The Young Master's Substitute

Aira's Feelings

After the office, Fabian did not go straight home. This afternoon, he had an appointment, to take Aira's path.

Right now, Fabian was still on the highway. He's going to Aira's house.

Ring ring ring...

Fabian's cell phone rang. Fabian hurriedly picked up his phone.

"Hello Ra."

"Hello Bi. Where are you now? are we not going outside?"

"Yes. It's me on the way. I'm going to your house."

"Old kok very yes Bi, no nyampe-nyampe. Said you've been out of the office since."

"The streets are jammed Ra. I'm still at the red light."

"Oh that. Yes already. I'm waiting at Bi's house. I was ready for that."

"Yes. Patience yes. I'll be right now."

"Yes already. I'm waiting for ya. Assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alakiumsalam."

After passing through the streets that were so jammed this afternoon, Fabian finally arrived in front of Aira's house.

Fabian honked his car's horn after he reached the front of Aira's house. Moments later, Aira came out of her house.

He looked at the handsome man in the car.

"Lake in!" pinta Fabian's.

Aira hurriedly got into Fabian's car. After Aira entered, Fabian then drove his vehicle and continued on his way.

****

At seven o'clock, Aira and Fabian were still talking in the cafe. They're still enjoying their dinner tonight.

"Bi. How are you quiet? wh why? eating dong food. Is the food not good?" ask Aira.

"Nake it."

"You really think what the hell Bi is? from earlier, I saw you like a confused person."

"I'm just tired of Ra. Work in my office is also a lot more."

Aira smile.

"That's a natural thing Bi. His name is also a work person. I also work for Bi. Do you have a job in your office?"

Fabian furrowed his brows in confusion.

"You want to work? in my office?"

"Yes Bi. Whatever it is, it wants to be whatever. I have graduated from college abroad. So I can already apply for work at your place?"

"Well, I can. But it seems that for now, in my office, I don't need any employees yet."

"Oh yes. Bi, if in the office you need employees, you just contact me. I'm confused where to find a job."

"Yes Ra."

"Yes already. At the yuk Bi meal!"

Aira had, since then, still stolen a glance towards Fabian. The man she still loves to this day.

"R. Actually, I still remember the same Mentari. I really haven't had the spirit of living since my woman left my life."

"You still love her?" Aira looked at Fabian inside.

"Yes. I still love him. For whatever reason, I will never be able to forget him" Fabian said.

Aira's face suddenly turned sad.

'Why the hell, when we're both like this you're still thinking about Mentari. Is there no chance for me to be in your heart Bi, ' Inner Aira.

"Bi. You should have been conscious. That Mentari has left you. He no longer cares about you. Why the hell are you still thinking about him. It is possible, if now Mentari is happy with his new life. It could be that he left you, because he already had another man that he loved more," said Aira.

"I can't believe Mentari left because of another guy. Mentari is love with me. And so did I, who still loved him so much. I still expect him back in my life Ra."

Aira breathed deeply. He then grabbed Fabian's hand and grasped it tightly.

"Bi. Out there, there are still good women waiting for you. There are still women who love you sincerely. And he's willing to walk away from your life, for your happiness with Mentari."

Fabian furrowed his brows in confusion. He had no idea whose woman Aira was referring to. Could it be, besides Mentari there are other women who love Fabian. Fabian doesn't know at all.

"Who is Ra?" asked Fabian curiously..

Aira quiet.

"I. I'm Bi the woman" said Aira, to Fabian's surprise.

"You? you love me?"

Aira nodded.

"Yes Bi. I still love you. All this time, I haven't been able to forget you."

Fabian does not think that Aira still loves Fabian.

"Bi. Since long ago, I did not dare to say this to you. Because I know, my limitations. I don't deserve you. I'm not as beautiful as Mentari, I'm not as handsome as Mentari, and I'm not as smart as Mentari. That's why you prefer Mentari to me. I know, you broke up with me because you'd rather mentor my cousin a much more perfect woman than me."

A drop of Aira's tears suddenly fell on her smooth cheeks.

"But you need to remember Bi. My love, greater than the love of Mentari. I sincerely love you. And I'm willing to sacrifice my feelings, for my cousin and for your happiness. Because I know, you're just Mentari's love."

Fabian was shocked when he saw Aira crying.

"Airas. Why are you crying?" ask Fabian.

Fabian took out his handkerchief and wiped away Aira's tears.

"I'm sorry Aira. I don't know if your love is as deep as I am. I know how you feel Aira. Ii'm sorry. Because I can't repay your love."

"It's okay Bi. I've gotten this close to you, I'm happy."

Fabian felt sorry for Aira. He just found out that Aira still has great feelings of love for him. In fact, Aira had been gone for years from Fabian's life.

"Honestly, in my heart, I just love Mentari. I don't know why I always loved him. Just let Mentari leave me and let me down. I still love her, too, Aira. And until now, I've always hoped Mentari would return to my life."

"I know Bi. But, you must learn to forget her Bi. Because he's gone in your life. That was her choice. Let him choose his own life. If he's happier living without you, just let him Bi. Love doesn't have to have each other, does Bi?"

"Yes Ra. I know it. But I still have to find him. He mysteriously disappeared. And I'm worried about him Ra. I don't want, the things I don't want to happen to Mentari."

Aira smiled bitterly. That was Fabian's love for Mentari. Is there a chance for Aira to stop in Fabian's heart. And Aira will wait until Fabian opens her heart to another woman.