The Wife Who Survived For The Family

Cannot Sleep

Since the word divorce is said Tasmapuja, out of the room with anger.She immediately thought hard, where she would go after this divorce.There is no way she was in her house, she was in her house, eventually her daydreams she was about to leave the house looking for work outside her village, but suddenly reflected on her face, Karmila was violently ill, no one escorted him or accompanied him.Thinking of this he undoes his intention to go far."Ah.., how's this, why am I getting carried away by emotions?"he said in his heart.

Tasmspujapun remembered his first child who had separated the bed and even split the house.The child and granddaughter gathered at his house."If there was anything with them how?"he said as he cringed his forehead, he was dizzy thinking about it all."O Allah, forgive me who has missteps and forgive my wife who I have hurt to hate me."his love in heart.After praying he then closed his eyes trying to sleep,even so, his mind was still laughing, unable to sleep.

Karlina after her husband came out of the room, unable to sleep, her mind was restless.She muttered in her heart, "Is this wrong?"Didn't I have survived for the family all this time?"Karmila regretted what she had said until she thought, What if Tasmapuja really went away from her, "Am I capable of living without a husband?" but then he brushed off those worries, he would live this life as it is and flow as it is.Didn't many become widows, he could carry on with his life, she had made a promise that she would marry once she had been annulled, because her husband had reneged on his promise.If she were a widow later, she would be a widow, karmila's mind drifted forward.How next, "Will her divorce proceed to a religious court?" thought in the heart. Then he thought about the departure of the hajj, finally decided not to take care of it first.Karmila after that fantasized, and, how he will tell his son why they divorced or separated the bed.Thinking of this he felt dizzy and tried to close his eyes to sleep.Some time later he was surprised Tasmapuja who woke his son to pray Fajr.Tasmapuja already pray first, do not wake him.Usually he always waited for his wife to congregate at dawn, this time he felt awkward because now he was not his wife anymore.Karmila felt there was a change from Tasmapuja he understood.Then he took a bath and prayed alone.Today he had to get used to nothing himself, but there was a feeling of freedom in him.She felt no longer constricting him.She took a deep breath, so that her mood was a little relieved.But besides she felt free there was also a feeling of emptiness and lack of passion."Ah, this is only because of lack of sleep," he thought for a while.The plan is he will enjoy his freedom until satisfied, Thought had a husband always restrained, want to buy this it is forbidden. Maybe if she doesn't have a husband, she can be free to buy what she wants.

While at school, Karmila taught as usual, her mind focused on her students, even though at home there was a problem.However, suddenly Karmila received a call from Tasmapuja whose tone was sad, "Mom, have you gone home?"tanyak."No," Karlina answered short."I'm not calm and restless, in the garden I'm not in the spirit of work, how about we turn it back again?" karmila smiled and replied, "I still want to be free, wait a month or a half" she said but not sure."Already, we just chat at home," said Tasmapuja hang up his phone.Rupanya the morning before work, Tasmapuja accidentally met his friend who used to be a penghulu."Sir, I'd like to have a chat for a while" he said as he pulled his friend over on the side of the road."What's up?" his friend was astonished.Tasmapuja then said his intention how the right way to ask for a referral with his wife.The theme smiled but immediately answered his question.After that he said thank you and his heart was a little relieved.

Sorenya Tasmapuja chatted at length, he said if the process of reconciliation is complicated, must be remarried, but if not long enough witnessed by people who understand religion is enough two people only, Karmila and Tasmapujapun have to be patient waiting for the morning.The plan is to walk in the morning, he will ask for help from his religious-savvy friend to be his reference witness. At night, Tasmapuja could not sleep, he could not wait for the morning.Karmila also could not sleep, he was not impatient to refer, but his heart still wanted to be free from the restraints of Tasmapuja.At last he decided a condition to Tasmapuja before referring.That is what he will say tomorrow morning.