The Young Master's Substitute

A sweet night.

"What are you talking about?" ask Fabian.

"Why are you talking about divorce!" said Fabian in a high tone.

Fabian had gripped Syanum's chin, making Syanum look up.

Syanum cries.

"You have the same heart as me, Mas" said Syanum on the sidelines of his cries.

Fabian let go of his grip when he saw Syanum crying.

"I'm sorry."

"Is there not the slightest taste for me Mas? is there no chance for me to get your love? I am your wife. I want to be loved just like Mentari. Why do you have to discuss Mentari in front of me. Why Mas? if you still want to chase that girl. Why do you keep this marriage? why don't we get a divorce."

Fabian quiet. He could not bear to see Syanum crying.

"Syanum, why are you crying? don't cry dong. How about later if papa and mama hear you cry, I can be scolded by them."

Fabian wiped away Syanum's tears. He then hugged Syanum to calm her down.

"Syanum, if we're still a mate, we'll never get divorced. Please Syanum, don't make me go wrong."

Fabian took off his embrace.

"I don't like to see you cry and be sad. You're ugly when you cry like this. I don't like to see you cry. Where is the Syanum I know as a brave girl. He said you were a tomboy. Why are you crying. I'd rather see you get angry than see you cry like this" Fabian said.

"Mas, hiks.hiks. I want us to divorce. Let's just talk to Mama and Papa if we're going to get divorced."

"No Syanum. I will not divorce you. Don't say it like that."

'I am sick to my heart. Seeing you always acting so cute with me. And I got sick even more, knowing you wanted to go after Mentari. Why do you chase after the woman who has failed you and made you ashamed, your marriage.' Inner Syanum.

Fabian has always tried to calm Syanum. He felt sorry when he saw Syanum crying.

After Syanum stopped crying, Fabian grabbed Syanum's hand and held it tightly.

"Syanum. Before, I wanted to apologize to you. Because I can't be a good husband to you yet. I can't love you yet Syanum. Actually I also want to love you and forget about Mentari. But I can't."

"When you can love me and forget about Mentari Mas. All this time I've never seen you learn to love me and forget Mentari. Every day, you think about the Mentari. I've never considered it."

Fabian quiet. Has he sinned to have offended Syanum. Syanum who always hoped for love from him and always Fabian ignored. In fact, he has often been rude to Syanum and very indifferent to her.

Tonight, it was a very bitter night, both for Syanum and Fabian.

Syanum since then, still inhabits Fabian. Likewise with Fabian who since then, looked tired. Because he had persuaded Syanum several times that Syanum would be silent. But apparently, Syanum could not stop crying.

Syanum is a brave girl. However, she is still a woman with a heart and feelings. He could no longer contain his anger. Tonight, she poured all her emotions on her husband.

Tok tok...

The sound of knocking on the door was already heard from outside Fabian and Syanum's room.

Fabian looked towards Syanum who had not been willing to move from his seat.

Fabian finally relented as well to open the door.

"Mama, what's wrong, Ma?" ask Fabian.

Bu Reva smiled at her son.

"Fabees. Where's Syanum? is he asleep?" ask Bu Reva.

"Here, I brought you two glasses of warm milk for you and Syanum."

Fabian smiled.

"Tumben Ma, make me some warm milk."

"Yes. Let's sleep well tonight."

"Thank you Ma,"

Fabian then took out a tray containing two glasses of milk and brought the tray inside. Meanwhile, Bu Reva, went back to leave her son's room.

Miss Reva smiled.

"May they both drink the milk. That milk, I give you medicine, let them both get excited to make love," muttered Bu Reva as she climbed down the stairs.

"Syanum. There's milk from Mama. You drink huh?" said Fabian while putting the milk on the table.

Syanum.

"Syanum. Don't guarantee me that way, dong."

Syanum only glanced at her husband.

Fabian then drank the milk until it ran out.

Moments later, Fabian felt his head very dizzy. Her chest was hot as if it was burning. I don't know why his body. Fabian had a remarkable reaction after drinking his mother's milk. I don't know what medicine Bu Reva gave her son.

"It's my head" said Fabian, who was half unconscious.

"I'm going to the bathroom, it's so hot that I'm Syanum."

Fabian then stepped away leaving Syanum.

"Why with Mas Fabian" Syanum said.

Syanum then stepped away towards his bed. He then got on the bed, and lay there.

"My body why is it like this. What happened to me," muttered Fabian who was still looking in front of the mirror inside his bathroom.

"I really want Syanum tonight. I can't help it. But, what if Syanum won't."

Fabian has been tormented in the bathroom. How he fulfilled his desire. Fabian has never been like this before. But because of the effects of the drug given by his mother, the sensation in his body became different.

Fabian then went outside from the bathroom. He stared at Syanum who was asleep.

Fabian suddenly climbed onto the bed. He hugged his wife tightly. Syanum surprised.

"Mas, what are you doing. Why are you hugging me."

Syanum tries to get rid of Fabian's body. But Fabian just hugged her.

"Syanum, I can't hold all this Syanum. All this time, I never asked for rations with you. Give me my ration for tonight."

"Huh, what ration is Mas?" Syanum did not understand.

Fabian couldn't hold it anymore. Something in there, too, has hardened. He was not aware of his desire. He then forced Syanum to kiss and he asked Syanum to do something they had never done while they were husband and wife.

Syanum, who is still conscious, can only resign to what Fabian will do tonight. Because Syanum knew that a wife should not refuse her husband's wishes.

'Do I have to give up my chastity on this man. But, what if Mas Fabian leaves me. But, I also can't refuse his wish, because he's my husband. Maybe after doing it tonight, Mas Fabian will accept me.'