
*********POV RIDWAN
The morning sun began to rise, but there was no sign of Annisa waking up from her sleep.
The clock shows at 08.45 am.At the end of the day Ririn will arrive, my inner.
Actually my heart was hesitant to make this decision but I was afraid that one day I would bear the burden of guilt again.
Every decision has to be a risk and I've considered everything.
Dreet.
Notification of incoming messages in my green app.
"Sister Ridwan, I've been nyampe" a message from Ririn.
"Wait a minute" I replied and then went out.
Right the door of the room opened, in front of Ririn was frowning looking for my whereabouts.
"Sister, you're shocked" he said as I patted his shoulder.
"Let's get in here" I asked.
Ririn also followed my steps into the room where Annisa lay who had not yet awakened.
Ririn looked at me full of question marks.
"Who is this, brother?"ririn's eyes are curious.
"She's Annisa" I answered briefly.
"I mean, who is Ridwan's sister?"
"His sister's brother or family?"ririn asked clarifying the question.
"It's not Rin, it's exactly the problem I want to talk to you about.More precisely I really need your help in this matter" I explained.
"Oh brother, do not convoluted so his explanation makes me puyeng.Lantong talk to the core of his problem aja ya."
I took a deep breath trying to melt the burden on the chest and tried to string the right words so that later Ririn would not misunderstand the intentions of my heart.
"His name is Annisa Az Zahra, a good and beautiful girl.We grew up together from childhood until entering college."
"Ica, my favorite call made Annisa small until now."
"Annisa has only lived with her older brother Muhammad Yoga Al-Fath since the deadly accident that claimed the lives of her parents."
"Since then I feel sorry for the fate that befell Annisa, Rin."
"And it may also have been our destiny to always be in the same room and school."
"It was with that together that the pity in my heart turned into affection.I do not like and hate when Ica pout or look sad because it also makes my heart hurt."
"Wait for brother, so Ridwan's relationship with Yati is just a skit?"said sharp.
"Please listen to my story from the end."
"Our relationship was cut off unilaterally due to misunderstandings, due to my excessive jealousy and without finding out the truth."
"That morning, as usual.I picked up Annisa at her house to go to college together.But said the maid in her house, Annisa is already at the airport.
I went to look for him at the airport."
"When I got there, I saw in the waiting seat of departure that he was sitting with a friendly leaning his head on a man I knew was definitely not Yoga's sister."
"My heart ached and was betrayed by him.Without a second thought I stepped away carrying a wound in the heart."
"While the actual fact at that time Annisa will be brought to Jakarta by Kak Yoga and the man sitting next to her is a doctor who is also their distant cousin."
"The day before Annisa went to the hospital, I knew it was because I found her lying unconscious in her yard."
"I who was feeling hurt decided to walk away from her life."
At first glance I looked at Ririn who was silent listening to all my stories.
"Assalamualaikum" the voice of greeting as the door opened cut off our conversation.
"Wa aleikum salam"my heart goes with Ririn.
"Oh yes Rin is Yoga's sister, Annisa's sister" I tried to melt the atmosphere.
"Ririn, kak"so Ririn politely greeted Kak Yoga.
"Yoga" he replied with a friendly smile.
"If you don't mind, I'm the same as Ririn going to the cafeteria for a bit."
"Yes, you had breakfast there" said Yoga.
Ririn and I stepped foot into the cafeteria on the bottom floor of the hospital.
"What do you want to eat Rin?"bargain me.
"Which is light, brother" he replied casually.
I grabbed a jar of crackers and thrust it in front of him.
"No gini also times, very tickle" he replied while keeping the jar of crackers out of his sight.
"Keep the obvious what?"ask again.
Ririn began to wander around looking for a list of food.
"Brown milk same strawberry jam bread aja deh kak"heut.
I immediately ordered food.Brown milk is also strawberry jam toast for Ririn and chicken porridge in addition to warm tea for myself.
Not long after, our order arrived.
"Tumben didn't order yellow rice or Rin's lontong?"ledek.
"Once in a while his breakfast of milk is the same bread, let it grow upwards not to the side"he said as my laughter that can not be tolerated to hear it.
"How does it go, brother?"ririn asked after seeing that I had finished finishing the chicken porridge.
"If you may know what exactly Annisa is sick sister, it's like it's bad huh?"his insistence.
"Just let Rin enjoy this warm tea down to the stomach first" I replied originally.
After that, I tried to seriously discuss the matter.
"Annisa has brain cancer, Rin.I also only found out after the last 4 months."
"That means the time where Yati lost contact with sister"he insisted.
I can only nod.
"Is it true that big brother loves Yati or is it just a runaway ?"press again.
"If at first glance it may only be considered an escape but in fact I feel comfortable beside him, Rin."
"And there's no way I'd dare take her more seriously toward marriage, right."
"Keep how does sister feel now to Annisa? Does she still think of her brother as her lover?"
"I admit the affection is still there, Rin."
"I just want to give you my affection the rest of the time, do you understand what I mean?"
"I understand what you mean, but what about Yati?"
"Son't have to explain everything to him to avoid misunderstanding."
"That's exactly what, I need your help to explain my current situation to Yati, Rin."
"I'll try to help big brother but whatever the decision is, big brother has to be ready to accept."
"So you know, though,basically there is no woman who wants to share love but sometimes circumstances or there is something that must be taken care of and in high esteem cause willingness and to express it spoken."
The words Ririn spoke sounded sharp and stressed.
I could only be silent without answering a word.
"It's noon, I'll go home first, brother"he said.
"Ma love Rin, "smile me.
Every decision or action taken must have risks and there is accountability.
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