The widow's sealed

The widow's sealed
Fix divorce



Mia's cry broke when Haji Hamid handed her divorce papers. Haji Hamid's signature on the stamp made Mia's heart stop beating. Oxygen seemed to be lost in his body until his chest felt very tight. The tears that were shed could not be contained by Mia.


Bu Ningsih simply rubbed Mia's mouth and hugged her. With her embrace, Bu Ningsih tried to make Mia a little calmer. This time, however, Bu Ningsih's efforts failed. Mia's crying couldn't subside.


"Sir Haji is very evil to Mia. What's wrong with Mr. Haji until my heart divorces my son? It was Pak Haji who asked Mia. Why is it now that Pak Haji is so easy to get rid of Mia?" Bu Ningsih vented his disappointment at Haji Hamid.


Haji Hamid was silent. Not a word came out of Haji Hamid's mouth. If only he had great guts, it would be like Haji Hamid to reveal the cause of his divorce with Mia.


"Sorry, mom. I'm sorry" said Haji Hamid.


Bu Ningsih did not reply, his disappointment at Haji Hamid was already too big and deep.


"Mia, can I talk to you for a second?" haji Hamid.


Bu Ningsih who understood Haji Hamid's intention left the two of them. Without a smile, Mia still sobbed withstanding such a deep pain.


"Mia, I'm sorry." Haji Hamid rubbed Mia's cheek which was already very wet due to the roar of her tears.


"The bad Hajj sir. Mia hates Mr. Haji," cried Mia.


Haji Hamid understands what Mia is feeling. Now all he did was make Mia express all her disappointment before she finally explained all the decisions she had taken.


After seeing Mia's cry subside a little, Haji Hamid took a deep breath and tried to gather the best words and string them together. Trying to explain to Mia in the most subtle word possible so that Mia can understand and accept it.


"Mia" said Haji Hamid.


Mia actually prefers to turn her face away from staring at the interlocutor. But that's not a problem for Haji Hamid. Mia's face did not look at him, but Haji Hamid sure his ears still hear all the explanations well.


"Mia, listen to me! Honestly, I had planned to divorce you after graduation. I think with all the knowledge you have, you'll be more independent and successful without me. I originally intended to divorce you and will live together with Dev. But now that I've changed my life purpose, I still have to divorce you. Our marriage is a sham." Haji Hamid paused his speech as Mia's eyes began to stare at him.


"Yes, our marriage is a sham. But Mia is happy living with Pak Haji. Mr. Haji is evil," said Mia.


"Mia, your comfort with me is limited dear. You love me and I love you. Not love. Marriage needs love. And we can't present that. Why do we have to live in a lie?" haji Hamid.


"Mia is not lying. Mia is comfortable being the wife of Pak Haji. But why did Mr. Haji divorce Mia?" said Mia.


"Mia, that you feel is because you never felt the affection of a father. All this time Mr. Baskoro thought of you as a tool, a money machine. And after meeting me, I was the first man to consider you human. Aren't we?" the Haji Hamid.


Mia did not answer. His eyes that were staring intently at Haji Hamid now began to look down. His heart confirmed what Haji Hamid said.


"And that's what I feel, too. After a long time I have never been in contact with women intensely, you are the woman who makes my day more cheerful. I am comfortable with you even though there is no word of love. At that time my love was only Dev. Even Dev also admitted that living with you does make him comfortable. Comfort created because we care about each other. And I will still love you like aya to a child, or maybe love as a friend. What's wrong with making each other comfortable even if there is no marriage bond?" haji Hamid.


"But Mr. Haji, Mia doesn't want to be a widow." Mia whining.


Haji Hamid is silent. Right now Mia's fear and sadness is only due to a status. Trying to touch her in various ways until Mia finally breaks down.


When Haji Hamid returns to discuss love. Some questions made Mia look at Haji Hamid very deeply. Don't you want to be happy and love each other? Married and have children?


Of love? Mia never fell in love. Her love is only Bu Ningsih. If love can be comfortable, what is love for when with Haji Hamid alone is comfortable? Ah, I don't know. Mia was dizzy thinking about all the things she did not understand.


"Is it possible that Mia loves Pak Haji?" ask Mia.


What kind of question is that? Haji Hamid was so surprised.


"No, Mia. You don't love me" said Haji Hamid.


"But Mia is comfortable." Mia answered him so innocently.


"Boro-boro Pak Haji. Mia dizzy. Eventually cry because of being a widow," said Mia with a frown.


Haji Hamid laughed happily. Mia is back to being the old Mia. Mia, who has never loved the opposite sex, was defeated by Haji Hamid's experience in romance.


Before the turn, Haji Hamid had felt a normal love with his woman's strength first. Until finally with Dev alone, he involves love in his relationship.


And Mia? Know what he is besides making money? Haji Hamid understands all of that.


"Tonight, I want to sleep with you! Think of it as a farewell because tomorrow will go out of town" said Haji Hamid.


"And usually so, too," said Mia lightly.


"I mean now sleeping under both of them huh?" haji Hamid.


Mia looked at him full of haru. When they were married, they never slept together. But why after the divorce did Haji Hamid want to sleep with her? Mia just nodded and agreed. Mia also thinks it's the last night with Haji Hamid.


As the night falls, Mia and Haji Hamid climb into the same bed. Mia who was lying next to Haji Hamid stared at the ceiling of her room.


"Mia, do you feel anything different?" Ask Haji Hamid.


"Yes, Mr. Haji" replied Mia.


"Huh? What are you feeling?" ask Haji Hamid.


"It's hotter, huh?" ask Mia.


"Is your heart racing?" ask Hamid.


"Well," answered Mia confidently.


Whatdoes thatmean? Did after sleeping together, Mia suddenly love him?


"Mia's? Whatchu mean?" ask Haji Hamid seriously.


"yes, it's hot. AC is dead? My heart also beats because I'm alive. If I die then there is no heartbeat" Mia replied very innocently.


"Miaaa, I don't mean that. Do you feel like you're sleeping next to me like this?" ask Haji Hamid.


"No, it's normal." Mia answered.


"Well that means we don't love each other, but when we sleep with our loved ones, we eat our gusts and our hearts beat faster. So you have to if a-" Haji Hamid stopped his words when he heard Mia's soft snoring.


"Mia?" call Haji Hamid.


Mia was not disturbed at all when Haji Hamid shook Mia's body slowly.


"Geez, just 5 seconds ago you were still chatting. Now you're asleep" said Haji Hamid smiling.


Haji Hamid enveloped Mia and walked out of the room. He realized that after the divorce, he could not sleep together even if only one room and not one bed. Haji Hamid understood that and chose the guest room for his sleep tonight. Waiting for tomorrow. The day that Haji Hamid will leave Mia and the house.


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