The Wife Who Survived For The Family

Disappointment of Karmila

Arriving near the month of Hajj, Karmila has prepared everything both clothes, and the book of Hajj guidance. Last year Karmila was very disappointed, because the departure of her pilgrimage was postponed because of covid.Padahat wait for him to hajj with her husband was long, long ago, even he was willing to defend his household for the sake of his intention was also aside for the sake of the family.But Karmila was aware that maybe God willed another, and there is a silver lining behind all that.Karmila who intends to ask for God's help in the holy place, and, so that her heart would no longer feel pain when she remembered her husband's affair.But unfortunately, the departure of her pilgrimage is void. To make up for her disappointment, when Karmila got money from the sale of her mother's house which her third sister bought, Karmila spent it on her facial care.She wanted to look brighter and younger.After consulting with a psychiatrist, she, because of the disappointment in her husband never lost.Especially coupled with the story of Tety's mother who used to drive her mother who made her angry and jealous.Tety's mother said, her husband was unyielding, untying, karmila was curious because after saying so, Karmila asked her husband directly, and her husband honestly said that Tety's mother when she came home from Java with him, kissed her cheeks.Hear the confession of her husband, Karmila now just remembered, and she was born, when I just returned from Java, Tety's mother once said her heart was hot, when she saw Tasmapuja as familiar with unknown women, even offering salak fruit, "My heart was hot made," she said unconsciously, his words contain suspicion in the heart of Karmila.Lalu Karmilapun ever asked her husband if anyone gave him a snack when Karmila with his first daughter to Java.Karmila at that time was astonished, how her husband knew it, how did he know it, but she did not prolong the problem.But recently, opened her husband's small affair with Mother Tety.Because Karmila confided to Tety's mother about her husband's affair with Fahmi's wife, the, tety's mother finally told him about Tasmapuja as if always chasing him and want to tease him.Karmila again her feelings grew disappointed apparently her husband was unfaithful since long ago until now.His disappointment she spilled on her husband, because Karmila always blamed him, because Karmila always blamed him, finally Tasmapuja was annoyed and told that it was Tety's mother who first teased him by suddenly kissing his cheek, when asked why he did it to her, she replied, upset that her husband would not take her.

Since then Tasmapuja and Mother Tety like two lovers.But because Mother Tety is afraid and sorry, she tried to avoid the temptation of Tasmapuja despite being happy in her heart.Who is not tempted by the good looks of Tasmapuja, his mistress loved him and often asked for a head massage on him.Mirna his mistress really enjoyed every Tasmamapuja hand massage that circled around his shoulders, neck, and head.Tasmapuja's hand feel like a warm stun radiating in his body, but for Karmila, seeing that her heart feels hot like fire running through her body.Karmila so back to reminisce about it, so, and now coupled with the story of her husband who had a scandal with his neighbor's wife.In the heart of Karmila, she wondered to her husband why he liked the wife of people, if the widow's liking is not strange.The mind of the widow, who is, remembering that she was disappointed in her husband who embraced the widow in the palm oil plantation when no one was lonely, the widow told Karmila the same, but strangely enough, the widow asked for a massage like her employer's wife did. Increasingly disappointed Karmila remembered that, it means that Tasmapujapun had done indecent to his employer's wife, so dare to ask for a massage on him.Karmila always associated his disappointment so that there was a huge jealousy and stifled his chest, so much, he got angry and wanted to hit his husband when he was in front of him.

Now Karmila is in the treatment period.Himself easily tired and sometimes headaches. Her husband was asked to massage her, if her husband stopped massaging her, Karmila got angry and said, "You used to be almost half an hour massaging Mirna, who is not your wife!"karmila said upset because his head was not good.Related as good as it was, Tasmapuja back to massage Karmila, even his whole body he massaged so that Karmila felt good and rilek.If Karmila's heart was rilek, Tasmapuja invited him to have sex, Tasmapuja, but unfortunately, when intimate relations occur, Karmila imagine her husband is having sex with Fahmi's wife whom Karmila called *****, because Wulan wants to be invited to an intimate relationship as long as she is paid for only one hundred thousand.Given that, Karmila becomes unappetizing, then she does not want to continue her intimate relationship before her husband gives money."People's wives, you give money, his own wives don't?"karmila said while away.Finally both get disappointment.Tasmapuja disappointed because his wife did not want to serve him, when he did not give him money.Padahat Karmila was disappointed, because his taste or desire suddenly disappeared.Although Tasmapuja has given a long stimulation, the, karmila actually wants to serve her husband if her husband gives money, even though there is no desire, Karmila is willing to satisfy her husband.But if she no longer has money to buy sambal, she is again irritated, she is back,for the same sign****, he wants to pay, even the fine imposed Fahmi husband Wulan, he gave.

Karmila disillusioned Tasmapuja instead of quelling her anger, instead serving her anger furiously as well, and eventually fell one talaq on her.