The Unusual Wound
Jennie's birthday and husband change
Very early in the morning Freeya got a call from her mother to come to the house because later that night there will be a party celebrating Jennie's birthday. Freeya is thrilled to be setting foot in her family's home again. He misses his room that is not too spacious, but witnesses everything that Freeya does.
However, on the other hand the feeling of envy from within his heart re-emerged. He never celebrated his birthday except with his best friend. Never mind celebrating, getting a speech she never heard coming out of her mother. Only Jennie and dad can say congratulations on getting older.
He clearly remembers when he was 13 years old. Seeing his classmates who always throw birthday parties, he asked his mother to celebrate his birthday. Just for that year. He just wanted to feel how when blowing candles with flanked by parents and witnessed by his friends. He wanted to feel how to be hugged and kissed in front of people on his birthday. However, until he was an adult he never got it.
Even his mother's words after the request are still remembered. Those words were what made him no longer want to celebrate his birthday.
***
Flashback to thirteen years old
After returning home from school, Freeya who was sitting in the 2nd grade of Junior High immediately met her mother who was watching in the living room.
"Mother, Fre's home".he reported with a big smile.
"Hmm, change clothes right there".
Freeya then went up to her room to change clothes, not long after that without lunch she went straight to her mother and sat down beside her.
Freeya held her mother's hand but did not get a response.The mother just glanced at a glance then continued watching.
"Mother, next week Freeya's birthday. Freeya Rayain could be like Jennie's birthday and Freeya's friends".
Hearing that her mother immediately looked at Freeya then sighed slowly.
"Next year, Freeya".
"Emang why if this year Mom, then Freeya last month also ngerayain. My time is delayed until next year. I've never done it before either" .
"Well, what's your birthday, what's the date ?"
Hearing that the happy look of Freeya turned cloudy.
"Don't you remember Freeya's birthday?"
" No, I just remember Jennie's birthday. I am old and I have trouble remembering it".
Only Jennie is remembered. My birthday with Jennie is one month different and my date is almost the same. Jennie 12 I'm 22. My mother's time together I can never remember my birthday. Because of this, they never had my birthday. Anyway every year I have to remember mom so that my birthday is also celebrated like Jennie. Little Freeya said in her heart.
"Freeya's 22nd next week Ma'am. So next week we're chilled"
"Yes we're amiain". Hearing that spontaneously he hugged his mother tightly.
"Udah-udah mother has not finished talking about it, you just directly hug aja". Freeya then took off the hug despite not being willing because she rarely had a chance to do so .
"We have your birthday, but.but we have it at home . I'll cook your favorite and we'll eat with dad, mom and Jennie".
The smile disappeared instantly, the hope flying along with the wish that could never be real.
"Kok mother that anyway, I also want to ngundang my friends, because they ask when I ngerayain". Whine Freeya to her mother
Hearing Freeya's whining, her mother who only had a stock of patience as thin as cotton just stood staring at Freeya. Even just looking at that gaze made Freeya involuntarily cry.
"You're so big that Freeya still wants to celebrate your birthday, what's the difference in the highway or not, the same invitation".
"Hiks torch but Jennie's got a crush on Ma'am".Say Freeya with a soft tone
" Jennie's still a little girl it's natural to be soaked".
"But I'm ashamed of their friends and keep asking for my birthday".
"Next year it won't be, this year it's Mom".
"YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT MOM SAID FROM EARLIER.We're going to die but just the same dad Jennie. You know that birthdays do not cost a little. Have your money Freeya all the support. Want to ask for money from dad, that's what you mean. LOOK YEAH, PUT YOUR EARS ON IT ALL RIGHT, THOUGHT EVERYTHING I SAID
WITHOUT YOU MAKING YOUR BIRTHDAY EVEN THE MONEY YOU USE SO FAR HAS BEEN A LOT
YOU DON'T THINK YOUR SCHOOL MONEY IS MUCH
YOU DON'T THINK YOUR MONEY IS MUCH
IF YOU WANT TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY WAIT FOR YOUR OWN TERMITE WORK
RASAIN GIMANA TIRED NYARI DUIT DO NOT JUST WANT TO TASTE GOOD. You be the first child that should be able to think of adulthood, do not always look and want what Jennie does, she's your sister, she was a normal child when she had her birthday.
After saying that her mother left the living room. Freeya was still down, what a lot he used all this time.
"Don't forget after eating wash all the dirty dishes".Said his mother before she was completely gone.
***
Even Jennie is an adult but she still has her birthday. He said he was loved because he was a child but in fact it was not entitled to such a thing ma'am.
It turns out he hasn't healed yet. There are still many disappointments and wounds buried in Freeya.
"Well tonight mommy goes to Jennie's birthday house, does the cooking go there?"
"Hmm, it could be a bit slow so you go there yourself, yes, you keep looking for the card itself. It's busy with that"
"Can't you guys find me a gift for a while mas?" Please Freeya.
Axel sighed
"It can't be freeya, it's busy".
"Yes, I'm" after Freeya
Axel then stood up to the office
"I didn't eat breakfast, I was downstairs".
" No need later at the office, mas still want to stop by the apartment of a friend of the mas want to discuss the next plan in this project".
After Axel's departure, Freeya returned to her room and kept silent thinking about what happened later. Axel who hates him, but then wants to start again with him but after Freeya gave space for him, Axel became a very busy person. Though he gives little attention to his wife which raises hope for Freeya. But it does not rule out the possibility there is still room for disappointment in the heart of Freeya see the importance of a job compared to him. If we want to start, we should try each other.
His daydream. The name of the crystal suddenly appeared in Freeya's mind.
How's the. Has Axel cut off their relationship. But isn't someone like Crystal hard to stop when they think something belongs to them.
Deg
Where have Freeya's thoughts been all this time. Is because the taste has grown to make him forget the other flowers outside the house
Many Negative thoughts were slowly appearing in his brain
Was indeed Axel mas all this time overtime
He never met the crystal again
Arghhh on the other hand she had to plant trust in her husband but her uneasiness just kept coming. Moreover, he remembers Axel never did things - romantic rights to him except a small concern about whether he had eaten or not.
