
...I just need to hold on to hugging myself as tightly as possible, even though my heart has been battered and even broken. But at least my body is still able to survive...
Hix
"I'm hyks". Freeya wanted to tell a story but even to regulate her breathing she was very troubled
"Hey Fre why are you? Axel why are you again?".Ask Adel
Hixes
Hixes
"Me, torment them".
"You don't have to say anything, you now just need to calm yourself down . Later if I'm ready I'll hear".
Freeya continued to cry in Adel's arms, while Adel sent a message to Lio to come home soon.
After being calm Adel told Freeya to clean her body first while waiting for Lio.
Thirty minutes later Freeya had finished the bath and Lio had also returned.
"What's this, Freeya why are your eyes so swollen?" Ask Lio
"Lio help me get divorced with Axel immediately".
"Did Axel hurt you again?".
"No, but I told you I wanted to split up so I wanted to be as soon as possible "
"All right, I'll take care of everything tomorrow"
"Thank you Lio"
"So why are your eyes so swollen?" Ask Lio who is still curious
"Hmmm Axel's parents are angry with me"
"Because you asked for that split?They do not realize what their child's behavior is like".Adel
"Hm".
Freeya was not ready to tell them the truth. He was too weak to tell that when it was a disgrace to him. Maybe someday he will tell when his heart can accept everything that happened.
In the evening Freeya slept in a room with Adel. The clock has shown at 1 pm but Freeya has not been able to sleep. Finally he got up to the sofa in Adel's room . He took something in his bag.
Freeya then opened the balcony door of Adel's room and closed it again when she was outside.
Hufft
"There are no stars".
Freeya sat on a chair and continued to look towards the sky.
Hufft
"Funny well live like this, a lot of pain there is no happiness. I want to go forever, but even if I go, no one will feel lost".
Freeya took out the small knife she had taken from him earlier.
"I'm sorry I'm wearing you again. You see my chest hurts, maybe if I wear you the pain can be reduced".
Freeya did not scratch her thigh as she often did because tonight she was wearing trousers. Finally he scratched his left wrist.
Just two scratches and not too much blood.
"Make sure, the pain goes away ".Freeya Say.
On the other hand, Adel woke up feeling thirsty. He looked to the side but Freeya was not there.
"Freeya where ya go, I'm not here".
Adel opens the bathroom but Freeya is also not inside.
"Maybe she's also thirsty like I was. I'm looking into the kitchen".Adel then stepped out into the kitchen.
"Kok Freeya isn't here either".Adel quickly drinks the water as he is very worried about Freeya. Don't-don't let Freeya go again.
When he reached his room he immediately contacted Freeya, but Freeya's phone shook on the bed.
"Lo, here's the phone but which one the hell. Make me worry".
Adel's eyes unintentionally glanced towards the balcony, whose door was not tightly closed.
He then went there.
Deg
His eyesight was not blamed. Adel saw a small knife in Freeya's hand. It was a bit dark but Adel could still see it clearly. Freeya's hands dripped blood on the floor.
Freeya herself is unaware that Adel is already beside her.
Hearing Adel Freeya's screams immediately threw away the knife in his hand but Adel had already seen it.
"Freeya this means what. You you scratched your own hand". Adel said with a look of disbelief
Freeya immediately brought her hand back but Adel immediately pulled it.
"Fre"
"Hmmm no papa really, not accidentally scratched earlier"
"You think I'm a kid you fool so easily heh".
Freeya just silently stared at the sky
"Since when?" Ask Adel
"hmmm, that's been a while".
Hearing that, Adel sat down on the floor. He shut his mouth. He thought that Freeya, who had looked strong all this time, would not damage his physique, but what now he saw directly. He failed to become a friend again.
Hixes
Hixes
"Fre, why?"
Freeya remained silent
"Sorry Fre, I don't want to be a friend. I should always be there when you need to, I should always listen to you lamented you, hysterical pardon Fre".
"Del, you're not wrong I'm doing this purely out of my will".
Hix
"Why hurt yourself".
"I can't stand Del's pain, if I hurt myself at least the tightness in my chest is slightly reduced"
"HIKS FREEYA, YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE DOING. YOUR HEART IS BROKEN ENOUGH. WHY ARE YOU ALSO FOLLOWING YOUR PHYSICAL WOUNDS"
Adel shook Freeya's shoulder
"FRE, I KNOW YOU'RE SICK, BUT IN THIS WAY YOU JUST FIND YOURSELF DEEPER. WHY YOU SHOULD BE HURTING YOUR HEART AND BODY. WHY SHOULD THEY BE BOTH "
"CONTINUE WHAT I HAVE TO DO DEL, WHEN MY FEELINGS ARE PLAYED OUT, WHEN MY HOPES ARE DESTROYED, WHEN I FEEL UNREGARDED, WHEN EVERYONE SEES ME AS ALWAYS WRONG. I WAS CORNERED DEL, THERE'S NO PLACE FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME. Hikks hikks Only this is Del, which can make me feel better. Only this can make me feel pain other than the pain in my heart. Only in this way can I survive the next day Del hiks. I don't even care how much Del's scars, which I care about the pain is reduced "
Adel hugged Freeya tightly. How far his best friend can go.
"hiks hiks sorry I'm Fre, I didn't know you were this broken"
"no Del, you've always been there. Thank you for when others told me to leave you still took my hand".
After they started to calm down. Adel looked at Freeya.
"One secret you uncovered tonight, I know there's still another secret you're hiding from me".Adel
"Sorry Del, I'll definitely tell you one day when I can take it all".
"Huffft so you cry not only because of the problem you tell me to make." Freeya was silent
"Well, I understand, you'll need some time and I'll wait for it when you're ready for the story".
"Thank Del"
They went back into the room when it was 3 p.m.
"Fre, here I treat your hands first ".
"No need to Del, no pain"
Your heart is as broken as Fre, even such a wound you have not felt. Adel said in his heart
"Fre, I beg of you, don't do anything like this anymore".
"I'm edaine. Don't tell Lio yes, I don't want to mess things up".
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In the morning Freeya and Adel went down to the dinner table acting normal, Freeya's wounds were not visible because they were covered by a watch.
"Fre today my lawyer and I will take care of all your divorces. I'm just asking for your files besides that I'll take care of everything".
"Thank you yes"
"Either. How about your parents."
"Iye they already know"
"Alright, may Axel not make any trouble during your divorce proceedings.