The Woman of Heaven the Angel of the World

Chapters 9.10

Aish's heart was already too tired to accept the pain from her family. He thought his heart was numb to all the pain and was already immune to the pain but it turned out that his estimation was wrong because in fact he was in a lot of pain tonight.

"Jawab, Dad! Why are you quiet!" Suck up Dad again.

Aish lowered her head gently, smiling faintly, she then replied, "Why else can I do that? Of course it's because I hate the ill-gotten seed that Dad and the woman produced"

Plaques

"Basic brash!" Slap Granny mad.

As a Grandma she does not distinguish between Aish and Aira because she thinks they are both her grandchildren. But Aish's recent attitude and actions have left her disappointed so many times that Aish's likes are dwindling.

Then the peak tonight.

Once again slapped, Aish tears that came out more and more, he did not want to cry actually but the pain in his heart was so painful that just breathing was painful.

"Isn't what I said true?" Aish asked provoked everyone.

"Because of her and her mother, my mother fell ill and depressed, but you closed your eyes to my mother's condition and blatantly made them members of your family. You live happily, harmoniously, and peacefully, but my Mama is out there fighting for her physical and inner pain. He fought alone! He fought alone but did you all ever care! Have you all thought about how she felt?! Nah! Nah! Nah! You all never think about it! You all just keep quiet to see it like that. It's not that apologizing to my mama but you're pushing her even more to less destruction. My mother's life is ruined while you're here living in peace and having fun"

"Rumaisha!" Reproved Daddy mad.

"Aisha Rumaisha"

"What?!" Shouted Aish had no power to hold back her grief anymore.

He seemed to be on the sickle bed, constantly getting sharp injuries from invisible sharp objects, wanting to escape his legs unable because there were strange hands pressing on him continuously. But if he does not escape then he will be continuously injured by the sharp object. His move went awry and he was so exhausted thinking about it.

"Say what answer do you want to hear from me?! What answer do you all want to hear from me?!"

What should Aish say?

"It's no use, is it? Everything Aish said will remain wrong in your eyes and ears so why should I say it?!" Because this is the fact.

He has no place in this house so his voice will always be misinterpreted by all of them. Though she needs affection, she needs family love, she needs family warmth but no! But no one wants to give it all to him.

He was always like this, lonely and labeled as a failure of parents in educating their children.

"Aisha.kamu.kamu very disappointing Dad, Aish!"