
POV (Fisa Campbell)
Two nice weeks, it's a good start because I can have a girlfriend that I find very attractive.
We talked about a lot of things and faced some problems over the last two weeks, I'm very happy about that.
But, I still doubted her expression that I could not read at all. I want to ask Satomi directly, no, it can't be done.
It was a beautiful Saturday morning when I woke up and dressed normally because it was a holiday.
^^^Fisa, meet me at noon in the park!^^^
My phone rang and when I opened it was a message from my boyfriend, he asked me to meet him in the park during the day.
Yes, I will wait for you!
I replied to a short message sent and waited for daylight to come.
Satomi, did you just wake up?
^^^Yes. I haven't even taken a shower and chose to relax first^^^.
I'll come by at one o'clock!
^^^Yes..^^^
The promise of meeting is one o'clock later, there are still about five hours before the time.
I spent some time texting Satomi even though she always answered him briefly.
I wonder, why did you call me to meet in the park?
^^^We will talk about it there because this is an important thing that should not be done when sending messages to each other^^^
I don't understand, can you explain so I can understand?
^^^I'm sorry, but this is difficult to explain if only through messages.^^^.
Hmph..what can you do!
^^^Sorry!^^^
After sending each other a message, I immediately went out because I was bored in the room, I also intended to find an edible snack.
Snacks that cost only 2 points, I don't think Satomi will bother about it. Then I bought this snack of potato chips and took them back to my room.
I ate it casually while waiting for the time to show at one noon. And without feeling, it was about 30 minutes before my meeting with my girlfriend, I could not wait and decided to come earlier than her.
"I thought you'd come before the promised time"
"Eh..!?"
I just got out of the room, but Satomi surprised me from behind the wall.
"Now, what do you want to talk about?"
"We take a leisurely walk first to the park, it doesn't feel good to talk here"
"Well, I'll follow you!"
He wanted to be in the park first before talking about something he considered important, I didn't even know and didn't understand his point.
Just this time I saw her who was expressionless, her face was very flat this time. Even so, in fact some days his face is always flat and expressionless to everyone, even that includes his own girlfriend.
Looking at her like this, I knew that if there was something strange about her, it was obvious. Maybe it was time for me to ask her.
"Are we going to sit on the same bench?"
"No. I want to lie on this grass"
"You lie down, I can't do it!"
"Yes.you can sit next to me!"
We both reached the park and Satomi immediately lay down on this beautiful looking grass area. Actually I also want to lie down, but my skin cannot accept it and I will definitely feel itchy after doing that.
"Fisa. I'm straight to the point"
Satomi's flat face now looked serious, I was even afraid to look at her for a few seconds, but I dared to look her in the eye.
"Wait Satomi! Let me ask you something first, why did you promise something to someone who was already evil to you?!"
"Calm down, I won't take the trouble to find her and help her, but if I happen to meet her, then there's no harm if I help!"
"That makes sense, but I'm asking the reason.You haven't answered!"
"Because I'm a liar! Are you satisfied with that?"
"Well.I will accept the answer, now let me ask you once more.Why did your attitude suddenly change? Is Mr.X too hard to handle?"
"Not that, but let me say it, Fisa. We broke up!"
"Eh!? Whatchu mean?"
I lost, that's how I felt after he said the words that instantly kept me from twitching anymore. I don't understand, she suddenly wanted to break up with me, but during our dating we had no problems at all.
My tears flowed without me noticing, I already knew the cause and that's why I felt so sad.
"Yes..we are not at all suitable, after all do you want to continue to follow my bad deeds? A princess like you isn't fit to date this rotten me!"
"..."
I could only be silent and I was also at a loss as to what I should answer. It's my fault for being too scared in the face of something, I'm sure he thinks I'm just a burden. He didn't want to flashy and look for someone more useful, I know everything now.
"Fisa, even if we've broken up, I'll protect you until Mr.X is fully exposed.and we'll continue to pair up!"
"Hiks! Why.. so.. like this?! Hicks!"
While crying, I complained and blamed myself. I'm completely devastated now, the person I love so much suddenly invites me to end the relationship that has just been established for a few weeks.
"Satomi, do you feel lonely now? Does the past you've forgotten make you feel guilty? You just feel guilty for that blonde girl don't you???!!!"
I screamed out and it made a lot of people look straight at the two of us, I didn't care either and I still haven't lost now.
"I thought you were horrible, yeah, that's right, I think I erased my own memory of feeling guilty"
From the beginning I knew a few things about Satomi, but I kept quiet and waited for the right moment to ask. He's a liar and can't be honest with someone other than his own father, I don't know how close Satomi is to his father, but seeing him like this, I'm sure he feels guilty about a few things.
"That blonde girl, is she your first love?"
"Yes, he's the one who can make me serious for the first time"
Satomi can't lie to me anymore, I think it's a good time to ask some questions.
While holding back my emotions and even my own tears to do so, I kept trying hard even though it was very painful when he asked me to break up.
"Your past, I don't know what it's like. But it hurts a lot, doesn't it? You can't get your emotions out and now you can just look at someone's emotions and think of them as your emotions!"
"You know a lot?"
"That's because you underestimated me!"
"Sorry Fisa, however I tried to love you. But still I can't, I've loved Elaina for a long time.. makes the feeling inside my heart shake so strong"
"I understand, and that's why you're not aroused when you look at my chest"
"Let me tell you one of my secrets, I've actually killed my feelings to my own emotions.I don't even feel anything about something, it feels so empty"
He shouldn't have told me that cheap secret, even though I knew it from the beginning when he saved me in the barn back then.
I saw his emotions rise a little and I thought he was taking a lot of people seriously, but it turned out that he was just venting his guilt and pain to a lot of people who were there.
"Then I will also tell you one of my secrets, actually I will not release you to anyone, I want to say it at the same time then.but unexpectedly you can restrain yourself"
The obsession I have with Satomi is too great, I don't want her to be taken by anyone and for anyone who tries to get close to her, I will harm her and threaten to stay away from Satomi.
My first target was that blonde girl, I would definitely finish her off and get herself hit by a dropout. If that had happened, Satomi would have turned back to me.
"Are we the enemy now? You're after Elaina, aren't you?"
"That's right, and then you'll be mine!"
"I hope you can give an interesting fight. Now we are still in pairs and for the points section, just use it as much!"
"I'm not going to do it, because I'm only after that blonde girl who's your first love!"
I'm completely different now, so this is what happens when I eliminate the fear I have. Everything felt so light that I was so sure that I could dropout it easily.
For Mr. X's business, I don't care anymore because Satomi promised to protect me from him. So this is the best chance to think and execute my plan.