
So in the end I had no emotions whatsoever, to what extent I was trying to be happy.The extent to which I was trying to be angry.and to what extent I was trying to be serious, everything had only one ending, it's an empty feeling.
I am just a person who is curious about my own past and to know it, I am willing to sacrifice anything and even make many people sad to suffer though.
Fisa Campbell, she is the one who can cultivate this little bit of emotion inside me, although in the end it all comes back to being empty. After all, the creepy side she was hiding from finally reappeared, she said it would make Elaina a threat and of course this made me a little wary of her.
This silver-haired real girl is my first love and it is obvious when it comes to knowing my own feelings, if anyone intends to harm her, I will definitely protect her.
But for the deepest part of feeling, I myself do not know whether I really love Elaina or not, it is because I have long killed my own feelings until in the end I only always get empty feelings.
I killed my own emotions, it was true because of my immense guilt when my father died. I kept trying not to care and not react to an event until I really had no emotions in response to something.
I hope this school life can help me regain the emotions I've been killing for so long. Now I have to focus on my school life first and try not to get kicked out.
The third week of school, there was nothing wrong with my life, now I am still attached as a couple together with Fisa.
"Good morning to you all! I hope you are always in good health, this time I will tell you that from today the pairing system is no longer valid. So you will use the points individually from now on!"
Smith immediately gave a morning greeting to the students while telling them that the couple's system had been removed.
Now the points I have with Fisa will be halved, we both have 1,440 points, so each of us gets 720 points.
"Close your phones! I'll continue with the material that we pe-.."
"Sir Smith, why haven't our points been split yet?"
A student suddenly asked Smith as he was about to explain his next lesson.
"Wijaya.. have you been registered as a couple?"
"Sorry Mr. Smith, I just forgot to refresh the app!"
"Jeez. don't talk about anything unnecessary, it's the first warning so there's no point deduction!"
"I'm sorry Mr. Smith!"
Finishing the aimless conversation, Smith was about to re-explain but I would deliberately interrupt his words and ask about the sports festival.
"Smith.s sorry to bother you, but there's something I want to ask you!"
"Can't that be done later?"
"Okay, I'll ask you now. When is the sports festival held? I heard it from another class but somehow this class has no news at all"
"Good question, Satomi Adney!"
Smith's relaxed expression now suddenly became serious, even making the classroom atmosphere become so gripping that many students were silent.
"Junk, it's the best nickname for class 1-E. yes, only this class doesn't attend sports festivals and that's why I didn't announce it!"
"Why is that?"
"Look Satomi, in the sports festival. will be divided into blue team and red team, each team contains 7 people from all different classes and if class 1-E also follows suit, each team contains 7 people from all different classes, then it would be a 7 fight against 8 people!"
I see now, class 1-E becomes an outcast class that will only make one of the teams in the sports festival lame.
"Mr Smith, can't I move classes? Though I've been waiting for the sports festival for a long time before I even got here!"
Charles, who had been listening, asked Smith.
"Then just do it next year! You must have followed him!"
"Answer the question correctly, Mr Smith! If I get a point deduction just for asking for the right answer to my question, then this school is also trash!"
The situation was quite dire right now, Charles did look calm but he was ready to pounce on Smith from inside. Moreover, the Smith who now also looks different than usual.
"Charles Bark, you're interesting too! Well I will answer.if you want to go to class, the only way to do for class 1-E is to win a duel against class 1-A.. actually you can get a class transfer ticket if you win a sports festival, but it's a pity this year you can't keep up!"
"Thank you, but how about a duel?"
"Suggest not to do it, because Class A is much stronger than trash like you! Besides, if you manage to win even though, you can't go to class right away!"
"Why is that? Didn't you say I'd go to class if I won?"
"That's if you've won three times, then you'll be promoted to class D then someone in class D with the lowest grade will drop to class E!"
"I see, now how's the duel going?"
"Duel can not be done carelessly, I will only explain briefly and not in detail this time, the point is you need the approval of both parties and some witnesses such as the homeroom teacher to duel, the point is that you need the approval of both parties, the consent of choosing a game is also required on both sides. If the opposing party refuses then the duel can not be done.if the opposing party agrees then some witnesses will prepare a match that has been agreed then you can duel in the place that has been provided"
"I don't understand but fine!"
"Hows it? Are you satisfied?!"
"Yes, thank you for the answer!"
I didn't expect Charles' attitude to be more calm than when he first met, he also thanked Smith while looking excited, it seemed Charles was intending to duel against the students of A class.
Dueling against people whose abilities are much stronger than ours, generally someone would definitely avoid it but I guess Charles would do that with great zeal.
It has been two weeks since Beny was dropped out, of course this brought a lot of changes such as the attitude of Charles and Lina better. But unlike Fisa, he currently looks moody and does not intend to listen to anything, I already know the reason but even so, I will continue to be silent because my job now is to protect him from Mr.X.
It's been almost a week Mr. X has not moved, I think he will move in a few weeks if there is a right moment to threaten Fisa.
But anyway, I'll try to get really serious and expose Mr. X within three days. If it's more than that, then I haven't been serious and will never be serious in this case.
I have said several times that I have been serious, but in fact if always the last empty feeling is obtained, then I have not been serious about some of this.
I hope I'm really serious and expose Mr.X in the time I set myself, which is that for three days, Smith is the only ally who can help me in the present situation.
It's time to stop Mr. X's 20-year heyday, it's time to shift power to someone who can be more responsible.
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Author Note:
Sorry if this week there is no news because the author is sick again, the possibility of recovery will be another week and starting next Sunday the author can upload as scheduled. Now the author will upload ga uncertain first to fill in the emptiness, again apologize and understand ya😇