conceive your son Mas. Inner Light.

The woman hugged her husband's body very tightly. The woman did not think. If that thing did her, it made everyone who was there look at her.

The sky stroked his wife's hair. The young man had no idea what was going on with his wife.

"It's a very romantic sister-in-law." chirped Hazel.

The light that heard Hazel's voice immediately wiped away her tears with the one that was just—, her husband's suit. The woman didn't want to if everyone knew she was crying. Especially her husband, she had to hide the fear of loss and grief from her husband. The light released that hug and smiled.

"Hehehe let it be like you, Sister Hazel!" The light laughed, to cover up the sadness he felt.

The sky stared at his wet work coat. The young man saw the smiling face of his wife towards Hazel.

You're crying Az-zahra. What are you hiding from me. I don't like your closed nature to me. Didn't I ever tell you to tell me about your situation. That smile was forced. The sky looked at the face of his wife, who was smiling with her teeth.

Looks like the woman with such a shoulder-length hair, has forgotten the words of eyang. At the dining table. Just look, his face was very cheerful because of that day. He's gonna open his cafe. God is just, God will not make His servant miserable.

The clock shows twelve o'clock in the afternoon. Because that day coincides with Friday. The twins came home quickly. That shoulder-haired woman, not alone in the second floor shophouse. The woman, accompanied by her employees who have physical limitations. Precisely on Thursday, Cahaya opened job vacancies for people with disabilities. And on that day the Light met with his employee.

"What age are you?" The light asked, the woman had forgotten yet to ask the girl's age.

"Eighteen!" The girl with the shortcomings answered.

"Ella, I'm so proud of you, though. God, give shortcomings but you keep the spirit alive." The light stroked the girl's shoulders.

"Whatever life goes on Tea, be it God, be lacking but—sometimes I think this is God's way of looking after me." Ella smiled at the sky.

"God has many ways. To guard his servant. Like my special tea, for example, maybe if I'm perfect body. I'm going to get along with a schoolmate.Free association and maybe, I'll be cocky. Because of my perfection. I could have been an overreaching servant" Ella spoke, holding back her cries.

Light stroked Ella's shoulders.

If I'm tested with fear of losing my husband. This girl beside me. God tests with physical limitations that perhaps his entire life will remain like this. I have God, when there is trouble. O Lord I pray, may You, immediately give me a boon. I don't know why he hates me so much.

"Alright El, your job is to just sit next to the entrance. You're gonna be the cashier here. You just need to write down how much the cafe's daily income is. Buyer I'll give you a note, after which he'll pay you the order." Light speaks while smiling.

"No! Tea, I can still walk though with the help of a cane. I'll go to the buyer and tell him to pay. No one's afraid to pay for tea!" Ella smiled cheerfully.

"Well, Ella, but if you're tired you're sitting in a chair that's ready. Strange not being able to pay Ella expensive, Ella's time was told to be tired!"

"The name also works Tea, yes definitely tired. Actually, Ella mustn't be a mom to work, but I insist that mom allow it. I wonder how that work feels." Ella told me about her mother.

"Well, you're great!" The light nodded its head.

The light left Ella alone. Light called his friends to be able to come to the opening of the cafe as well as the minimarket.

"Assalamu'alaikum." The light says hello.

"What do you call the cave."

"Lu's still in Jakarta?" The light asked, while sitting on a chair.

"Gua will stay here, behind Sumatra most if there is work."

"Later tonight you can go to this area? On campus STTI?"

"Okay, what's the matter?" He sounded like a curious person.

"Well later tonight, in front of the campus there is the inauguration of the same cafe minimarket you just come. Don't ask Sanjo too much." The light put the phone, in his mouth so that the Dusk that was there covered the ears.

The clock shows one over thirty. There was a sound of people laughing in front of the cafe. The light inside the cafe decided to go out.

"Assalamu'alaikum." The face of the bule greeted the Light.

"Wa'alaikumussalam." The light smiled, because of the boy.

"Big brother, am I going to work? When?" Gibraltar asked, very enthusiastic.

"Of course, ah please come in there's something I want to talk to you about." The light told them to come in and sit inside the cafe.

"Ehm... " The light neutralizes his voice for a moment. Before continuing his words. "Begini— here there are four people who will help me. So– I'll split the task. We'll work together, for Mom." The light stared at the mother, the speechless person.

The mother nodded slowly.

"Mom can cook?" Light asked.

The mother nodded her head again. The light smiled, the woman breathed a sigh of relief. Because mom can cook.

"Thank God, you can help me in the kitchen. I don't just sell coffee. But I'll also sell you some food." Smiling light.

Everyone nodded in understanding.

"If Grandpa, Grandpa cleaned the floor before the cafe was open, and Grandpa would be a waitress, could it be Kek?" Light asks, if the homeless grandfather can't. Light must open a vacancy for the waitress section.

It's nothing, Light is afraid, if grandfather is in trouble because of his bent body.

"God willing!" Thank goodness grandfather was able to. The light breathed a sigh of relief as the Yang on top helped him once again.

"I where?" Gibraltar can't wait to work. The boy sat beside the Light. It made everyone smile. Ella also smiled.

"Gibril can wipe a dirty table. Can clean dishes and glasses to the kitchen." Light thinks, does he need another employee for the dishwasher.

"For the salary, I'm sorry I can't pay you guys that much." The light lowered his head.

The mother in front of the Light gently touched the Light's hand. The woman with the hair, raised her head. To see the mother with speechlessness.

The mother shook her head. As if saying 'don't be sad is okay'.

"Whatever his salary is Neng, love. For sure we will accept, there is no right for us to complain about the salary. We are grateful Neng, would like to accept our work here. There's a lot of people out there who don't want to accept us as subordinates because of our flaws." Grandpa was talking long. But get the approval of the three people who can work there.

The light smiles, because it has kind employees. Again, God simplified his path.

"One month salary agreement 1.4jt.can eat three times a day. How do you agree?" The light asked, and answered a nod of the head. But not with Gibril the bule boy, seemed to be counting something with his fingers.

1.4 Jt for grandparents and mothers with speechlessness is very much. Because they never got that much money. They did not expect much. They are paid by eating only to be grateful.

"1, 4 jt is ten thousand what?"

"How many—lumayan," said Light.

"More than twenty?" Gibraltar asked.

"Seven times Gib!" Archer told.

"How much is that?" Gibril who does not know the count many times he wants to know.

"One hundred and forty, you know?" Arche asked.

Gibril shook his head, the face of the bule did not understand science.

"Forget Gibril, someday you'll know if you learn." The light clutched over Gibraltar's body. The face of the bule smiled sweetly, when in the arms of women who gave identity even though only name.

"But can I pay for school?" Gibraltar asked the light.

The shoulder-haired woman was sliced, as well as proud because of the bule boy. Miris because the boy asked about paying for school. Happy because the little boy wanted to go to school.

"May baby!" Smiling light.

"Thank you for picking them up." Light spoke to his sister-in-law.

"We are happy to help, if we can certainly help do not hesitate to look like an outsider only si, Teteh this." Archer spoke while tying his hair.

"You go home, take a bath after that if you come here please bring me my clothes." Light asked his sister-in-law for help.

The twins looked at each other and smiled, not knowing what was on their minds.

"We're going home with tea!" Arche spoke, as he descended the stairs and waved his hand. Arche thought how Ella could climb the stairs. Ella could be because she had the will and Allah also helped His servant who tried.

The light decided to go downstairs. It was a door made of glass. The light looked for something after it walked towards the cashier to pay for it.

"Steeper equals milo to 72,000.Tea!" The cashier wrapped up the two items that Light bought.

The woman paid and got two yellow coins.

"Thank you!" Light accept white color plastic bag.

When Light came out of the minimarket, the employee talked to another employee.

"I think if the minimarket has its own husband, it would be nice to just take. It turns out that no yes, the proof is that the boss paid," said the cashier who serves Light.

"Eh. At that time the boss took milo milk also paid to the cave. The real shock dong cave. She said, Han, I forgot I haven't paid for the milk I took this afternoon." The other employee spoke up.

"Heh ghibah mulu." Boy employees say.

"It's a girl bro!" the new theme came from the warehouse section.

"Yes too, bro!" Gito confirmed Asep's remarks.

"But the cave never met the same boss sir anyway. If not the boss mom who told me, the cave did not know that this minimarket had her husband." Akira told me how he knew about the boss sir from his boss mom who told him.

"Next night will come." Hanik speaking.

The clock shows at six o'clock in the afternoon, the maghrib sounding very melodious, what else is very close to the two-story shophouse. The light is very grateful because it should not be confused if you want to pray.

The twins were already there, carrying clothes placed in cloth bags.

"It's Tea!" Arche thrust the bag.

"Thank you!" Light directly on the way to the bathroom. Fortunately, the woman had taken a shower.

Arche and Archer TOS at the sight of her brother-in-law going to the bathroom, then they laughed together.

The light that was in the bathroom, took out the clothes that were inside the cloth bag. His forehead shriveled when he saw the clothes the twins were carrying.

"It's not my shirt, I've never bought a shirt like this." The light stared at the white dress.

"I have to wear it if I'm not sure they'll be sad." The woman did not want to make her sister-in-law disappointed.

The light was wearing the white dress. Dress is only knee-length. The woman covered her bottom. The woman never wore a dress.

"I don't feel comfortable, if the wind way in."

The woman decided to go out of the bathroom. The light approached his sister-in-law who was laughing with Gibril on her back.

"Ar, whose clothes are these?" Light asked, the twins turned their bodies.

Her face was impressed when, seeing the first time her sister-in-law wore a dress.

"Have Tea!" Archer replied. The eighteen-year-old woman had only one dress that her sister-in-law wore. The twins do not like to wear dresses. The twins are just like his brother-in-law who likes to wear jeans.

"Intentionally huh?" Light accuses his sister-in-law.

"No way ..we do not dare to enter the room kang mas!" The twins did not dare to enter the kang masnya room. But the twins also wanted to see her sister-in-law wearing a dress.

"All right." The light doesn't bother about such trivial things.

In the room of the youth director pinched his temple. How not, that night he had to give up the report to the main director. The sky picked up his cell phone that was on the table. Take a deep breath and throw it away slowly. His right hand is used to type things. His left hand is massaging his nose.

I'm sorry I can't make the inauguration. Mas must finish the report that must be mas, finish it tonight as well.

Ting. ting the sound of an incoming message on the phone of a shoulder-haired woman.

The light that was laughing with Gibril and the others. His eyes were turned to his phone. The woman, reading who the sender is she smiled. But while reading the contents of his message, the woman lowered her head. The smile on his lips disappeared from his lips.