The Widow is mine

Episode 18's

ANA POV

Echem. There was a voice from mama ben and her papa who had been silently watching.Ouch, I just want to go home and sleeprrrr, I'm tired hereiii, my bad.

"Ben you eat by yourself.don't bother people. And you, shouldn't anyone explain it to me?" said ben's mother while pointing at me.

Hearing his mother's words, he pulled his plate again and ate it himself. I fed el painstakingly.As soon as I got the question from mama ben, I breathed a heavy sigh.

"I'm sorry before if I've been brash tan. semalem el sick. I continue to be asked ben helpin nidurin el, eh ga know it was even me who fell asleep" I explained to him.

"Hmm really that, right?" ask ben's mom. Ben nodded his head while eating his food.

"Why are you called el mama?" ask ben's mom while looking at me.

"Ana hasn't deliberately saved el. ever since, I called her mama" replied Ben.

"Mama didn't ask you ben" cried her mother.

" do you like it, ben?" asked her mama who made ben immediately choke. I immediately offered her a drink.

"What the hell ma the question" cried ben.

"Shut up! mama didn't ask you" replied her mother. uhh the more scared I was.

" How much do you want?" asked her mother to look at me sharply.

"Well?!" I answered reflex

"You want our family's money, don't you? Now I give you money as long as you leave ben. How much do you want? 1 billion? 1 trillion?" ask mama.

"Yes!!" ben yells loudly.

I was shocked. I was angry. were all the women who approached him considered so? wahh self-esteem Iuee. can not be patient again this. akh really angry. I stared back sharply at his mother ben. gaada who once humbled me like this.

I try to control my emotions. essentially patience.patience is the key to life. I took a deep breath and then blew his breath.I have started to calm down.I looked gently at mama ben with a smile on my face.not to forget also I still continue to feed el.

" 1 trillion tons?" answer me. That's a question okay.

"I've guessed.you just want money doang" cynical mama ben to me. I chuckle amused.why try a lot of money? lots of money but not happy for what?

"1 trillion to what tan?" ask me again to repeat, it seems like they are confused by my question, my mind.

"Huh? yes obviously for you to be confused" replied mama ben who is still staring intently at me. The atmosphere has begun to grip. I feel it clearly.

"Diambur-amburin buy what tan? try a clear answer" said I'm still calm. I don't want to be provoked. I have to be patient. Besides I have been used to face the situation like this, my mind. I still keep smiling.

"Can buy a luxury house, sports car, branded goods, a lot of deh" replied mama ben quickly.

a home? I prefer an apartment, equally a place to live too. sports car? I don't like it, just to show off doang why. branded goods? it's in my room that doesn't fit anymore. The money? gw exists. Just why show off?

"Hmm-my home already exists. there are also cars.branded goods are also many. So what's aunt's money for?" ask again.

"aunty asked me to go so far as to ben? okay my gapapa no problem. anyways just ben not el?" I continued to make everything silent not warting.anything nih family intentions really want to crash. From a small time I've been used to ngadepin Chick-girls who snedeketin my sisters.

"Hey what the hell?!" ben shouted as soon as he heard my words.he why the hell? how did he even panic? batin asked.

"What do you mean?" asked mama ben ignoring his son. It seems like these mothers have begun to understand what I mean.

" aunty told me to stay away, didn't she? now I ask. what the hell is it that I'm the same he should stay away?" I have a lot of courage. Besides, it's true, right? people for about a month I deketnya same el kok, his grandson . not even his son, ben.

During the conversation between mama ben and I, the atmosphere was completely silent.only the sound of the clang of a spoon as I was feeding el. In fact, papa ben and his sister alda just quietly did not make a sound.

"Ben" called mama. ben turned to look at his mother.my feeling is not good yes, my ringis so see the smile that emanated from mama ben. very different from a few minutes ago.

"you and ana get married next month. mama restuin. uh, if you can next week.even if it can be more moppet tomorrow. essentially do not let go of this mama's prospective mother" Mama Ben's words left me in shock.

what the ****?! what the fuck is this. are they on purpose? huh what was that? I'm not wrong, denger? the marriage? crazy times yes.the person I have known for years I still do not want to marry, is this? , just a month. I started to think hard. confused .

"Yes!! tengkyu mam" shouted ben who awakened me from the many thoughts in my head.why is he so happy? I think there's something really strange, my mind.

"Who's getting married?" my words made everyone turn their eyes towards me.

"Yes we are" Ben replied with a big smile.

"Huh?Who?!" teri asked again. Maybe I was wrong, my mind.

"I'm the same you are, anastasia" replied ben again. I jolted. eh that's true? what's? seriously? doesn't mom ben like me? what the hell is it? my mind started to get busy asking.

"Who am I? I don't want. Besides, aunty wants to have my kayak daughter-in-law?" I said I couldn't take it with Ben's answer while staring at all of them.

"Why?" ben asked quickly while looking up at me fixedly.

"Tante was just ngetes you aja dear" replied mama ben while smiling warmly.different expression the same that earlier, like her have acting talent deh, my inner.

"I'm sorry everyone, but I don't want to" I said.

"Why?!" yell ben. I'm shocked.

nih people really rese really. yelling like jerking that again, my mind. I stroke my chest for a while. calm my emotions so as not to explode later.

"give me a reason why I should marry you?" I asked formal while staring fixedly at his eyeballs.

" Yes, obviously, you have to do it. Because besides being handsome, I'm also very rich.so you don't need to work anymore, just squandering my money" he replied loudly.that's it? because handsome and rich?

"why don't you want to? what am I lacking, huh?!" ben sediki asked.

" you're so perfect, it's just, I can't" I replied, lowering my head.

" You don't want to be el's mom?" mama Ben asked while looking at me.

"Maa, el naughty huh? el promise not to be naughty anymore but mama don't leave el" said el suddenly upon hearing his grandmother's words.okay, I was framed again, my mind.

"It's not so dear. mama will always be mama el. only if married equally papa, mama can't answer dear" I explained while stroking el's head gently.

" What makes you not want to marry me?!" scream ben. I was a little jolted in surprise. What should I answer?

" Please think from my point of view.we've only known about a month, then suddenly said married? even we never talk about the things that lead to it" answered me firmly. I'm just tired. plisss really want to go home to the apartment, huhu.

" It used to be the same aunt married, also just knew a week" replied mama ben.

" that's the basis of papa ganjen so ga sabaran" alda chirped while staring at his parents.

"Eh kok be papa anyway" answer did not receive from papa ben.

"I'm sorry, excuse me. I still have something to do" I said as I kissed el and got up from my seat.

"I'll take you" replied Ben who also got up from his seat.

"I ordered a taxi" I replied

"I'll take you home or won't you go home?" his words made me speechless.very happy maksa!, my mind.I sighed heavily. I finally nodded.

"El coming?" el asked while holding my hand.

"Ga do it baby. aunty right kangen. we play together first yes, okay?" alda approached el.

" Yaudah deh. mama later el call ya" said el to me while trying to kiss my cheek.

I lowered my face so that he could kiss me. I smiled warmly at him. I said goodbye to both parents ben. I walked after Ben from behind. I was tired.

"Ben next week don't forget yaa" shouted mama ben as we walked towards the exit.

" what's wrong, ma?" ben turned his body back to look at his family.

"Ready application for ana. don't forget also yes ana later tell her parents" shouted mama ben again. I just smiled awkwardly looking at her.

nih family really deh. has been rejected also still aja kekeh. ga mother, ga son just the same. really like maksa, my mind. ughh calm. I take a slow breath and exhale rough. patient.

I walked up to Ben entering the car and sat next to the driver, next to Ben. We've already left the vast area of Ben's house.I really want to go home quickly.

I don't love you, how can I hold my life in that family? my mind grimaces. During the only silent journey that accompanied us. I absolutely did not want to start any conversation with ben.

"may I know where your parents' house is?" ask Ben to me while focusing on driving.

"palembang. why?" askaku.

"Can I send you the full address?" ask ben again.

"Make what the hell?" just pissed.

"Next week, I'm going to bed you at your parents' house" Ben replied as he looked at me deeply with a smile.

"You seriously want to go to bed? wasn't it just doang?" many quick.

"I've never messed around. I'll propose to you next week" he replied loudly.

"Hey, we only know for a moment. anyways, I gamau ya if new marriage, we are divorced. anyways we do not know deket tau. not necessarily also we fit later. think about it well, the point is I only want to marry, for life it was once" I explained at length.

"I know, I'm sure of my choice" she replied casually.nih crazy times yes, my inner self.

"Is there a woman you love now?" ask slowly while looking closely at him.

"I-ga-ga know" replied ben while focusing on staring at the street.what's the maximum?

I'm still not sure.I'm afraid if it turns out there is someone he loves.I don't want to marry someone who also loves others.I don't want to just be a mere escape.

you may say I'm selfish, but I've been thinking, is it better to marry a psychopath? so there was only me in his heart.I was afraid of being betrayed.I once witnessed for myself, how my tantic family was destroyed before my eyes.

I'm traumatized.I'm so scared that it always haunts me. I'm sure, many like ben. I don't want to, if ben's interested in the woman who likes him when he's married me.

"You know, next week I come to propose to you, will you accept it? can you give me a little leak now?" ben asked who made me realize from my daydream.

"Hmm-gaa" I answered nervously. I'm confused now. whereas many have wanted to propose me and I refused firmly. why am I so weak now? batin asked.

"aku-ga tau-ben" I continued.

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