
"Monitorous. I've got a rented house for you" said Doctor Fadlan.
Smiling mentari.
"What's right Doc? The doctor's got a rented house for me?" ask Mentari.
Fadlan nodded.
"Yes. And from tomorrow, you can already occupy that house."
The mentari seemed to think.
'If I contract a house, I will pay for what I wear every month. I just don't have a regular job now. If I have to use my savings, the money will run out for a long time. And how's it going to get there.'
Mentari suddenly became sad when he remembered how he paid the contract. Mentari is not likely to rely on his savings to pay for his contract. Because the money will certainly run out if it is used for the needs of Mentari's life for the next few months.
"Monitorous. You why? why are you sad?" ask Doctor Fadlan.
"Doctor, I'm confused about having to contract a house. Me, now there is no job. If I contract a house, how do I pay my contract?" Mentari looked at Doctor Fadlan.
"If it's that, you calm down. I'll definitely help you. As long as you contract the house, let me pay for your rented house."
"Don't Doc! The doctor was too good for me. The doctor was willing to help me and allow me to stay here, that was more than enough for me. I don't want to, I owe you too much Doctor."
"Monitorous. What the hell are you talking about. I helped you that was sincere. Don't feel so bad dong."
"yes Doc. After this, I want to try my job. I don't want to keep taking doctors. I also have no intention of going back to my father's house. I want to practice independent living without any more dependency on my father."
Doctor Fadlan smiled.
"That's dong. The spirit!"
Mentari. After that he looked at Fadlan fixedly.
"Doctor, what about Lisa? is he still mad at you?" ask Mentari.
"Not to think about him. He really likes that. But later we will also be better. We fight like this often. Because Lisa's a very jealous woman."
"yes Doc. Maybe that's a sign that Lisa loves the doctor. I like that too. And that's how Doc, people date. I used to be my boyfriend, I like that too. Jealousy is unclear. Hehe..."
Although Mentari has been far from Fabian, but he still often remembers the beautiful moments with Fabian.
"Yes is Mentari. It's night. You sleep there in your room. I'm tired of sleeping too" said Doctor Fadlan.
"Yes Doc."
Fadlan and Mentari then stood up. After that, Mentari and Fadlan, stepped towards their respective rooms.
Arriving at the room, Mentari laid his body on his bed. He then took a photo of Fabian always tucked under his pillow. Only the photo that became the treatment of the Mentari's longing to Fabian his heart.
Every time you want to sleep, Mentari always talks about the photo.
"Parekin. What else are you doing there, baby? I miss you Bi. I miss you so much. I want to meet you. But, for now I can't Bi. I'm really still traumatized by that. Where were you at that time Bi. Why didn't you come to my aid, when I was raped by Mario," Mentari said as she stared fixedly at Fabian's photo.
Mentari's tears, have begun to fall soaking the Mentari's pillow. Mentari was very sad when he imagined the incident. The shadow, every day always appears when the Mentari is alone as it is today.
Pain in the Mentari body part can indeed disappear. However, not with the wounds that are in the heart of Mentari. Forever the incident of rape, will always be stored in the memory of Mentari. Trauma and injury in the heart of Mentari, will not be healed.
"I'm sorry Bi. I cannot keep my chastity as a woman. I'm really sad Bi. I'm a dirty woman now because of Mario. I almost made the fatal mistake of committing suicide. Fortunately Bi, there are good men like Doctor Fadlan who would help me and remind me not to make that mistake. If only there had been no doctor, I might have died Bi. Dead and leave our memories." Mentari still stroking Fabian's photo.
He was still crying in solitude. Until not felt, the pillow he overcame was wet because of the puddles of his tears. Mentari kissed Fabian's picture before he went to bed. He then hugged the photo tightly. Mentari finally fell asleep while holding a photo of her lover.
****
"Lisa...! Lisa...!" exclaim Bu Ratih mama Lisa from outside Lisa's room.
For a few days, Lisa did not want to go out of the room. Lisa doesn't want to eat or drink. Lisa's health, also to the point of declining because Lisa is still thinking about her future husband.
Lisa, who was called by her mother, was still in her room. Moments later, Mrs Ratih opened Lisa's bedroom door. Madam Ratih stepped up and approached her son.
"Lisa's. Why don't you eat, son? you haven't eaten since last night. Eat up, kid!" pinta Bu Ratih's.
"I don't want to eat Ma."
"You really why the hell? why don't you eat? you're still with Fadlan hem?"
Lisa, who had been on her stomach since then, immediately woke up and sat facing her mother. While Mrs Ratih, threw her body on the side of the bed.
"Actually, what the hell is your problem with Fadlan Nak? why did you get like this?" ask Mrs Ratih.
He still doesn't understand his son. Since yesterday, Lisa has changed. He was more likely to hide himself in the room.
"Ma, which woman is not upset Ma, if our future husband brings another woman to live together in his apartment. I'm upset Ma, I'm angry, and I'm jealous. Mas Fadlan had already brought a woman to live with him in his apartment." Lisa began to explain.
"What's? you serious?" ask Mrs Ratih.
"I'm serious Ma. Yesterday I saw for myself, when I went to Mas Fadlan's apartment."
"Jeez, who is that woman?"
"I don't know who that woman is either. Try to think now, a man invites a woman who is not his muhrim to live one roof together in an apartment. There must be something about Ma."
Mrs Ratih tried to digest her son's words.
"What do you see for yourself, is there a woman in Fadlan's apartment? I don't think Fadlan could have betrayed you Lis."
"Ma, if you don't believe it, check yourself there. My heart hurts Ma, it hurts so much...!" Lisa held her chest with one of her stairs.
He could not bear his crying. Lisa's tears, all of a sudden, had started to fall on Lisa's smooth cheeks.
"Yes, what did Fadlan say?" ask Mrs Ratih.
"Mas Fadlan said, Mas Fadlan had nothing to do with that woman Ma. Mas Fadlan said he was just trying to help the woman. But I don't trust Ma. Anyhow, a man who wants to help a woman by putting her in his apartment and living together. They must be nothing Ma. They must have a relationship."
"Totally outrageous to Fadlan. Mama should report the matter to Fadlan's parents. Fadlan's gone too far. Mama's gonna check in, Fadlan's apartment. If it's true what you said, Mama will make the same calculation Fadlan."
Lisa was still sobbing, wiping her tears. He really could not afford to see the man he loved close to another woman. His heart was very sick, when yesterday he came to Fadlan's apartment and saw Mentari.
'Hopefully, Mas Fadlan is not khalaf same Mentari because they live in one roof. I don't want Mas Fadlan to be close to another woman. Although Mas Fadlan said, he had nothing to do with Mentari. I still don't want to, if Mas Fadlan is close to that woman. I'll get rid of Mentari so she'll stay away from my future husband, ' Lisa's inner self.