The Widow is mine

Episode 38's

I took a slow breath and exhaled it heavily. I walked up to Ben who was still holding el and carrying my arms. I gave el to mama.

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"Mama el go home first. Sis agus sama kak wanda also go home first" I told them all.

"But-" hearing the rejection from Brother Agus, Ben immediately growled in annoyance and pulled me back into his arms.

" Ki.Ta's. Ha.Russ. Ber.Bi.Ca.Ra" press ben right in my ear. I get goosebumps instantly.

"After this, I will go straight home, sis. anyways, that zahra has also been tired sleepy brother" I told kak agus trying to convince him.

"Let them talk first" said kak wanda trying to persuade kak agus as well. agus sighed heavily and nodded.

"You solve your problems in a good way huh deck" continued kak wanda to me. I smiled warmly at him. I am grateful to have a brother-in-law like him.

"alright. If there is anything you directly call brother yes" said kak agus who immediately I reply with a nod of the head.

"where are you going? el wants to follow" said el as he approached me.

"Mama same papa no business for a while. later mama call el aja yaa" I reply to el who is hugging my feet.

Ben still kept me close by putting his hand on my waist and pulling me closer to him. I tried to break away, but it was so hard.

"But el wants to come" whined el who started crying while holding my leg. I wanted to hold el but ben kept holding me.

I looked at Ben to ask for his approval. After sounding a long breath, Ben finally nodded his head in agreement. El immediately raised his head to look at Ben and in an instant he was already in ben's sling.

"We're leaving" said Ben.

He immediately embraced me turned around with el who remained in his carriage. Would if I really married her, we would be a happy family? But my heart still doubts.

I remember what happened today. How could ben remain silent when I was humiliated and almost expelled like that? is he happy to see me like that? I immediately put my thoughts to that.

Ben took el in and sat him in the back seat. Then, he opened the front door and inevitably I sat beside the wheel. Ben had already driven his car out of the airport.

"Is there anything you want to talk about?" ask me as gently as possible.I spoke formally while staring at ben who had just been silent focused on staring at the street in front of him.

"Don't be so-please" Ben replied with his face as he reached for my hand.

"Uhh, okay, anybody want you to talk about it?" tanyaku. my hand is already in his grasp and placed on the thigh.

"I'm really sorry" ben sighed heavily as if to calm himself down. After that, he said very slowly but still I could hear clearly.

"for?" I pretended not to understand the direction of the conversation.

"For this afternoon, I'm sorry because I just kept quiet. I swear, I'd like to answer, but, a-I-kuu cu-cuma confused to answer if you look at it that bad" inexplicably.

I was silent for a while trying to calm my heart and mind. After I thought I remembered, I breathed a heavy sigh. Then, I looked at Ben right where his eyes----

"Not to talk about it. Okay. Anyway, I Seriously Kok Pas said we will cancel our wedding" I said slowly.

"Ga!" ben shouted quickly.I was surprised to look at him.My hand still remains in his grasp.

Ben's face changed drastically.do not-don't in ben there are two people huh? my thinking. Ben looked very angry.I tried to pull my hand, but the one I got ben was getting tighter holding it.

I put my hand that he held. I glanced briefly at the el who had just been silent.he did not fall asleep.I'm sure he was confused why his papa shouted.

"To my apartment" I said trying to give up.

"we'll talk there" I continued.

He did not nod or shake his head.he did not answer at all.he just drove forward the car with focus staring at the streets. According to the street, this is towards my apartment.

"El" call me el.

"yes ma?" answer slowly.

"Aren't you sleeping?" ask again.

"ga can ma" replied el slowly. are you afraid of the same papa? my inner.

no idea, how many times I exhaled heavily for this situation.Every time I tried to pull my hand, ben's grip there was getting tighter which eventually made me even pain made.

"Ben broke loose" I said loudly even though I knew there was still anger on his face.

"Ga!" it was like it was yelling at me.

"Not said yes, don't you know what?" he cried out in annoyance.I was silent for a moment.

"This is what makes me more confident to cancel our marriage" I said quietly which he can still hear well.

Silence fell silent and began to loosen her hand grip on me. I sighed heavily again. Then, I pulled my hand quickly until it made the handle come off.

"Here el" asked el to move my lap.

El seemed hesitant for a moment.I realized, in his eyes there was a pent-up fear.I smiled at him and asked him back until he got on my lap.

"Nih" I said to ben after el comfortably got on my lap while thrusting my hand back. Ben glanced at my hand for a moment and took it back.

"El sleep aja yaa. later if you've been sampa mama's carrying" I said to el while stroking his hand.think yaa, if you guys so I how annoying that ben's attitude.

"El can't sleep ma" replied el.

"Nih. play a game on your mobile phone aja" said I, after I took out my phone in the bag with difficulty then thrust it on el.

"OK maa" replied el smiling as he picked up my phone and started playing it. Silent. The atmosphere was silent, there was no more conversation between us.

A few minutes before arriving, el had fallen asleep on my lap.I immediately confirmed his sleeping position and placed my phone near the bag.

how hard would my life be if I had to hold ben like this continuously. I kissed the entire surface of el's face that was so adorable.

"Say I'm not sleepy, but I'm sleeping well" I said softly with a warm smile on my lips.

El was already asleep comfortably in his position. Meanwhile, ben's father remained in the initial position of holding my hand and focusing with the street in front of him. okay fix. I'm really sick.

"can't his hand be removed?" I'm cold on ben.

"wo!" ben said no. Lose the cold.

"Ck. I hurt hand held in trus" my decak upset.

Ben let go of his grip on my hand.I haven't had time to pull my hand, he's been holding it again and gently rubbing my wrist.I sighed and snorted in annoyance.

Because the airport is quite far from my apartment, so our trip was quite long. I also felt my whole body ache because of this situation. I threw my eyes out the window. Just a moment later, I thought as I looked ahead.

"Ughh finallyaa" I complained so until the apartment lobby.

"Deliver!" my jolt is hard on ben. gilaa, gw pegel hands really. anyways, how can ben daritadi nyetir but still be able to hold hands gw, my mind is upset.

Ben took off my hand and started down the car. He opened the door beside me and brought el yan to sleep in his carrier. I grabbed my body for a moment and grabbed my bag and got out of the car.

Not until a minute I can breathe a sigh of relief, ben has already pulled me to get closer to him.His right hand holds tightly to my waist while his left hand holds the sleeping el.

I snorted annoyedly but kept following Ben walking towards my apartment. Up inside, ben still hasn't let go of his embrace. I snapped his hands rough.

"El sleep in the room" I said as I walked past into the room.

"Where are you going?" ben asked to hold my hand as soon as he finished putting el in bed.

"Ck. Go to WC. Why? wanna come?" pissed.

"You may" he replied as he chuckled amusedly and looked at me with his perverted grin.

I immediately stomped his hand and walked quickly into the bathroom. BRAK. I shut the door tight. oh my god-how can I meet a man as protective as him? my mind's upset.

I was in the bathroom long enough to clean myself up. After I thought I was done with my activities, I started trying to stabilize my heart rate that was not due to emotions. Chequek. Deg. Deg.

"Gosh" I was surprised when I opened the door.

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