The Woman of My Past

Episode 20 All White

I looked around me all white. I saw a woman sleeping with an oxygen hose on her nose. I put my foot up to see it.

Heart's slipping. That woman is myself. Am I dead already? Does this mean my spirit has come out of my body. Am I experiencing an NDE (Near Death Experience) like the spiritual experience of Anita Moorjani I have seen in a video? I don't know I don't know.

I saw someone enter the white room. O Allah, it turns out that my father came to see me. I tried to get close to my father and touch him. Once again my heart breaks. My crying cannot touch my father's body. My tears are flowing. I wanted to scream so loud that what stabbed me in the stomach was Bram.

"Ah where is Bram?!" My mind's turbulent.

Before long you left the room all white and then saw someone enter.

"Was that?!" I'm suffocating choking.

"Liana, you are asleep forever. Don't expect any handsome prince to wake you up like a sleeping princess fairy tale." Bram chuckles.

"Sial's right you're Bram!" I punched him many times however, it was only the air that I punched.

Bram came out of the white room. I looked back alone at a woman who was none other than myself.

"Hi Liana turned out to be your appearance like this huh. You're really poor because of your own stupidity. Bram you should have kicked it out of the company from the start. Rice has become porridge." I said to my coma body.

"I want to meet my father. I miss you so much, Dad. I'd better meet him outside this room." I stepped through the door of the white room.

I found the father sitting while looking up at the sky praying incessantly. Every now and then a few tears fell from his scratched chin.

"O Father, I just realized your love is huge." My tears are melting.

I approached the father and rested under the soles of his feet.

"Maafkan anakmu ini pak yang belum bisa berbakti. Maafkan aku pak...." Isakku hanya bisa kudengarkan sendiri.

For a long time I was at my father's feet, closing my eyes. A voice I knew surprised me.

"Liana this dear has become a sign of God's destiny." The voice whispered softly and softly in my ear.

I slowly opened my two round eyelids.

"Liana baby, this is your mother." That soft voice from the figure shone brightly beside me.

I rushed to hug my mother. Bizarrely. I can hug mom, but why can't I hug you?! I hugged my mother very tightly while thinking this weirdness. I just realized my mom was dead. I can hug mom, does that mean my nature and mother nature are the same? Am I really dead?

"Son, don't regret what happened. All of this is the fate of God. It's all about silverware, baby. Don't punish yourself by saying negative words to yourself." Mom whispered in my ear while stroking my back.

My tears flowed more. A great longing for the mother as if healed. If the end of my life is like this my death, I'm sincere. I just hope that Bram gets a reply according to what he did.

Seeing my body in a white room and being shown all my mistakes until I experience this incident is a process to learn sincerely. The process by which I learned to love myself completely. I can only give up on God, how is the end of my life.

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Hi reader :)

Episodes 1-20 are a preview of the Women of Masalalu novel I posted on Wp and Noveltoon. Thankfully, the novel has already entered the publishing and editing process. So for those who are interested in the continuation, please dipinang novelnya later that has been published.

God willing, there will be info opened pre-order the novel.

Thanks to all readers. Sorry I can't do it next time. Previously I only gave 7 episodes, but because I love my readers I was a bonus up to 20 episodes. Hope likes.

Hail the love of God

Fardhany

17:35 WIB

Sunday, 03 May 2020

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