There's No Saying Dear

You Are Not My First Love ... But you're my Best Love

"What are you talking about?" ask the young man, his wife.

The light looked at the husband. Even with the sky, the young man also looked at his wife.

"I know! The food, tell me!" pinta Cahaya, who wants to know the love story from her husband.

The sky pursed his forehead, did Mentari also write the story where he shot him.

"What do you know?"

"Many!"

"Keep, why ask?"

"I want to tell it, tell it. I want to know from both sides," Light replied, sighing deeply.

"Are you ready? Listen! I'm afraid you'll be jealous." The sky smiled knot.

The light fell silent, he did not know if he would be jealous.

"No way!" he replied firmly, it made the young man standing beside him smile.

"At that time, I realized that I loved him. Exactly when I feel distant with him." The sky remembered the incident.

"When do you live in a different apartment?" tanya Cahaya, who remembered the time Mike offered to have Sky move apartments.

The sky was silent, not yet answering. The young man sighed, then started the conversation again.

"No! The first time I realized I loved him was when I was working. At that time, I decided to look for an apartment near my workplace. This makes me rarely meet with him, if I want to meet I have to take a two-hour trip. " The sky breathes the air of the night, for a moment.

While Light is still faithful, waiting for the continuation of the story from her husband. The woman's chest is so claustrophobic for what.

"Until there was a day when he invited me to meet. I remember when he called me. He invited me to meet at the cafe. I was in love with him." The light that heard that his chest grew, pounding.

"I also agree. And came the morning I was getting ready for the cafe. Until the cafe, I was made to love her even more."

The light that heard that, the woman closed her eyes tightly. Somehow when, her husband said love he could not bear to want as if he wanted to cover his ears.

"You know what it is because?" ask Sky, to his wife.

The woman looked up to see the lover's face.

"Continue, I'll be a good listener. Anyway, I asked you to tell me! It's not worth it if I say enough!" his voice sounded flat.

"Not that I said, I'm afraid you're jealous! But you forced me to tell stories. Now I can conclude you're jealous." The sky does not believe if his wife, still does not want to think before deciding something. Yep! For example in this case.

"No! Maybe I'm jealous, with someone who's dead. How ridiculous!' The light spoke while turning another glance. He hid his face that was flushed red, out of jealousy.

The sky again and again smiled as his wife dodged. The young man obviously knew very well, if his wife desperately hid the heartache in her chest. Out of jealousy.

"justified? Don't be angry later. Look out for anger, your people are forcing you to tell a story." The sky stroked his wife's head, and turned his wife's shoulders to look at her.

The light looked into her husband's eyes, at a glance. After that, he turned his eyes up.

"I was very surprised when he was wearing the shar'i clothes. He asked for my opinion, about his clothing style at the time. And I said—" Light cuts her husband's words quickly. "Much better!"

The sky could not believe if his wife knew, the answer he gave.

Sky says. "Looks like he's writing, all his life stories."

They were both silent for nearly four minutes. The light sighed, she thought her husband would tell her back. But it seems that it will not, because the woman with such shoulder-length hair already knows the continuation.

"And Masnya said, Mas loved mbak Mentari, right?" tanya Light looked at her husband. The young man nodded slowly.

"But I don't know, even until now. At that moment he wanted to talk something. But at that time, I also wanted to say something. And he decided, so that I could talk first. But when I, like, started talking, it all got messed up!" The sky lowered, he recalled as his best friend spoke with high intonation. When he expressed his love.

"I know!" Light lift talk.

The sky glanced at his wife, as if he wanted to know the answer.

"That's your best friend, wanting to share something with you. To be clear, mbak Mentari wants to tell you, about the disease. He hoped, if he could share that sadness with his best friend Ajil!"

The sky that heard that, the young man fell down. His eyes glazed over, something he had long wanted to know. Already got an answer.

"I am the most selfish friend on earth! No one is more selfish than me. Why didn't I give him a talk first. I should've given up so this wouldn't happen." The sky held the hand of his wife who was standing beside him.

"Aren't I being so selfish?" ask the sky that sits down. Looking at his wife's face.

The light that saw her husband shed tears. The woman was very sad. The light equated her body with her husband's position. The woman covers the face of her husband.

"It used to be, don't know. If it used to be, you know. If it happens like this, I'm sure you won't make a mistake. It's a game of destiny. You may regret it, but don't make it a big mistake. But make it a lesson, which you will not repeat in the future. To someone, who is with you." The sky was crying in the arms of his wife. The light of the first time seeing her husband crying.

The couple knew how to position themselves. When the Light is falling, the young man will protect and encourage. Not infrequently the young man, always provide motivation for his wife.

And in the Sky, need someone as an encouragement. His wife was the one in the vanguard. To raise the spirit for the husband. That's why God created things in pairs. Maybe one of them is, in order to complement each other.

"Come on, don't be sad. In this life, there is no such thing as avoiding regret. Everyone has felt regret. Whether it's a big regret, or a small one. Maybe like, I shouldn't have had chili this morning. So that my stomach doesn't hurt, well that's also called regret." Light spoke while stroking her husband's hair.

The young man still hid his face, in the arms of his wife. But her tears, they're not coming out.

"Please promise me you won't leave me!" he said in his wife's arms.

The light went silent, I don't know what was in his mind.

"I cannot promise, for I do not know what destiny the Creator has written for me."

The sky that heard the reply from his wife, he let go of the hug. Then it covers his wife's face, with both hands.

"Why are you talking like that Az-zahra?" The eyes returned to the mirror, when he heard his wife's reply.

"Because I don't know what God wrote. For destiny in the future." The sky grew more agitated, because of his wife's words. Breathing gasps.

The light that saw that, she tried to calm her husband down.

"I cannot promise to be with you always. But I will try to keep you company until God separates us. Basically, when we are given a sense of belonging. There will come a time when we are told to let go." The sky that heard that, the young man hugged his wife very tightly. It seemed like the young man, was very afraid of losing his wife.

"Hem ..I can't breathe, if I'm hugged like this" said Light.

The sky does not care about his wife.

"I love you so much."

"Yes-yes!" The light shakes its head.

"I love you! Iloveyou!

Iloveyou! Iloveyou! " The young man kissed his wife's face flat.

"I want to ask you if you still love him." Light wanted to know who knew her husband was still harboring feelings for Mentari.

The sky stopped the show, kissing his wife.

"No! I just love you!" he said without the slightest doubt.

"When is his love lost?" tanya Light, seemed to want to know the details.

"At that time, I went back to Indonesia to see him. I just found out at the time that she was diagnosed with cancer."

The light nodded in understanding.

"And one thing, you should know. I don't fall in love easily. If with Mentari alone, it takes decades to fall in love. But you, you made me fall in love with just a short time. One year of introduction, plus one month and a half of marriage. You are my best love!" The sky holds the hands of light.

The light smiled, because of her husband's words.

"Do you know who your first love is, Mentari?" tanya Light.

"Why should we discuss him? If it'll make you jealous?" ask the Sky, who does not want to be in trouble. Especially if his wife is angry. Anyway, the young man avoided it for that matter.

"I'm just asking,"

"No! Forget it, we've enjoyed both tonight."

"Do you know?" tanya Soft light.

The sky does not want to bring his past back. But his wife made him, so he wanted to know.

"You know what?"

Light nodded.

"Who?"

"Sister of his best friend!" The sky did not understand, but his wife was very clear. Time talks, time he doesn't understand either.

"I thought I was his best friend... " The sky thought for a moment. "Wait a minute, what do you mean, brother?" tanya Langit just understood.

The light smiled, making it an answer.

"It turns out ..they love each other!"

The light that heard that he decided to ask.

"What does that mean?"

"Sister also loves Mentari, I also just found out when you came to the office. I read the letter that my sister wrote. There brother, pour out his feelings for Mentari!" answer the Sky, which makes the Light dumbfounded.

"Love is so complicated!" light Words.

"Mas, ticklish." The light patted her husband's shoulder.

The sky chuckled as the Light protested.

"Why do I feel, why does your body contain!" The sky drew closer, his face to his wife's cheek.

"Your cheek, just a little bit more like a pau!" The sky holds his wife's cheek.

The light was so faint because of his wife.

"Because of drinking milo. I mean, I'm not really skinny."

"But I really like it, if you're a little full." The sky speaks what is.

"Makanya addin, her monthly money. Let me get some snacks."

"Alright, add five hundred." The young man was very loyal.

"I'm just kidding, I don't have to. Because of my monthly money, love is more than enough." Light, the woman does not like luxury.

After five minutes, the positions of the two were different. The woman leaned on her husband's shoulder, staring at the moon.

"Them!"

"Hem!" the couple, really, was delicious. Because you can enjoy the beautiful night without any pause.

"Mas, why how many weeks is this. My head hurts a lot. I am lazy to do activities. And the pain was in the morning, the afternoon before the magrib. And when I go to sleep."

The sky was very crowded because his wife was complaining.