The Wife Who Survived For The Family

Karmila Demand

On a sunny Sunday, Karmila sits in her lazy chair while watching TV.She enjoys watching family drama shows.Tasmapuja goes to work in the garden.Seeing dramas on TV shows, Karmila sometimes aroused heartache at the behavior and vices of her husband.She was teary-eyed when watching, occasionally she wiped her tears and took a deep breath, she was so full of tears, even to relieve her breath she quickly drank warm tea water.Today Karmila will ask her husband to return her teacher's salary to be intact.Karmila wants to enjoy her old age by not feeling deprived of food or refreshing.This week because her husband is busy, Karmila's gone nowhere."If I have a lot of money, I want to shop to the market, I want to shop even though only in the market." Inner Karmila.She saw on TV soap operas family whose wife shop with her husband patiently. Karmila recalled, her husband would not be as patient as the man in the soap opera, even if Karmila was accompanied by her husband shopping, she said, Tasmapuja often commented disagree what Karmila took given the lack of surgery.At last Karmila never got satisfaction if shopping accompanied by her husband, her husband, but also never feel safe when not accompanied by her husband.Karmila if her heart is not satisfied when shopping, her tears just flow when she came home with her husband behind.Tasmapuja does not know and does not realize it, his wife was unhappy despite spending."If Tasmapuja is like the person in the soap opera, how happy I am, followed by the freedom of shopping that I want." he said in his heart. The evening after the prayer, Tasmapuja took his wife out for a walk.Tasmapuja bought what his wife wanted.Karmila did not want to shop much, he did not want to spend much, because she can not measure how much money her husband.In addition, if Tasmapuja gives money before leaving the house, Karmila can take into account anything she wants to buy.Until at home, Karmila keeps her groceries in the kitchen, Karmila, then lay down to quickly sleep, so that he can wake up early for evening prayers and eating suhoor, for sunna fasting.Dini day at 03.30 Karmila wake up and perform night prayers, night prayer, he asked God to forgive his sins and his family, and asked for His blessings and blessings, he was given birth health and bathin.She asked that her pending hajjj go to perform hajj quickly fulfilled.She had survived for the sake of her family and for her ideals to go on Hajj with her husband. His ideals almost run aground because of the temptations and trials that befall him.Today he asked God to grant his request solemnly.Karmila's request expressed in his heart half whispered while shedding tears."O Lord, I beg forgiveness for the sins of our families.I ask to heal my heart disease, for You can turn my heart back.I take refuge in You, O my Lord, from the mess of my household as well as my son's household", after praying Karmila went to the dining room and ate sahur after reading the intention of the sunna fasting.Karmilapun prayed in his heart so that his husband allowed his fast.Tasmapuja because of work in the garden, he said, he did not participate in the sunnah fast accompanying his wife, just allow his wife who fasted.Every night, Karmila woke up early to perform evening prayers and expressed her request, and her husband also accompanied her night prayers.If so, then,Karmila was calm, and in the morning she and her husband performed the duha prayer before Karmila went to school.