There's No Saying Dear

See You!

Now I lay in a luxurious bed. Month 30 March 2001. Ah ... no! I'm just kidding, I slept in a hospital bed. Even so I can write. My family already knew about my illness, my mom, papi and my sister were devastated by this ordeal. But God is very fair, when God wants to take something. Don't forget God prepared the exchange. Aye! Half a month ago, the little angel came to our family. She's so cute, her name is almost the same as mine. Beautiful Cut Wallsal Mentari! What a beautiful name, right? I love my little sister so much. But ... I'm so sad because I can't be with her until she gets to know, '' she said. I decided today to make a video for my sister Beautiful! I want to give this memory to my sister.

The light that read him glazed over, there was a taste of cassian.

"True, what my mother said at that time, I must be grateful because God gave me the opportunity, who could meet my grandmother," said Light sigh.

"Then, how is Mentari's relationship with the man?" The light asks itself.

The light sighed deeply, before continuing its story.

Last morning I made a video for Beautiful. I told Beautiful to be a good boy.

"Hey... It's pretty! You are my little sister... Deteh hope Beautiful can be a good child, filial and know God and the Messenger of Allah. For if you know your Lord and Messenger, you will surely be a good woman." I spoke like this when Black took my video. It tastes so tight this chest, but this is life there is bitter there is sweet. Just do what is destined for us. There is no point in complaining either. Yes, complaining to God is much better.

"Seeh sure, Beautiful must be a good boy. One more message, for Beautiful baby! It's a fucking face!" I said while opening my veil.

"You must remember this face of your God, if God permits, you can dream of me. Even though we can't meet in person. If Beautiful were to see, observing this face, nothing would be impossible. For Beautiful, dreaming about Tinkers. Sorry, baby, we can't meet. If Beautiful wants to communicate with Teteh, enough you pray and that prayer InshaAllah will come to Teteh, if Beautiful, pray really. And sure for sure. Because the key to desire is achieved there's no certainty that God will grant your request." That's what I said this morning. I subconsciously wrote this with tears soaking my cheeks.

"Daa Beautiful, Teteh loves you. Be a good boy, I hope when we meet again. We can have a heaven together, or you can help me when the Angel Zabaniyah wants to torture me! You know what the task of the Zabaniyah Angel is?" ask me, like I'm talking to Beautiful directly.

"Ah ... I know .. You don't know? All right, I'll tell you. The angel of Zabaniyah is his duty if not wrong tormentors of sinners. That's why it's beautiful, it has to be a good child so it can help Teteh okay. By the way, beautiful assalamualaikum!" It was the first and last greeting to my dear sister. When she was born, I was the one who could not wait to see her cute face.

But I'm sad because I haven't solved my problems in this world. First my relationship with Ajil, I haven't had a chance to meet him. The second one with the dark skin, I couldn't reach him because my phone was missing. I forgot the number, either in my late life I died in good or bad condition. But I'm not dating? I want to die in a state of khusnul khatimah. But, seeing all this I'm not sure. Dead in good condition. But I believe God loves me, and God will forgive me. Amens.

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The sheet was broken like it was hit by a drop of water. It may be ..it's because of the Mentari tears that drip. The light sobbed long, as it read that.

"Hikss!"

The sky that had just returned from the balcony, the young man frowned. Why is his heart crying.

"What a weird thing, why is he crying? Like that! Had he been the arrival of monthly guests, had also been left half an hour alone. Come on, Lang, you need to be ready to face your stupid, shaggy wife." The young man spoke softly, afraid that the wife would hear.

The young man approached his wife. The sky was standing beside his wife.

"Why?" the question is gentle, afraid his wife is sulking. It's not funny if it really happened.

The light that heard the familiar voice in his ears he looked up to see the owner of the voice. A second later, the woman with the hair was that shoulder-length. Pulling a blanket, to cover his face. While the sky, increasingly do not understand because of the work of the wife.

"Why? Don't play hide and seek" he said as he pulled the blanket that Light used to cover his face.

The woman with the shoulder-length hair was very embarrassed, because the husband saw her crying.

"Go, you want to dzuhur." Light speaks from inside the blanket.

"Don't cry, later his head hurts more," he said, while stroking the head of the wife, who was covered in a blanket.

The light just nodded in agreement, she was really embarrassed as it seemed.

"Dzuhur right?" The sky asked to make sure. Had his wife already arrived a guest who did not need that invitation.

"'He'em!" The light nodded slowly.

The sky left his wife, while.

It might be nearing the date, so he's already starting to be labile. But this is already over the date, almost biweekly as it seems. Inner Sky while scratching his head.

It seemed like the young man, very much knew the date of his wife while she was menstruating. What a dream husband!

The young man went into the bathroom, just then Light started to open the blanket he used to cover his face.

The woman glanced at the closed bathroom door. The light breathed a sigh of relief.

"Just disturb me, I'm a baper, same story mbak Mentari!" Light stared at the flat bathroom door.

"Why he came so suddenly, I was so embarrassed. Because of crying all of a sudden!" she said slowly, the woman pouted as she spoke.

"Here you go, I'll read the story again, hunt adhan dzuhur! And the Masnya will also be finished quickly, because only ablution." The light immediately opened the diary again.

For almost a week I was treated, my body was getting weaker and weaker. But I'm still trying to write my story. The event said it would come in two weeks. All because of his work, which kept him busy. I hope before I get home, I can meet my best friend. Last night Bumi came here, to see me. I don't know why his eyes were glazed when he saw me lying in the hospital room. It's able to make me, considering the first time I liked him.

"Cheal fast!" said brother Earth last night.

"Yes that's for sure, brother! Even I will be healed for good" I chuckled.

I very much remember Brother Earth smiling knots at me.

"No, I didn't tell him this. I don't want him to think too much" I replied last night, closing my eyes.

I remember what happened in the cafe when Ajil said he loved me. Oh.. friends, why can it happen, this should not happen best friend. Teach me do'a you get a good lover, who can make you laugh and happy.

"I say goodbye first," said Bumi brother melengos, inexplicably brother Bumi behave strange. I don't know, but why do I feel like there's something hidden from the Earth. That's enough, I'm not strong. I hope tomorrow I can write again.

TTD

Mentari.

The light wanted to turn the paper over, but he immediately closed it back when, the bathroom door opened. It turns out her husband is done, just look! His face was wet from the water.

"Let's pray, can you stand up?" ask Sky, while tidying his hair then wearing a black peci.

"Can!" The light answered while trying to stand up from the bed. The woman had to hold onto the wall when she went to the bathroom. Understandably his head hurts a lot.

"Be careful, don't be in a hurry. You're afraid to fall!" anjur the young man to his wife.

"Yes, my husband, you are very attentive," the Light tease, blinking her eyes. Yep! Light cannot blink one eye. So he blinked both.

The sky shook with a smile because of his wife.

"Hurry up, don't joke, I'll prepare a prayer mat for you!" The sky spoke softly.

"I—" said the Light that was not resolved because adzan dzuhur reverberated.

Allahuakbar Allahuakbar.

Light knows when the Adhan cannot speak. The greatness of the chastisement as a call of Allah is called upon every servant not to speak while the Adhan is being proclaimed. Even those who speak during the Adhan of God will curse him at the moment of death with his tongue grumbled.

The smiling sky shook because his wife did not speak anymore. After five minutes, the couple was already preparing to carry out the dzuhur together. The prayer went very well. Women will not forget to kiss her husband's hand.

"I will go down, take food for us" said the Sky as he folded his prayer mats.

The light nodded approvingly, his head completely unable to compromise.

"After taking the medicine" he said again, walking away from his wife.

The light clucked, because he didn't like medicine.

"Later if you don't take medicine, there are doctors who will force you," he concluded again.

The light whizzed when he heard the words Sky.Light thought why should call the doctor all.Not the pain is not severe.

" Don't waste money" she exclaimed, ah no the woman was afraid of the doctor like him.

"No, the doctor is free, he offers himself" Sky told his wife.

"Is he a doctor not selling? Why do you want to check without getting paid! It's weird!" The light snorted bitterly, thinking of the doctor who would examine him.

The sky only chuckled because of his wife.

"I'm sure you can't resist, when he tells you to take the medicine."

The light was very careless with the doctor that her husband was talking about.

"Is he a doctor who likes to force?" tanya Light, do not believe if there are doctors who do not have courtesy.

"I don't think so, he'll give you advice like this. Ack! Why don't I take some medicine? I was sick, always taking medicine on time" said the young man, mimicking the tone of the round-faced girl.

The light is still, confused. A second later the woman with the hair of that boat, knew who the husband meant.

"Which phone, which cell phone. I'll tell you if we're not home," Light panicked while looking for his phone.

Tin... Tin The horn sound was heard from the couple's room. The sky smiled before speaking. "I think it'll be worth it. It looks like Black!"

The light could no longer be dodged, if the little doctor would force him to take medicine.

"Come out" said the Light firmly to her husband.

When the sky comes out. The light began to slowly breathe out. The woman began to entertain herself by reading Mentari's diary.

But when he wanted to read, there was a paper like photo paper. Falling to the floor, with a prone position.

The light that saw it he began to pick it up, and began to flip the photo paper three times that three.