THE WOUNDED EARTH

DEAR MOTHER'S SUPPORT

After convincing myself that Annisa would be fine, I went home as advised by Yoga.

The night is not yet late, it shows at 20:30 WITA.

There are still many people in and out of the hospital whether it is the patient's family or relatives who come to visit.

Dreet...

The phone in my jacket pocket vibrated several times.

I took out the flat object and then shifted the connection mark.

"Assalamualaik."

"Wan, where are you, baby?"my mother's soft voice sounded across there.

"Wa alaikum salam, still in the hospital but already want to go home also ma."

"Why ma?"

"If so, can you ask for help?"

"Buy fruits because the supplies in the refrigerator are running out."

"Yes ma, what the hell is not for my beloved mama"my tease.

"Hmmm you are."

"Yes, be careful on the road."

"Don't speed" mama's message as usual.

"Yes ma" I answered briefly.

"....Wans"

I momentarily fell silent without releasing the phone that was still connected.

Some call my name more exactly like calling but it feels far away.

After there was no sound from the other side, my mother turned off the phone.

I watched the people around me who looked and passed me.

"Ah maybe just my feelings"I thought.

I stepped foot faster for fear that the fruit shop would close.

Poor mama must also wait for her order.

Arriving at the parking area, I rushed into the car and slowly ran it.

After exiting the parking area, it is about 300 meters away. At first glance I see from the rearview mirror on the left there is a girl who almost got hit by a car.

Deg

My heart seems to stop beating.

"Yati,"my inner.

Between worry and fear, I slowly parked my car by the roadside.

I rushed down and came back to make sure.

After the car that almost hit her passed, I saw the girl turn her body back.

"Yati, "this body feels stiff and only my heart can speak in silence.

I forced my feet to step towards her who was now sitting down on the side of the road.

My heart was filled with longing for her all this time.

I wanted to apologize.

I want to explain everything that happened.

I really hope that you will understand and stay willing to endure for me.

It sounds so selfish, I don't want to hurt but I'm not willing to let you go either.

My footsteps stopped, because of the figure of the man who approached you.

"What's Ronald?"muttered.

There was a hint of jealousy lurking in my chest as Ronald bang sat down and grabbed your shoulders.

I couldn't afford to watch her keep paying her attention to you.

From a long time ago I knew that bang Ronald also likes you, That.

But I'm sure your heart belongs to me.

I pull a step back towards the car.

For a few days I will be patient waiting for news from Ririn.

"Actually I want to go straight to you but Ririn suggested that he should talk to you first"

All the way back home, my inner self kept raging erratically.

I want this matter to be resolved quickly so that I, I mean we can be together like before.

*******

Tok.dok...

"Eh mas Ridwan" Erna's hair when opening the door.

"Where's mama?"ask me while handing over a small basket of fruits ordered by mama.

"Mother is in the family room, mass"sahut mbak Erna politely then passed in carrying the fruit basket earlier.

I stepped foot into the family room, seen mom was busy watching television alone.

"Ma,"what am I about having both hands on her shoulders.

I kissed this gentle forehead of my first love lady with great affection.

A smile was engraved on his face.At that moment my hand took me to sit beside him.

"I have given you the order of my mother with Erna" I explained.

"Love ya" her soft hands rubbed my cheeks.

"Mama's tired?"my many.

"No, what's wrong?"curious answer.

I put my head on his lap, "pure in the same spoiled mama"my smile teases.

His smile was back on his lips.There was a sense of shade that was spread along with the caress of his hand that continued to gently rub my head hair with affection.

"How's Annisa doing?"

"The situation has not changed, my mother said, in fact, I feel that it is decreasing from month to month" I replied in a flat tone.

Mama took a deep breath and there was sadness on her face when she heard the news about Annisa's health.

"Mama likes Annisa, she's a good and sweet girl.Pity, in her young age must face various problems and bitterness of life."

"Mama also loved her like she loved Yati."

"So you've met Yati,wan?"asked my mother to look me in the eye.

"Yet ma,"my mouth.

"Wan, are you going to choose between the two of them?"

I just closed my eyes unable to answer the question from my mother just now.

"Who would you choose, man?"

"So ma, for now I still can't make any decisions."

"I love and love them both, I don't want to hurt anyone...."

I laughed softly"I'm so selfish, ma."

"Do not want to hurt but also unable to choose one of them".

"If I may, I would like to give my affection and attention to both of them"

My mom laughed when she heard my words just now.

"Poligami" he said.

"Even if they will accept it, will you be able to be fair, man?"

"God willing, I will try to."

"If that's your intention, you'll agree because you also love them both."

"What's right, ma?"I thought half of I couldn't believe my mom's words just now.

"You only have one child, you."

"If Annisa and Yati want to be your wife, it means your mother's children add 2 people dong.And someday surely this house will be crowded with the tiny voice of the grandchildren of mama."

"The problem now is, do they want to share a heart?"

I got up from my mother's lap, looking at her facial expression carefully.

"Mama's right to support me choosing them both at once?"I want to make sure again.

"Why don't you want to?"my mother asked back.

"Not to ma but I'm happy to hear my mom supporting" my assertion.

"You know you're not selfish, son."

"When you know you from childhood, you always want to make the people you love happy."

"Effort to be happy with them, consider this a way of worship for you."

I smiled happily, "ma love ya ma"

"Mama the one who understands me the most."

Ma kasih ya have stopped by the mother's lap, sorry new can up ..please support her always so that pregnant women can keep writing in addition to the contractions that are also often present to collect coan🙏🙏🙏