The Woman of Heaven the Angel of the World

Chapters 10.7

I was very tired and sleepy but I was very unfamiliar with this foreign place. Umi and habib Ja'far, they asked me to rest in this simple house. I was taken to a room, judging by the design and layout of the items in the room, I suspect that this room belonged to a girl, perhaps...the daughter of this nice married couple.

They were so nice, honestly I was so nervous being around them. For a moment I was at a loss how to respond to their warm attitude because I was not the kind of girl to get along with. But luckily my impasse didn't wait long because they understood I was exhausted and needed rest. They took me to a room, before leaving Umi had time to ask if I was hungry or if I wanted anything and I honestly replied "No."

With this condition I have no appetite, let alone see him think of food I do not. And I think this situation will generally be felt by everyone who is sad.

"Allahuakbar~" Sayup, I heard takbir's voice.

This must be the imam's voice from the mosque in the boarding school, but why do I feel..

"The voice is very similar to Brother Khalid." I muttered in wonder.

I removed my bag on the bed and walked over to the window that was tightly closed in curtains. I pulled the curtain cloth aside so I could see the scene outside the window.

And do you know the first thing that welcomes me?

Well, this is so crazy because it's so dark outside! I could see nothing and could only hear the dimly lit sounds of insects out there.

"Why is this place so scary!" I pulled the curtain back to its original place in horror.

Sighing heavily, my weakened body finally lost strength. I accidentally dropped myself on the bed, staring at the ceiling of the room with a slow blink.

Why put it in this tight-fitting place?

Why are they torturing me in this way?!

They want to throw me away then just say it! I can go home to Mama's family or I can also live out there on my own as long as I don't get thrown into this place!

This place is very unreasonable! I don't deserve to come in here because the more deserving person is Aira! A two-faced girl who is proud of everyone!

I'm so sick of it!

"I'm tired.I'm so tired." Touching my aching chest, "If I knew my life would be this painful, I'd be nice to go with Mama to that world. At least I have Mama as a place to lean and they'll never be able to hurt me until it hurts this much. Ma's... Aish kangen, Mama.."

Heavy, my eyelids felt many times their weight. My body was completely relaxed from drowsiness-ah, perhaps more precisely my body needed rest to rest both my physical and my soul that was too tired to face dozens of problems in these few days.

I'm really tired and a little nap might ease it.

Well, and my eyes finally went dark.