
After seven years, Karmila's sister, there was no news of any severe problems for Karmila.The only problem she faced according to her was her husband. Her husband makes her happy, but always also makes her disappointed and hurt.Sometimes she envies the wife of her friends, while pregnant unsolicited attention she provides the food habits of young pregnant people.Second pregnancy no problem, no problem, pregnant third even her husband who craved, the fourth child and everywhere there is no peculiarity.But there is more sadness Karmila, when her sister was pregnant, she was even worse.Suami even expelled her brother, but her sister, who was, because he never gave him a living.His husband only sleeps and eats at home, the wage of work is not given to his wife, even though his father-in-law is a widow, instead of being helped even burdened him.It was to make Karmila's sister near his mother's house to drive him.Today his sister became a one-child widow, daily life he helped Karmila and her fourth brother.Karmila got word, her mother was seriously ill, her mother was, She and her husband visited her mother, how sad Karmila heart saw her mother lying weak.Karmila brought the drugs she drank to be given to her mother. Because Karmila had to n-teach her not long to take care of her mother.Medicine she left, but sugar medicine she did not leave. Because Karmila thought her mother was only sick with high blood and heart.After a month of his visit to her mother, Karmila got news from her third sister who always took care of her mother, her mother sugar severe, because his fourth sister was not diligent in cleaning and seeing his mother's wounds.As soon as his third sister was willing to clean her mother's blanket, then the wound on her mother's back was very severe.The mother often complained of pain apparently because her back was injured and her hands were dead next to.When Karmila took care of her mother assisted her husband to lift moving her mother from the living room to her room, in order not to look free because his mother was no longer dressed, only a blanket and a pedestal that often had to pee so that the smell of pesing.At that time, his mother had no injuries, no injuries, only the hand that died next to him when moved felt pain.However, it would be surprising Karmila when her sister mchatnya who reported her mother's pain is getting worse, but, and increasingly skinny.Even his third sister was sending a photo of his mother who was seriously ill because of sugar.Not waiting long Karmila looking for loan money to bend the plane.To leave directly, he could not because his students are still testing. After the distribution of the report he was new to Java.But unfortunately, a week to be shared report, his mother was gone.With the plane he bocked in another week.Finally he only sent financial assistance for the funeral costs of his mother to his third sister, he said, for the first sister and the second brother had gone before him before the Power."Sir, fortunately we met my mother two months ago, and apologized, look now we are going to Java and will not see my mother again" said Karmila in a sad tone." Yes, Mom, if you know this we don't have to go, but we've already been boking the plane," her husband answered her with a tone of regret.But then Karmila remembered her first sister who was gone, then said,"How about we head over to my sister's grave, and take our grandchildren on a beach vacation?"while looking at her husband hoping."All right, but we visit mother's grave first," he replied in agreement.Karmila's sister died two months after Karmila visited her, Karmila before saying goodbye to her sister, apologizing, saying sorry, because her sister and she were far apart and did not know when to see each other plus both sickly.After hugging and forgiving each other then Karmila and her husband came home.Kini Karmila experienced it again two months before her mother died, Karmila had visited him and apologized to his mother, she could not for long, abandoning her duties as an educator in her village.Karmila's heart was sad, three people she loved had left her.When grieving like this, she said, Karmila slightly forgot the heartache on her husband, because her husband was beside her continues when she grieved.Although the heartache sometimes comes, she tried hard to survive for the sake of her family.