The Wife Who Survived For The Family

Failing to have intimate relationships

Days change days, months change, even years change.It has been almost three years and a half of the greatest tragedy of the Karmila household passed.Karmila always prayed to God so that he could forget the bitter incident, and the wound does not hurt anymore when remembering it, but still occasionally Karmila remembered him, when she had sex with her husband.When her husband when asked her to have sex with him by stimulating him, Karmila passionate, passionate, she felt aroused, but unfortunately, suddenly flashed and ringed a recording of her husband who seduced his friend's wife named Wulan, receding again his interest to make love to her husband even though he was aroused, her husband does not massage her first just directly stimulate her, while her husband when massaging her, if the interest is suddenly lost, Karmila is no longer passionate, she said, only he only carries out his obligations as a wife.Tasmapuja sometimes reluctant to continue his desire if his wife is not passionate, he said, he patiently massaged his wife again until finally both of them fell asleep.Tasmapuja felt sorry for his wife who was still injured because of his actions.She had betrayed the oath of allegiance he said together in the holy place that is in a mosque when they after the prayers jama'ah asar at that time.Tasmapuja heart hit, if his wife does not taste even cry.If so he tried to deny the desire of his desire.But if his wife reasoned cape and felt tight in the chest, if he did not feel, he still hopes his wife to be re-groomed if his wife is calm.Karmila sometimes feel not passionate when it comes to her husband's affair, but the pain is not felt.If so she tried to serve her husband again can even arise desire if her husband back massaging her body and stimulate her back.If the two intimate relationship managed to reach its climax, Karmila felt grateful, grateful, his prayer felt God granted not to hurt when suddenly remembered the event.Not every time the intimate relationship was experiencing obstacles, but, sometimes the relationship goes smoothly full of passion and intimacy.Karmila who tried to brush off the shadow by replacing it with his delusion to stay passionate.Truly hard Karmila effort during this time, Karmila, brushed off the shadow that haunted her if she was having sex with her husband.Other women sometimes tried to power her husband in bed, but for Karmila, the game in bed made her have to be ready to hurt, he said, so she was reluctant to give treatment to her husband even though it felt her husband had started to lackluster.Even she did not feel disappointed if she was not interested, she was even grateful there was a reason to avoid her husband.Other with the mind of Tasmapuja, Tasmapuja, he does not want to disappoint his wife, he will keep trying as long as his wife still has interest or passion, he said, he wants to pay for his mistakes by giving satisfaction to his wife in every intimate relationship.Even he wants his wife can be satisfied beyond his satisfaction when his wife is passionate.

That night Friday night, Tasmapuja forgot his wife's habit of wanting to have sex. He immediately stimulated his wife so that she would have sex, but only a few minutes later, she suddenly said, "I have no interest anymore," she said while releasing her husband's embrace.Then Karmila looked down and seemed to cry softly.Tasmapuja was stunned, she knew the heartache of his wife reappeared, she then massaged Karmila's legs, but because it appeared Karmila was crying, she knew her heart ache was coming back, after kneading Karmila's legs, Tasmapuja enveloped Karmila's naked body, then he put his clothes back on and slept next to his wife.This time Tasmapuja sure his intimate relationship will not work or fail.