The Unusual Wound

Fall out?

Hixes

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"No way, this is all a dream".

Freeya then slapped her face.

Plaques

"Hiks but my face hurts means this is true".

Freeya then leaves the WC floor.

"I have to be God, I don't want this kid".

At around 9am Hamidah's mother came to the Freeya boarding house to find out the results

Tok tok tok tok

"Son Freeya, this is mom"

"Yes ma'am, come in. I don't lock the door "

Hamidah's mother then went in and saw Freeya hugging her knees on the edge of the mattress with an empty look and tears that still kept coming out.

Seeing the appearance of Freeya only Hamidah's mother already knew the results.

"Son". Said Hamidah's mother while patting Freeya's shoulder.

Freeya then gazed at Hamidah's mother and her cries grew.

"Mom, hiks hik Freeya does not want this child. Freeya hates this kid. Missing this child from the stomach of Freeya buk hiks hiks Freeya do not want". Said Freeya with hands that hugged the waist of Hamidah's mother.

While Hamidah's mother just kept quiet by returning Freeya's embrace and patting Freeya's back gently.

"Hiks mommy is how, Freeya does not want to. Freeya does not want to be seen as low as people because of this child, please help Freeya Bu, Freeya want to kill this child"

"ASTAGHFIRULLAH FREEYA, SADAR SON. The boy is a gift to you"

"NGGAK, he's a disaster for Freeya. He comes when Freeya wants to start a new life without involving people who have hurt Freeya".

"Astaghfirullah son, realize this child is not wrong "

"Hiks Freeya wants to kill this child Mom. Where is , do you know Freeya where the hiks are?"

Plaques

Hamidah's mother slapped Freeya

"Mommy knows you're in shock but if you want to kill your flesh and blood, then never know your mother again. Because at that time I will be very disappointed with you".

After getting slapped Freeya is silent. Especially after he got a threat from Hamidah's mother. A very important person in his life now.

"Son, look at mommy".Hamidah's mother held both Freeya's shoulders.

"Son, I know it's hard for you. When you have to start your own life after divorce with your husband, this child then appears in your womb. I know your fear at this time, you are afraid of being reviled for being pregnant without a husband who is with you. But there's mom and mommy's family. You also must have a marriage certificate as proof later to cover the mouths of those who want to humiliate you".

", Freeya can't ma'am hicks"

"Why can't I, I know you're a strong woman, you can be a parent to your child".

"No ma'am, Freeya still can't. Freeya but want to kill this kid"

"He took care of God son, try to think in your life that is now alone. God sends a child to accompany you to be your encouragement. He's not a disaster but a path to your happiness son. Please trust my mother"

"I CAN'T MA'AM, HOW CAN I NERIMA THIS KID IF I LOOK AT HIS FACE I'LL HATE HIM. HIKS HIKS HIS FATHER WAS EVEN THE MOST RUINED OF MY LIFE. HOW CAN I LIVE WITH A MAN WHOSE BLOOD PARTIALLY DESTROYS ME MA'AM, GIMANA HIKS. I CAN'T"

Hamidah's mother hugged Freeya again and let Freeya cry until her feelings and emotions got better.

30 Minutes later, Freeya was no longer crying. Hamidah's mother heads to the kitchen to fetch some drinking water for Freeya

"This is my son, drink first"

"Thank You Ma"

"It's quiet?"

"Yes, I'm sorry I yelled at mom"

"No papa."

"Son's mom will talk one more time, after this it all depends on your decision. Because I know there are too many injuries you may have been through and it's not easy to get to this stage".

Hufft

"Son, you know a lot out there who want to have kids but they're very hard to get. You also know in this world there are too many killers, which are very easy to take the lives of others. Do you want to be one of them. I know you're not a part of them and you'll never be a part of them."

"Son, imagine if your son knew that he was not wanted by his own mother. Imagine how sick he is. A mother doesn't want it what it is with other people. Do you have the heart to eliminate this life that does not know anything, son, what if this is a grower of your wounds ".

Hearing the words of Hamidah's mother, Freeya cried again. There was one remark that made Freeya feel torn to shreds.

How he did not expect his son, whereas he even experienced firsthand how painful it is when our existence is not expected.

"Hiks Mother, I don't want this child to suffer more than me if I defend. The world is evil ma'am hiks"

"May son, defend him and be a mother who gives happiness to his child. As difficult as it is, a child will feel fine if there is a mother beside him"

"But this child is not my husband's child".Freeya said softly but still heard by Hamidah's mother

"What do you mean, son?"

"Hiks I'm ashamed Mom, I'm dirty, I'm not as good as you think. I'm pregnant from someone else's sp*rma not my husband".Freeya said. He now had no face in front of Hamidah's mother

"Your?" Even Hamidah's mother was unable to continue her words.

"Yes ma'am, this is someone else's child. Sorry to disappoint mom. Now I know I'm not as good as I thought I was. So it's up to mom. If you want to kick me out of here, I'm going to go ma'am".

Freeya could have lied to Hamidah's mother about the father of her child, but she didn't want to cover anything more from Hamidah's mother.

"Clearly ". Said Hamidah's mother

"Mom not angry with me?"

"Mom gave you a chance to explain everything. After that it's up to you to do anything about you".Said Hamidah's mother

Seeing Freeya who looks agitated Hamidah's mother then changed the look of her face to be softer .

"Mom believes in you, whatever you tell me. So don't hesitate to tell a story"

With wringing hands together, Freeya begins to tell her about her match, Axel who has a lover, Freeya's desire to stay afloat, until the events of that night and the reality of his parents.Bu Hamidah who heard Freeya telling a story with fear made him clench his hands. He who heard Freeya tell a story just felt very sick, what about Freeya who experienced it directly .

"They're evil just like Freeya Ma'am. Freeya is afraid of them as they torment."

"I want to, they're not here anymore. Now Freeya must be able to rise to show you strong so that those savages are sorry". "Freeya should not be afraid anymore there is a mother, there is Jeno and father who is always beside Freeya. Now suppose that mother is your own mother. We go through all this together, we take care of your child until he becomes a proud person. Don't hate that innocent kid. We'll give him love".

"Thank you Mom, Freeya dear mom. Thanks for receiving Freeya here. Freeya will take care of this child, Freeya does not want him to feel unwanted because it feels very painful".

"Yes son, I believe in you". They then embraced back

For the days ahead, Freeya will go through it all with chest space.