
"Wan.."the soft voice of the woman called me from a short distance away.
When my soul feels back to the past.Want me to flip my body and run towards it.Detach all deep yearnings.
***
The hustle and bustle of the airport, unable to distract me from the figure of a girl sitting in the passenger waiting seat.
I move my legs quickly so that I can be beside him.But my steps stopped with the presence of another man who came and grabbed his shoulders.You also returned his embrace by sinking your face in his chest.
You and I who have been united for almost 3 years into us, even though it has not yet been legitimate...And during that time I have never touched your warm body in an embrace because I want to wait for the time when the thing arrives.
The shadow blew my consciousness over the wound in my heart.
"Why should you look for me again..."
"Go, it's all over..!I turn on and run the motor quickly.
"Ridwan, wait.I need an explanation of all your attitudes...."
I heard her screams.
For a moment I felt this self was so cruel.
Am I satisfied...? is this revenge for his attitude...?
But the truth is that the wound is back.
***
"Eh mas Ridwan, Tumben just came home mas..."?ask Ms. Erna.
"Yes mbak, again a lot of work so overtime.."sahut me without spirit and passed into the room.
"Oh yes mas, so the father called nanyain mas.keep asking for help the same I tell mas Ridwan that tomorrow mother can go home.."prevent mbak Erna before I close the door.
"It's good, ma'am, love ya...?"
Sister Erna nodded and passed from in front of my room.
I collapsed myself carelessly.Detach all the fatigue that exists.
Slowly but surely, my soul flew into dreamland.
***
A trail in the mountains
Inlaid with natural scenery
Giving freshness to the soul of every person
I am moving to reach hope
Looking for your shadow behind the sun
"YATI.happy I ran.....
But stopped by his own past
"ANNISA...."
***** POV ANNISA
Sitting limp ....
"Ridwan....."
I just hope for an explanation of your attitude...
"Come on Annisa, we're home..."
"But brother,...Ridwan.."for the umpteenth time my tears dripped, whether happy to see you again or sad because disappointed in your attitude.
"It's enough of your struggle for her !"
"The most important thing now is your health"
"Let's go home, let brother talk to him..."
I looked into the eyes of the man beside me, an older brother who was always there to take care of his sister.
I nodded slowly, trying to get up
Kak Yoga runs slowly the speed of his car
But my memory is going backwards
****
2 Years ago....
"Sister, I'm afraid.." I said slowly.
"Don't be afraid, I'm not here next to you and always there for you." replied Kak Yoga trying to give strength to me.
"But."cut me again.
"Don't think of anything else first, the important thing now is your treatment to get better quickly.."
"Smile is.."Heat embrace of Yoga.
I could not help but hold back my brother's love.After our parents died because of an accident, he was the one who always accompanied and took care of me all this time.
Our age is indeed a long way adrift, kak Yoga is 7 years older than me.
She's a victim of her time and attention just for my little sister.
He was also the first to know about the symptoms of the disease that was now lodged in my body.
That morning, we were having breakfast fried rice made by Kak Yoga.
I who was busy eating did not realize that my brother was watching me.
"Annisa, your hair is falling out a lot.."tegur kak Yoga.
"Hmmm, maybe because I changed the shampoo brother.not match the shampoo.." I explained.
He's approaching behind me,...
"But it's been almost a month, brother notice your hair more and more fall out."
"Today you don't have to go to college, we're checking your health." he said firmly.
"But brother, I have a promise with Ridwan.." My whine is spoiled.
Kak Yoga let out a long sigh, he was always helpless with all the whining and requests of his sister.
"Yes already, then my brother wants to go to work first...Remember brother's message!"
"Yes, brother." said I who later regretted it.
"Don't wander!"
"Don't come home late!"
"Don't eat too late!"cut me quickly because that is the wish-wanti that is always said before leaving for work.
He smiled and hugged me tightly,...
"Sister loves you." he said softly.
"I love you too, brother..."
"Sana quickly go, if the bad luck will be eaten by birds you know."my tease while laughing.
I left Yoga until I reached the home page.When I turned around to enter the house again, why do I feel the environment around me spinning.
I'm trying to find a handle to support the body and ah....
"Sisa... Annisa.."I vaguely heard a voice calling my name but it felt far away.
A lighted hallway lay in front of me.
"Where am I now...?"
The shadow of mama and papa was present and smiled at me.I ran after but they instead walked away.
"Mama.papa.., wait...!"
"Sisa...Annisa.."once again I heard a voice calling to me.
My consciousness began to return, I saw Sis Yoga beside me with a very anxious face.
"Sister..."
"Yes, I'm not here."
"Break up, I'll always take care of you." he said softly.
At first glance I see from the glass, Ridwan shadow out there.But baby, my eyes are closed again probably due to the influence of drugs that require my body to rest.
I don't know how long I slept.
I opened my eyes but it felt heavy.
I faintly heard a conversation my brother had with a man.
"Don't let him do a lot of activities first, we try to recover his physique."
"Dok, please do your best for Annisa."
"It's been our duty as doctors,but my advice is better to refer Annisa to a hospital in Jakarta because there the facilities and treatment is more complete while in this hospital is still limited."
"Is it that bad, doc...?"
"As I said earlier and it would be nice for the patient to know this."
I continued to listen to their conversation, until the man who turned out to be a doctor left.
I feel the hands of Yoga, my,...
"Nisa.you must be strong.."
"Sister will always be there for you..."
That was all that came out of his lips.
The sound of footsteps approached....
"I'm sorry, excuse me sir.." young lady's voice.
"Oh yes, please sus.." replied Kak Yoga quickly.
I felt the infusion hose move.Maybe the nurse was replacing it with a new one, I thought.
Not long after my consciousness faded.
Seriate....
What diseases are actually lodged in Annisa's body...
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