
... I finally gave up on the opportunity I wanted to defend. I accepted all the consequences, but I never imagined that the pain would multiply ...
After arriving at the house Freeya immediately clean up and rest his body that was too tired.
Hufft
"Maybe the opportunity to fix everything is not there. Axel's hatred was even ingrained. Even as long as I survive, in their eyes I will still be the wrong figure. Maybe what Sindi said was right, I should be able to be selfish occasionally for my own happiness ".
Hufft
"Well tomorrow I'll try to talk to my dad again, mom. Though from the beginning I was sure to survive, but it turns out the more tried, the more pain I bear.And now I am tired and choose to give up".
After a long struggle with his mind Freeya then chose to sleep.
While on the other hand, Axel just arrived at the Crystal spot.
"How come you just came anyway, so long" Crystal said as she hugged Axel's arm
"Sorry, I can't go home because there are many of my coworkers. And that's an opportunity to find that relationship"
"Ohh, yaudah yuk you change clothes first"
Axel then headed to the room he occupied.
Yes they do live together but have different rooms, although sometimes choose to sleep together.
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This morning Freeya was very excited, whatever happens later if his decision is about his parents, he will still be firm in his initial decision.
Before leaving he took the time to clean the whole room, staring at each room. After this I may no longer set foot in this house.
"House with all its loneliness.
Home with the story of a married couple forced together, which eventually gave birth to pain in the heart, physical and even mental.
This house is where my wounds grow but it is also where I complain every night.
If I ever go back to a new home, I hope it's simple, but it's the cure for my pain". Freeya said in her heart while continuing to look at the entire room that witnessed the destruction of the household which was only a moment.
After cleaning himself, he then went to his parents' house, but before that he decided to stop at the cafe as usual.
"Now it's still 11 o'clock automatically dad's not home yet. So I better stay here first"
While waiting until the afternoon, the time when the office person returned home, Freeya struggled with his laptop. He wrote a new story about a taste that created some wounds. If people who know the real life of Freeya, they will immediately say that it is not a mere story, but a true story.
"Hufff wants to be at 4, I'm home now ".
Freeya then tidied up her belongings and stepped out towards her parents' house.
After arriving there he immediately greeted the maid who happened to be outside
"Non afternoon"
"Sore bi, have you not?"
"Not yet, maybe soon "
"If mommy is inside isn't bi?"
"Ohh yes there is a non, non entry only. Last aunty saw the madam again in the guest room
"Okay, thank you"
"Yes non"
Freeya then immediately went inside the house
"Finely non Freeya, it is beautiful, polite again very different as well".Said the aunt
"Assalamualaikum" Freeya said
"Marabaloo" .Answer his mother
"Why did you come here?"
"Mom how are you?"
"Hmm I'm good, you haven't answered my question, what are you doing here?"
"Someone wants Freeya to talk about Ma'am".
"Otherwise, you're making trouble again, aren't you?" Ask her mother
"No, ma'am, but wait for me"
"Hmmm yes I'm going to the room first, just call if your father has come"
After her mother left, Freeya remained in the sofa with eyes staring into her parents' room
Not long heard the roar of the car from outside indicating his father had arrived
"Assalamualaikum" said the father
"Waalaikumsalam yah".Freeya
"Freeya how are you here, already?" His father smiled at Freeya
"Just now, Freeya came here because there are people who want to talk about Fre with mom's dad".
"Where did your mother go?"
"Mom went to my room"
"Yes you've been waiting, I went to the room for a while to get changed before we talked"
"yes dad"
After waiting for almost 10 minutes, it was seen that his father and mother had gone down to the first floor.
They then sat down in front of Freeya
Huff
"Come on Fre, you can find your own happiness ".Freeya said in heart
"Ohh yeah Fre, so what are you talking about? Ask his father
Freeya then looked at her parents
"Dad mom, I'm sorry Freeya if you're back to fussing with you"
"Your horse?" Ask her father again
"Freeya has not survived the same way Axel did. This was Freeya's decision"
Plaques
Hearing that her mother immediately stood up to Freeya and slapped her
"So you never want to beat up parents, are you ready for the consequences?"Ask her mother sharply
"Freeya had thought, ma'am, whatever it is Freeya will remain separated from Axel".
Plaque
His mother slapped him again, while his father just stared pity Freeya
"Go from this house, you are no longer part of this family, as I said before. If you're separated from Axel, then you're no longer part of this family"
Deg
Freeya was in vain to accept the consequences, but when she heard her mother throw her away, she seemed to lose her footing.
"Ma-af sorry Freeya if it makes you disappointed. And Freeya will get out of this house. Thanks for taking care of Freeya all this time, father and mother only need to know one thing if until this moment the affection of Freeya is still there for father and mother.
Say hello to Jennie, Freeya said to leave, hopefully after the departure of this useless child, you can be happy".
After saying that Freeya stepped out of the house.
However, after reaching outside his legs seemed to have no more energy, even to remain able to stand he had to find a handle
"Hiks, let me lose my house again, where else I can take shelter".
Freeya wishes her father had come out and stopped her steps but, it turns out, her expectations are not appropriate.
He was driven out, no longer had a family.
"Hiks torch this Fre you want, now you are free to seek happiness. You just finish with in-laws and Axel then you're free".
"Hiks hyx but to the pain once, I have to go where, if father and mother just don't want me anymore"
Freeya steps out to find a taxi. He turned back to look at the house that had raised him.
There are many fond memories between her and Jennie in her childhood home
There was a lot of envy growing in that house
And there was a space that he once wanted to fill with happiness between his father and mother in his heart, but before it was filled he was no longer their son.
After he was in a taxi, Freeya sent a message to his best friend in their WhatsApp group
I CHOSE TO GIVE UP, THE OPPORTUNITY TO REPAIR MY RELATIONSHIP AND AXEL MAY NO LONGER EXIST. HEHEHE I FINALLY REALIZED THAT SURVIVING ALONE WAS MUCH MORE TIRING.
THANK YOU GUYS FOR ADVISING ME ALL THIS TIME.
after sending the message Freeya turned off his phone. For a while he wanted to calm his mind before meeting the people closest to him and the people he would later disappoint.