The Unusual Wound

Back to trying to survive

...I'll try to hold on to some hearts that are still intact. And let this broken heart be smitten until the shale is not found again....

...Hearing his father's words as soon as Freeya's heart was pinched. He disappointed his parents....

"Go away and don't come back here again, even to just follow the wishes of father and mother makes you this evil".Jennie said from the top of the stairs.

"Go home, meet Axel. I still wouldn't agree if you split up. Do a little good as Freeya's firstborn. Even for your own good, you still blame your father. Even when I asked Axel for money you already thought of him as a mad mother of treasure, Cih. Even when you go to school, I never say crazy treasure to you even though you are always spending your money".

Jennie and her mother leave Freeya, who is trembling, holding all the tightness in her chest. Hiks hiks he was even confused as to which one was crying. Everything hurts. Being rendered useless is even more painful. His mentality has even hurt. What else he had to keep inside of him.

He's useless, he's selfish, he can't keep his marriage. That ruined his life. There was nothing he could defend. And all of that was his fault.

Finally Freeya returned to Axel's house with increasing pain. Fortunately, the taxi he was riding did not ask when he saw Freeya's appearance was very sad.

When we got home, we heard only crickets. The dark house sign Axel has not yet returned home. Maybe he enjoyed his time with his girlfriend.

Entering the house, Freeya several times hit the wall and table. Even to turn on the lights, he already had no power.

Hix hix Arghhh

Freeya leaned right under the bed in her room.

"I'm useless hiks hyks"

"I'm selfish"

"I don't know my son is lucky"

"Hiks hyks I'm useless"

Freeya kept repeating those words even her hair could be sure to have fallen out because it was too hard she pulled

"Mom's torch says I'm useless"

"hiks the Lord's torment hurts, his breathlessness, the suffocation of the Lord". He muttered as he continued to hit his chest strongly but the sense of tightness was even increasing.

"Freeya's tired. How far is God".

Tonight he re-enjoiced his pain with a gripping solitude and darkness.

Long he leaned lamenting his life, around 1 pm he got up to turn on the lights and then continued to the bathroom to clean himself.

After the pain and fatigue that he always threw, in fact the burden was still able to carry.

He washed his face, and reflected.

He felt sorry to see his face now

"This face, never even smiled after Jennie, but has often enjoyed bruising around every corner"

"This face hasn't even gotten a warm kiss from the old man or Axel, but this face has been satiated getting a hoax "

"But this face will again try to hold on tomorrow until it's bruised again".

Freeya's view that had been in the mirror immediately moved to one of the objects. There's a pleasure to see that thing. As if it was one of his wound healing remedies. He stepped up and took the thing.

Prang

Yes, the thing he dropped was a small mirror that had been in the WC since when. Freeya took one of the rather large fragments.

He smiled and began to reveal the skirt he was wearing.

Slowly but surely the shards were scraping his thighs. The originally beautiful thigh then spit out a bit of blood.

" Hahahaha even this doesn't hurt, but why do their words make me want to end my life so badly".

Not quite once, Freeya again injured the same thigh with a rather long scratch.

"Hmmm very delicious, it feels like the blood that comes out feels cold, makes me feel comfortable".

Freeya continued to enjoy the pain that was pleasant in her opinion.

after a long time looking at his feet. Then he got up to take a shower. He took off all his clothes and went down to the bathtub to relieve himself. Scratches on his forehead did not taste at all.

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The next day Freeya woke up with a pale face and a shivering body. Maybe it's because he took too long to shower last night.

He was very hungry but had no energy to move. Finally, he decided to go back to sleep.

He woke up at 11am and his body began to feel more comfortable.

He had not been able to get out of bed yet to get a call.

Drrt drttt

Adel. Freeya immediately picked him up.

"Hallo Assalamualaikum"

"Waalaikumsalam Fre, huaaa I'm kangen as gardener as you"

"Hahaha I don't"

"You are the same as your own friends" Sahut Adel sok mengambek

"Ahhaha I also know. Wherever the same locked up in Lio ya".

"Yes, Lio is less Asem to be CEO . He just lifted his legs in my chair that I told him to do all the work"

"That's a risk you know"

"Yes, but Free your voice is a bit hoarse. Am I beginning to forget your voice"

"Ehh oon, I'm a little unwell"

"Capek fights every night with Axel, hehehehe ". Adel said with a plain face but a brain that is no longer innocent.

"Oh, I don't understand "

"Alah tai , sok do not understand anymore, . I'm sure you're a pro "

"Who's the language is Del"

"Hehehe, Fre tomorrow nongki yu, mumpung again holiday"

"Yes, I missed the three of you. You take Sindi with Lio ya"

"Not even invited they must be taunting"

After chatting with Adel Freeya then went to the kitchen to cook porridge. Today he plans to contact Axel. He gave up on both of his parents. Although certainly Axel will laugh at him but even his pride has fallen in Axel's eyes so there is nothing he needs to worry about.

Freeya sighed before contacting Axel. Axel's first call did not receive his call, nor did the second and third calls. He sent a message to Axel

"Where else?"

"Can you go home?"

After the message was sent, Freeya put her cellphone on the sofa table and then turned on her laptop to finish writing that some days she never touched.

Two hours later he turned off his laptop, he then opened the chat application on his phone and it turns out Axel has not read the message.

Freeya called Axel. The second call finally Axel picked up the phone.

" Hello"

Crystal, this sound crystal means they're always together. Freeya said in her heart. How would he start if he was always with Crystal.

"Can you give it to my husband?"

"Hmmm, Axel is still sleeping that, can not be disturbed because of the soy sauce last night" .Answer the Crystal with an annoying voice in Freeya's ear.

"Basic cheesy".Say Freeya and immediately turn off the phone.