
Since then, the girl was still staring out the window of the apartment. He's still quiet. His mind is very messed up right now.
A few days ago, he almost committed suicide by plunging into a river. Thankfully, there was someone who wanted to help him.
Mentari still did not want to talk to someone who helped him.
"From yesterday you were silent. Don't you want to tell me about all your problems?" ask Fadlan a man who helped Mentari when Mentari was about to commit suicide.
"I know, for sure now you have a big problem that is difficult for you to face" continued Fadlan.
Fadlan stood right on the side of Mentari. His eyes also looked forward.
At present, Mentari is in the apartment of a man named Fadlan. Fadlan is a doctor who helps Mentari when Mentari is about to commit suicide on the bridge.
Fadlan knew exactly what Mentari was going through at the moment. Fadlan believes that there is a big problem that is afflicting Mentari, so that makes Mentari absorbent and almost committed suicide.
"Not good, holding your own problems. You better tell me your problem. Who knows, with you telling all your problems to others, it will make the burden that is in your heart a little less" said Fadlan.
The sun looked at the man beside him. The guy with the glasses, white skin, who in terms of his appearance, he was like a rich kid. Just like Fabian. His profession is now a doctor.
"Why should you help me?" The sun looked at the man sharply.
"I just don't want to, seeing someone commit suicide in front of me. Suicide is a ridiculous thing. And forever, that suicide will never solve the problem. I'd be the dumbest person in the world, if I let you kill yourself. I cannot, let you fall into the valley of sin that will never be forgiven."
"You should just let me die. I don't deserve to be in this world anymore. I am already dirty. I am no longer holy. I'm sure, if Fabian finds out I'm like this, he'll never want to be with me again" Mentari said in a high tone.
Fadlan smiled. A little bit, the girl was already willing to tell about her problem. Fadlan was convinced that the girl would tell Fadlan all her problems.
"I hate this world, I hate it...!" Mentari suddenly shouted, which made Fadlan surprised.
"Yell, if you want to scream. Cry if you want to cry. If that's what makes you feel calm, do it. In order to reduce the burden that is in your heart. I'm sure, no matter how heavy your problem is, you can definitely get through it. Never despair. Rest assured, if all the problems will certainly have a silver lining," said Fadlan at length.
Fadlan slightly tried to advise Mentari, so that the mind path of Mentari could be open. So that he would no longer, do such a ridiculous thing back then.
Mentari.
"I won't cry, nor will I scream. Because it'll just waste my energy."
Mentari stepped away from Fadlan. He then threw himself out and sat on the sofa inside Fadlan's apartment.
So too with Fadlan. He can only follow the Mentari. Fadlan then sat down on the side of Mentari.
Fadlan was still staring at Mentari. The girl who had been in her apartment for a week.
Fadlan has not been able to bring Mentari home, as he does not know where Mentari's parents' home address is. Mentari left, not carrying his identity card. He was carrying only a few of the clothes in his small suitcase.
"Where are you actually going? why are you carrying all the suitcases? " ask Fadlan
Ever since Fadlan brought a girl to his apartment, Fadlan had not known the girl's name at all. Mentari left without his identity card. And Mentari is still silent with his identity and home address.
Actually Fadlan already wanted to know who exactly the girl he helped was. He wants to bring Mentari home. But until now, Mentari did not want to tell, where his home address is. He also did not want to tell me his name.
Up to a week or so, Mentari was silent and she also never wanted to tell all her problems. Even if Mentari wants to tell a story, Fadlan will sincerely help him. Including solving all the problems of Mentari.
"I don't know where I'm going. And I also do not know, what is the purpose of my life now," said Mentari.
Mentari looked at Fadlan fixedly.
"What do you know my name for?"
"I want you to go back to your house. Your parents must be very worried about you."
The sun breathed deeply.
"I don't want to go home at all."
"Why?" Fadlan looked at Mentari's bead. Fadlan saw the sadness that was stored there.
"I don't want anyone to know about this. I'm really embarrassed. Especially my future husband." Mentari lowered his gaze. Sadness had covered his face.
Fadlan furrowed his brows.
"What do you mean?"
"I actually ran away from my wedding. And I left the one I love." Mentari.
"You left your wedding? why?" ask Fadlan.
"My life was broken, when the man had taken away all my chastity. He's a very bad man."
"A very bad guy? who?"
"He's the guy who's been crazy about me all along. Name's Mario. He had already desecrated me two days before my marriage to my beloved began."
"Then why did you leave your girlfriend? Why don't you continue with your marriage?"
"I'm leaving, because I don't want to let her down. He's a very nice guy. He doesn't deserve a wife like me. I'm already dirty. I don't deserve to be with him. If he knew I was like this, he would be disappointed with me. Because I'm no longer holy."
Fadlan. He seemed to understand the condition the girl was in. And Fadlan was relieved, finally the girl wanted to also tell me about the problem.
Mentari stood up.
"My name is Mentari."
"Content?"
"Yes. You can call me anything, Doctor Fadlan." Mentari looked at Fadlan fixedly.
"OKAY. Then what are you going to do now? will you always run to face all these realities? are you going to keep hiding like this?"
"I'm already broken. I can't go back home. I'm ashamed of my disgrace, Doctor Fadlan. I also don't want to until my father finds out that I've been smeared by the bad guy. Neither do I want to, my beloved knows how I am."
"I know what you're feeling right now. But why don't you just meet your lover and tell him the truth. I think he'll accept whatever your shortcomings are, if he really loves you."
"But it's the same as opening my own disgrace. And I know that my lover would never have accepted that his future wife was no longer a virgin."
Fadlan smiled. Now he knew what was going on Mentari's problem to the point that he wanted to jump into the river.
"Yes already. For a while, I'm allowing you to stay here. It's up to you to stay here, or you want to go home to your parents.Importantly, don't ever have the mind to jump into the river again."