The Widow is mine

Episode 40's

BEN POV

"Listen, I'm now really hesitant about building my little family with you. My fear seemed to overwhelm me. Maybe, for some people this was just a trivial thing.but, to me it felt very painful.you were silent.you were mute when you saw me humiliated in your own company. If only in your place of power, I feel you can't protect me, how in other places, right? Maybe later you'll just pop your ears like nothing happened, right?" I explained it by looking into her eyes.I hope she realizes how I feel.

"Darling, you misunderstood. I will always take care of you and protect you. I was clear, I just felt confused and panicked to wriggle you that angry" explained ben.

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Ben clasped my hand tightly.The frown on his forehead showed how scared he was of losing me. gone? emang since when did I become his? . I grunt annoyed. I am confused now what to. up---

"I give you one chance" I said slowly.

"really? I thank you that I'm really sorry" cried ben happy who finally hugged my body.

"Ck. I'm not done talking" I got upset while pushing him slowly.

"okay, what then?" ben let go of his embrace and started looking at me inside.

"i want us to make a deal" I said slowly but signaled firmness in it.

"What deal?" ben asked curiously.he scrunched his forehead.

"I'll give you one week" I said.

"In that one week, you should be able to make me believe again with you. If you can't make me believe, then our marriage should be annulled" I continued, which immediately made his jaw harden instantly when I heard my last words.

"I agree. Anyway, Our marriage will not be canceled" he replied quickly while looking at me sharply.

that look didn't work for me, after all, he wasn't going to kill me, so I wasn't afraid, I thought. I'm not going to make that one week easy for him. I smile at him. Cih, I won't lose to ben because I will definitely win. I won't fail.

"you can't cheat. If in a week you can't make me believe again, you have to agree to cancel our marriage" I said softly very very.

"calm. I will keep trying, anyways, I will not let our marriage be canceled" he replied. is my challenge wrong? why don't I feel good? look at it later.

"You watch out" I said, rising from my seat.

"where you going?" ask Ben who is following me.

"Pulp. Lager" I replied briefly, clearly and densely.

I took my hairpin to the bedside drawer. Then, I walked towards the door while clasping my hair.I headed for the kitchen still with ben who kept following me.

As soon as I got to the kitchen, I passed the fridge and took out some groceries and put them all on the kitchen table. I walked back and forth in confusion, until, uh,

"Awww, since when is the wall here?" I yelled annoyed while stroking my forehead.

"sorry yes" said ben gently as he rubbed and peeked at my forehead.cih look for opportunities in basic narrowness, I thought.

"Can't you stop following me like a chick?!" I said upset.my forehead hurts because ben's chest is suddenly in front of me. It turns out the same chest wall no difference.

"yes, I'm sorry dear" Ben replied still with the same reaction.

"already there sit inem. if you can not move again from the seat" said I origin while pointing to one of the chairs that are there.

I took my foot back to find all the materials and tools I needed, and ben, he followed my words by sitting in one of the chairs here.

"what do you want to cook, which?" ben Sambikll asked, staring at me who was struggling with mozarella.

"much. And stop calling that which is not obvious.I am not really looking. I am very young" I replied without looking back.

I keep struggling with my cooking.I make spaghetti, lasagna, french fries and stick moza, not to forget also with pudding for el later. I cook while humming ria, and, even made me forget the presence of ben.

"kok el left alone anyway?" the question that was thrown from el made me and ben reflex to immediately turn my eyes to him.

"heii sayangg- just woke up hmm?" I asked while looking at him but remained silent in place. el was rubbing his eyes continuously.

"very quiet sleep" said ben who then got up and walked to el. ben carrying el into his trunk.

"Ayoo papa temenin wash your face yes" replied ben who brought el walking back to the room.

I smiled at him. So not seeing ben and el in my sight again, I again struggled with what I was doing and put my work one by one on the dining table.

"Wahh really fragrant mama's cooking" chirped ben who just entered the dining table with el.

"have you washed your face, baby?" I ignored ben's words and walked up to el.

"already ma" replied el as he spread his hand wanting to carry.

"Sama papa first yaa. mama want to clean a moment, okay?" I was obviously with el.

"Mama who is spiffy ya. papa sama el already laper nih" said ben smilingly looking at me.

"Iyaaa maa. el lapell bangett" replied the spirit.

"Yes, back off" I replied. Cup. I step my foot kissing el cheek.

"papa wants dong" whined ben at me.

Cup. I kiss ben cheek then walk back to my room. I ignore ben who is now pecking in his place. quickly I clean and return the dining shirt.

"Ayoo eat" invite me to those who only stare at food. really laper like, hihihi until the saliva-sampe. I giggle amusedly looking at those who look at me with a sad look. hahaha.

I brought food for ben and el as I had done dinner, I took el to brush my teeth and went to sleep. Ben kept looking at me.

"why?" I asked ben.

"you are beautiful" replied ben. I sniffed my shoulders indifferently. cih gembel, I just wear clothes negligee, where is beautiful? my mind's upset.

"why are you still here? home gih dah malem" said slowly still with a soft tone but implied subtle evasion in it.

"you riled?" ben asked as if he couldn't believe it.

"Yeah. who was subtle. if you want to use a rude way say aja" answered me casually. ben chuckles amusedly hear me. I ignore it and just sniff my shoulders.

"i'm here" said Ben who had put himself to bed in bed.

"ga. go home" I said coldly as untouchable.

"There is el. so, you don't have to be afraid of me anything. Yes, even though, I want to do anything" said ben with a nasty grin on his lips.

"Mama ayook tidull" yelled el at me. I snorted annoyedly upon hearing the amused rascality of ben.

I slept next to El. El was in the middle. oh my gosh, my fantasy about a happy family arose again, my ringis. I hugged el who also hugged me tightly. ben hugged us both.

"Good night my life" said Ben as he peeked at the top of el's head and also my head.

"good night too ben" I replied.

I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep, not knowing how many sheep counted, I was soundly asleep. El even fell asleep very quickly between ben and me. I who felt unconscious nothing else began to enter my subconscious.

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