The Wedding With Converse

Episode 11

As things slowly disappear and disappear, you may be my only hope of always being ready for departure.

Raskal woke up in a state of pale face and forehead filled with cold sweat. This morning somehow his body suddenly got hot and his head felt very dizzy. However, as today there is a repeat of the practice at school, Raskal forced himself to get up. Before leaving school, like not caring about his own body, the guy even forced to do homework first. Like washing clothes, sweeping, and helping Joana prepare breakfast.

Joana who from earlier was secretly observing Raskal, again could not dispel his worry on the guy. Once he had seen Raskal's face as pale as it was now when the guy's leg was injured in the middle of an inter-SMP basketball game. At that time, not just worried and panicked, Joana immediately got down from the stands and helped the man get on the stretcher. So it is only natural that Joana now violates her own principle of not going into Raskal's room and inquiring about her condition.

“Lo why?” joana asked as she extended one hand to Raskal temple which was now covered in cold sweat. Raskal who was still surprised by the arrival of Joana who suddenly did not immediately answer. Although faintly dizzy from his head, Raskal tried to convince himself that the one currently standing before him and was checking his body temperature was really Joana. Not his imagination or imagination.

“Body lo hot. Not school. If you are sick, I am bothered,” orders Joana. Although still with a sharp tone, Raskal could hear there was a tone of worry there.

Raskal shook his head slowly. “Cannot. Today I practice chemistry.”

Joana clucking. “Face up lo shoots!”

Raskal smiled weakly. “Gue is okay. Now, you have breakfast. I leave first,” he replied as he walked towards the exit.

When stepping, Raskal's head felt dizzy and sick. His body also felt weak. His gaze grew increasingly blurred. This must have been because he was over-forsering his energy for overtime yesterday.

While Joana who is now very worried about the condition of Raskal follows the guy from behind, with the intention of trying to hold him once again. However, he had not yet managed to hold back.…

Bruk!

Raskal. The guy fell unconscious right in front of Joana's eyes.

“Raskal!” joana shouted, hoping to wake Raskal who had now lost consciousness.

***

Raskal had just woken up when he felt his forehead cold. As soon as he opened his eyes, the guy could see Joana compressing him. Still in a semi-conscious state, Raskal could see Joana biting her lips. The girl's face was tense. Raskal smiled faintly. It's obvious that Joana is worried right now. Raskal understands that if you are worried, Joana will become nervous or panic instantly.

“Still, yes,” said Raskal lirih.

Joana flinched at Raskal's consciousness. His hand that was compressing Raskal's forehead was about to pull again before Raskal quickly caught his hand.

“Lo turned out strong also mapah me up to the sofa. I did not think that you still have the soul of kuli.”

Joana pulls her hands rough. “Not kidding! Don't know how panicked I was?“

“Sorry, Joana,” says Raskal slowly. His weak voice made Joana unable to anger him any further.

“Gue contacted Shinta to tell Mr. Yadi that you are sick. So, your practice exam can be replaced next week,”, Joana said without looking at Raskal. Raskal who realized it could only exhale. Although he has shown concern again, in fact he still has to be patient to face the habit of Joana that one.

“Gue want to take paracetamol first in the kitchen, lo wait—” Not yet the sentence is over, Joana was surprised by Raskal who suddenly pulled his arm and brought his body into the arms of the man. Joana tries to break away, but Raskal strengthens the embrace.

“Do not go anywhere. Soon,” whispered Raskal, making Joana slowly stop her rebellion. “Lo will know for myself, every time I get sick, my main medicine is quite lo here. On deket l.”

Joana. When in the arms of Raskal— very much different from the previous hugs that felt so foreign, inexplicably Joana like finding warmth again. She may be agitated, but on the other hand Joana has to admit that at the moment she is also comfortable being in Raskal's arms.

When the hug happened, it was raining outside. In silence, with the position of the body facing the large window, the two observed thousands of sky droplets from there. After a long time of wrangling with problems, anger, and various kinds of pressure, for the first time both can feel a comfortable silence again. The quiet silence. The calming silence.

“Lo why does it hurt?” Joana asked with a sigh. Not wanting to see Raskal directly, the girl hid her face around the guy's neck.

“Ndon't know. Maybe tasting.” Raskal rubbed Joana's head carefully. “But .. if with pain can make lo deket same me, I do not mind continue pain.”

Joana clucking. “Don't say nothing!”

Drr!

“Nevent to be lifted. The most Gavin.”

“If it's an important phone, how about? Udah, beware!” ketus Joana was upset while getting rid of Raskal's hand that had been wrapped around her waist.

Drrrt, drrrt, drrr!

Raskal's phone continued to vibrate until Joana finally picked up and picked up her call.

“Yes? Huh hello? Who is this, huh?” joana asked in a flat tone. Raskal who watched him from the sofa could only sigh lazily. He just got close to the girl again. But the phone disrupted everything.

“What?! No way!” The voice of Joana's exclamation while talking on the phone managed to restore Raskal's focus again on the girl. When he saw Joana's face turned tense, sad, and afraid, Raskal knew something was wrong with the phone call. So, with all his might, Raskal forced his weak body to walk over to Joana.

“What's up, Jo? Who's calling?”

Joanna did not answer. The girl was still focused on the call across there. While talking on the phone, where Joana more often answers the words ‘Iya, hold, why, and where’, Raskal can see Joana continues to stare at him with a difficult to interpret view.

The phone connection has been closed. However, Raskal is still waiting for Joana to tell him who the person who called was and the reason why the person called him.

“Tadi who phone Om Irwan,” clear Joana with a tone of voice almost like choking.

Raskal frowned. “Om Irwan? Om Irwan Mama's sister?”

Joana gulps her hard-earned saliva. He walked over to Raskal. “Iya. She's Om Irwan her brother nyokap lo.”

“Kok can? What business?”

Joana did not answer. The girl suddenly rushed into Raskal's arms. Raskal who was not ready was certainly confused by Joana's attitude now.

“If I say, you have to promise me that you will remain calm. Okay?”

“Yes, but what's really going on? Same with me, Jo!”

Joana took a long breath. While continuing to tighten his embrace on Raskal's body, he slowly said something that made Raskal slowly peck in place.

“Not possible. Don't joke, Jo. I don't like it!” raskal exclaimed while forcibly breaking Joana's embrace. He shook his head, a sign of disbelief at the news he had just received. “No way Mama died. You must have misheard.”

Joana's tears started to drip one-on-one. Regardless of Raskal's reaction, the girl hugged the guy again strongly. “Quiet, Kal! Today we are going to Bandung. We're coming to peacam—”

“Nyokap I'm not dead!” raskal shouted loudly. So unable to accept him with the fact that his mother had died from an overdose of liquor, Raskal even pushed Joana until the girl turned back. “Lo must have lied to me! Obviously the same me if all Om Irwan says is a lie!”

Joana who is already familiar with this condition—where Raskal's emotions will get out of control when the most sensitive wound center touched—l immediately responded to lock the apartment door and snatch Raskal's phone again. Quickly he called Gavin. If the condition was like this, he himself could not resist Raskal's rampage. So, he needs Gavin or Reza's help to stop Raskal.

Gavin's phone is off. Joana clucking. He switched the call to Reza's phone number. With trembling hands and eyes fixed on Raskal who is now busy destroying everything in front of him, many times he tried to contact Reza but again not answered.

Not immediately desperate, with her breath that began to wince due to fear due to Raskal's rampage, now Joana tries to contact Shinta .. lifted! Without allowing Shinta to speak, after giving the friend an outline of the problem, Joana immediately orders Shinta to have Gavin and Reza come to her apartment. Fortunately, at that time Shinta obeyed Joana. So, he could just turn off the phone and splash into Raskal again.

“Stop, Kal. You have promised me,” pinta Joana while continuing to hold Raskal who is now slamming whatever object that guy saw.

Raskal puts out Joana's rough hand. “Mama is unlikely to die. No way!”

“Gue is pregnant, Raskal! If you keep kayak gini, not just nyokap you who died! But, your son too!” joana screams hysterically. Cry broke. He may be saddened by the sorrow that befell Raskal now, but he is even saddened by Raskal's attitude like this.

Raskal fell down. Between the curves of his knee, Raskal cried out loud. Joana who saw it immediately approached Raskal again. Along with feeling completely hurt, Joana brings Raskal back into her arms. Closing his eyes, he let his clothes get wet from the boy's cry. Receiving all of Raskal's wounds into his life again. On this day, at this second, let the hatred in his heart go away. Let it drift, disappear, not exist for one reason.…

He's not the only one who got hurt.