The Widow is mine

Episode 19's

BEN POV

"give me a reason why I should marry you?" the question is so formal while staring fixedly into my eyeball.he why the hell? mind confused.

" Yes, obviously, I have to because besides being handsome, I am also very rich, so you don't need to work anymore, just squandering my money" I replied loudly.

"I refuse" he replied quickly.what? i'm rejected? even before proposing to her?

"why don't you want to? what am I lacking, huh?!" my screams snapped at him. I was shocked. After my late wife died, I never once proposed to a woman, just intend not to.

" you're so perfect. It's just that, I can't" he replied, lowering my head. I was confused. why? does he have a partner? if so, why did yansyah say nothing yesterday?

" You don't want to be el's mom?" asked my mama while looking at her, I was still busy with the thoughts I had in my head at the moment. I don't know what to do.

"Maa, el naughty huh? el promise not to be naughty anymore but mama don't leave el" said el suddenly and quickly.

I was even shocked by his words.How could he think like that? does Anna have a candidate? is it because of this that Ana will leave me and el? my mind kept asking.

"It's not so dear. mama will always be mama el. only if married equally papa, mama can not answer dear" he explained while stroking the head el soft. she wants to be mama el? why don't you want to be my wife? is he just like el? my inner.

" What makes you not want to marry me?!" I cried. I was confused. I could not control my emotions.

" Please think from my point of view.we've only known about a month, then suddenly said married? even we never talk about the things that lead to it" he replied loudly. What he said is true. does he doubt me? or what?

" The aunt married the same om, also just knew a week" answered my mother.

" that's the basis of papa ganjen so ga sabaran" chirped my sister staring at our parents.

"Eh kok be papa anyway" the answer did not receive sound from papa.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I still have something to do" said Anna as she kissed el and rose from her seat.on hearing his voice, I immediately woke up from my residence.

"I'll take it" answered quickly, who also rose from my seat.

"Go ahead. I ordered a taxi" replied ana. I know he was lying. Just think yes, when did he order? hold the phone no.

"I'll take you home or won't you go home?" threatened him.

"El coming?" el asked while holding his hand.I glanced at them.

"Ga do it baby. aunty right kangen. we play together first yes, okay?" said alda, my sister while approaching el. It seems she understood if I need time alone with ana.

" Yaudah deh. mama later el call ya" said el to ana while kissing my cheek.

ana also kissed el's cheek and rubbed her head gently. Then she said goodbye to my parents. I walked ahead of her to the front, towards my car.

"Ben next week don't forget yaa" cried mama as we walked towards the exit. I scrunched my forehead confused.

" what's wrong, ma?" ask me while turning your body back to look at Mama.

"Ready application for ana. don't forget also yes ana later tell her parents" shouted mama again. doain aja maa, maa, maybe later your child has not been perfect to sleep eh already rejected, my mind.

I walked back to get out.I heard the sound of heavy breathing from ana.I walked into the car followed by Ana who was sitting next to me. I drove a car to take him away from my parents' home.

Less than a few minutes had passed, and there was no initiative from ana wanting to start a conversation. Would I really be rejected before the proposal? my mind asked.I glanced towards Ana.

"may I know where your parents' house is?" I asked him to break the silence between us.

"palembang. why?" askalanya.

"Can I send you the full address?" ask again.

"Make what the hell?" tanyanya upset. I really want diem-diem aja his plan to go to bed, but it seems that kato kayak so it will not be told the address of his parents.

"Next week, I'm going to bed you at your parents' house" I replied, looking at him with a warm smile.

"You seriously want to go to bed? wasn't it just doang?" tanyanya fast.

"I'll never mess around, I'll propose to you next week" I replied loudly

"Hey, we only know for a moment. anyways, I gamau ya if new marriage, we are divorced. anyways we do not know deket tau. not necessarily also we fit later. think about it well, the point is I only want to marry, for life it is once" he explained at length.

"I know I'm sure of my choice" I said

"Is there a woman you love now?" ask her slowly while looking fixedly at me.

of love? even with my late wife I never said love her or not. Love is too hard to feel. Love can make someone stupid.I am a leader, I am a leader, and I don't want to ruin my life and a lot of people just because of love, maybe, my inner self.

"I-ga know" I replied after a short silence.I was confused. Do I love ana? or just because happy to see el?

I focused on driving.focus on looking at the street in front of me. Our mood is awkward. He was silent.he was daydreaming. Am I wrong? does he want me to love him? if so, what should I say and do? batin asked.

"You know, next week I come to propose to you, will you accept it? can you give me a little leak now?" ask her.

"Hmm-gaa" she replied nervously. Am I really going to be rejected now? why is my heart agitated? women in this world aren't just ana, are they? haha. I tried to calm myself.

"iu-ga tau-ben" he continued again after a while. I was silent. did he show that I had a chance? will I receive it?

Hearing her answer, I pulled over my car for a while. took a deep breath after thinking for a while. Then looked back at Ana while pulling her right hand to hold.

I looked into his eyes. He looked down for a moment, then started looking at me closely as well.We looked at each other in the car with me who continued to hold his hand tightly.

"You must understand married life better, ben. I just don't want to, because we get married too soon, later when we feel we don't fit, then we decide to get divorced. I only want to get married once in my life.I don't want a divorce either, because I hate it so much" she said.

"Yes, I know. I promise you, I-" I said as soon as his hand stuck to my lips.

"Please don't cut it off first. Let me talk until it's over" I nodded.

"You do realize, if we've known less than a month?" ask ana. I nodded.

"You, someone who just knew me. suddenly proposed to me.I was really very hesitant.In fact, someone who knew me for decades came to propose to me, I didn't accept it, because I still had doubts" he said.

I thought. He hesitated? it is certain. we are really new to know.anything besides the name and address of the apartment, what else do I know about it? so it's worth it that he doubted me, my inner self. Oh Begee really.

"What should I do so that I don't doubt you?" tanyanya looks at me.

"you only trust enough in my promise.I promise, I will always make you happy.I will be faithful until old age with you. I will always be there when you need me. I promise , will love you forever" Repasku. I pledge.

he looked at me for a long time.I don't know what he had in mind.he just kept silent.stare fixedly into my eyes.he was thinking hard, visible from the frown on his forehead. My heart feels like racing fast. How is this? heartyouu, huhuhu.

"May I ask for 1 thing?" tanyakanya.

"Whatever it is" I replied quickly.

"Don't see me until the day the proposal arrives" he said.I'm surprised.why can't I meet?

"Why?" manya panic.

"i just want, we make sure each choice.this week, I love you time to think. I just don't want if there are regrets later.I also need to think.how?" unambiguously

"Can it be 2 days?" askaku.

"When you can do my wish, I will send my parents' address Saturday morning. If not, I'm sorry, you better get here. I just want us to make sure the taste in each other's hearts. I don't want to, later you regret" he explained again.

"Okay, I can. Anyway, I'm sure of my decision" I replied firmly. She looks smiling at me

"Yaudah, now take me home first" he said smiling sweetly. ughh can diabetes later if married, wkwk.

"Dear Okee" I answered back to drive the car and still clasped his hand.

During the trip, we told each other a little bit about our lives. A closer introduction. Not feeling the time, we finally arrived at the loby of his apartment.

"What do you want to go in, go home?" tanyanya while preparing with her bag.

"Have a go" I replied, releasing his hand and also the seat-belt.

"Ehh, you've come home and you don't have to stop by" he replied quickly.

"Well, how the hell are you? nawarin wanted to stop by ga" I said annoyed.

"Well, let's talk, hehe. yaudah, go home. Ohya, don't call me the obvious, don't you think I'm the one who's looking?" he said to me. I was initially upset, endna giggled amusedly hearing his words.

"Yes, you take a break" I said.

"iyaa, dahh" he replied as he opened the car door.

"Eh first, why go straight away anyway? don't you want to say it first? salim hand cake, kiss cheek that, or-lips can also" I said while chuckling amusedly.

"Ga there's like that. ah, bay" he replied out of the car

he waved for a while at me, then immediately turned towards the elevator. After the elevator closed and he disappeared from my view.I also started to drive the car to return to my house.

during the trip, I listened to music so as not to get sleepy. I also called my assistant to arrange Inter-delivery for my application later.I also ordered a couple suit for me and el.

Every day, I asked my Assistant to buy flowers and put them on my desk every morning.After I finished writing love words to Ana, I asked my assistant to send her to my apartment.

During these 5 days, I really did not meet ana. I busy myself with office activities. Also every night stay on the phone with Ana, I know from the aunt at home.

tonight, it has been 5 days I did not meet with ana. when I headed home, the hour has shown at half twelve o'clock at night. I drove the car to my house.

until the house was 1 less. I rushed to the bathroom and cleaned my whole body.it felt really fresh after bathing, my mind.

finished the bath, I put on my boxer and a thin white shirt, then pulled the blanket over my body. Before bed, I picked up the phone on the bedside table.

I saw there were 2 unread messages.I was looking for a comfortable position to sleep.I looked at the clock, it was 2 o'clock less. I opened an unread message.

Ana. Yes, the message was from Anna. The contents are the address of Ana's parents and also the question of ana to me. Ughh, finally I can marry you and live a happy life, my inner self.

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