
In the end I just went around the school feeling guilty, leaving behind people I might find very valuable. I also didn't realize that I was just walking around in the same place and kept turning around.
The feeling of guilt, right too. Only this time I felt such deep regret after a long time, this feeling reappeared when thinking about Fisa.
The last time I experienced it, it was the moment I didn't stop my dad who was staying up late and kept drinking coffee to hang on, I was really sorry for thinking he was going to be okay.
In the morning when I woke up, many people gathered around my yard, apparently they were looking at my father's death and were curious because of this. It was at that moment that regret continued to haunt me, if only I had stopped him it would not have been like this.
But back again, everything has happened and I can only accept the departure of the people I love. My nature is also still very naive until now, I continue to blame this caffeine-based drink for keeping my father awake and then having a heart attack.
When I think of coffee, I think of a mysterious message sent to me. Looks like this guy found out that I hate coffee, but where he got this information, that's what got me a little confused.
I just told one guy that I hate coffee, he's Niko. The Junior High friend I trusted first, I also told him a lot about myself.
Is Niko Mr.X? I'm not too sure because he's a guy who likes to compete in a healthy way. When I remembered Niko's previous words, she did say that she was jealous of me, but I don't think she would have been able to plan anything so far.
If Niko was Mr.X, I should have sensed his existence while he was watching me from a distance, the reason was simple, it was because I knew him. If you know someone, then when there are a lot of crowds you can still find them.
Our brains already assume that person's characteristics feel familiar, so I should have known that already. After seeing and observing some of the events that I experienced, I was able to conclude that there were four candidates that I suspected of being Mr.X, namely Beny, Lina, Niko, and Ling.
The grand plan he was going to do was still unknown for now, many things were still gray. I needed some information to find out because at the park earlier I ignored the students who were chatting and chose to make Fisa sad.
Forget about this for a while, I just need to answer the question given right now.
I guess I also need to tell Fisa that she doesn't need to do anything, so let me answer this question myself. I took my phone out of my pocket and played it while walking.
Fisa Campbell, let me handle the question. You just need to shut up and don't interrupt, if you do then don't expect to see me again!
After sending her a message, I put my phone back in my pocket. I viciously threatened Fisa who was feeling sad, but I did everything to make sure of one thing, which was my feelings for her.
It feels empty when he is not in front of me, I can feel it clearly. But I have to be able to do it and try not to involve my feelings in making sure of this.
Maybe going to the library now is the right choice, because there are certainly many books about this school, and maybe I can also find out some information about Mr.X when reading it.
The way to the school library was only tens of meters away from where I was now, so I went straight to the place while checking it through the mobile phone I was holding.
Though the school is very large and spacious, but for the size of the library, this is still too small. I can only think that the library is not very useful here and there are very few students who like to read books, which is why the school library is made small.
Now that I was inside this small school library, I casually searched for books related to the school. It turns out that there are only a few students who are here, I can count the number of about 3-4 people including myself.
"Uhh. hiyat.. uh..!"
While looking for a book, I saw a girl who was struggling to get the top book. Usually I would have let it go, but now I think I should help him.
Then I walked up to him and got him the book he wanted to pick up. When I saw this book was a book about the history of this school, entitled "Back Story Sport School".
"Nih.. So you also intend to find answers here huh?"
"Yes, thank you so much, you helped me so much!"
"No problem.."
I handed the book to him and he accepted it with pleasure, now I have to leave it and find another better book.
But as I turned my back, I saw a book drifting towards me. If I avoid it, then this book will definitely hit the girl behind me. Having no other choice, I must indeed protect her from this book floating before me.
The book was flying at a great speed, I wouldn't be able to catch it either, so all I had to do was let the book hit my body and stop its movement.
"CABEL!!"
The sound of a book hitting someone's body, it's clear that the book is about my body. It hurts a little because this book is about the wounds I just had yesterday.
It seems like someone has deliberately thrown his book at me, I still don't know the reason but for sure, he is eyeing the girl behind me. But it was a pity that he didn't know that I was nearby and threw this book so hard at random.
I did bow a little because of this pain, but I don't think there was a fatal injury.
"You-you.. Are you okay?!"
"Just calm down, this isn't a problem for me"
"But.-but.-"
This girl looked at me worriedly while holding the book that hit me earlier, now she was holding two books.
"I'm fine, then take care of yourself!"
I originally intended to get out of this room after saving her, it was because I was hungry and wanted to eat something, it was obviously not that there were no food vendors in the library.
But when I was about to leave, just a few steps this girl even held my hand, of course this surprised me.
"Wait!"
She was a little similar to Fisa, but if it was Fisa she would definitely hug me right away. Huh, remembering her again makes me a guilt-ridden person.
"What's wrong?"
"Ma-want mem.. read it together? This book is just one here"
This girl invited me to read the book I had taken together, she also said that this book only had one in the school library.
His manner of speaking also stuttered and sounded timid, even his face was also flushed. I don't know the cause but I think I'll agree to the invitation and read the book and go find some food.
"Yes.I'm happy!"
"What makes you happy?"
I heard her muttering something that I could barely hear, this girl said she was happy. Out of curiosity, I asked that question as well and I did not expect her reaction to be so shocked.
"Eh. no one! Not so. forget it!"
"Hmm. yeah"
Now that we were both sitting side by side at the table at the end of the library, I had always liked to sit at the end so as not to be too flashy. The table was only for two people, so we had to sit side by side.
Then this girl put down the book she was holding and opened the page. He went straight to page five, although it was too fast to jump to page five, but I didn't mind this and read it anyway.
From this I know that this girl is not used to reading books, everything can be seen clearly from the way she holds and opens this book.
An awkward atmosphere enveloped us for a moment, but this girl started the topic of conversation.
"You're first class too, right? Looks like you're in class A"
"What makes you think that?"
"I feel that you are strong, even very strong.nearly more than a monster, uh. I'm sorry! I just feel like you're so strong. Yeah, that's it. Please forgive me!"
He even panicked himself after saying that I outnumbered monsters, even though I had absolutely no problem being called like that.
"No problem. Just relax! But just so you know, I was in 1-E class myself.."
"Hhh... Huh uh?! 1-E.. monsters like you are in the 1-E class!? I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything! I'm sorry!"
"Already.be calm! Don't be noisy in the library!"
"Well, I'm sorry!"
"Originally you've calmed down, it doesn't matter"
I don't know what made her look like this, she seemed very nervous when she talked to me and kept apologizing when she didn't make a mistake.
"I want to know your name"
"Oh.. My name is? Satomi Adney.that's my name, just call Satomi, greetings!"
"Y-Yeah..! Hello, my name is Elaina.. Elaina Harlow!"
So her name is Elaina, a short girl in distress taking books on the top shelf. I don't know what he's good at, but I think he's also pretty good at getting into this school.
"Hmm.. What class are you in?"
"I was in C class, but I doubted my own abilities. I can't even get out of this school right now, but I'm not very good at anything!"
"Don't be such a pessimist! Time will go on anyway and I'm sure you'll grow up"
This girl named Elaina almost cried when she doubted herself, and I was forced to encourage her.
"You have a partner, don't you?"
"Of course. You have it too, right?"
"I do have a partner, but he won't help me. He's very selfish in every way, he also spends 400 points in a day. Now we have 300 points left, so that's why I want to be number one and get an extra 500 points"
Selfish, those were words that directly pierced into me.
"Ehh. So you left me because you wanted to be with a girl! I understand now.the reason why you asked me to stay away from you!"
I was unaware of Fisa's whereabouts and became very surprised when she came up with a rather high tone of speech. The situation is becoming grave now, he will definitely misunderstand this incident.
"Who is he?"
Elaina asked me and looked at Fisa somewhat in fear.
"He's my partner, Fisa Campbell"
"You. Don't take Satomi from me! And Satomi.why do you always lie to me!"
Fisa became angry, I think this will be a rather troublesome thing if this incident continues.
But I think it's a good thing to test my feelings, I'll upset Fisa by approaching Elaina. If he hates me for this, then I deserve it.
"Fisa.I told you that I don't care about you anymore, now take care of yourself!"
"Why are you suddenly like this now, did I make a mistake?! Just tell me my mistake!"
"Come on, but for now can you keep my distance?"
"If it wants you. fine! We'll keep our distance from now on! Don't call me again! Hmph.."
He then went out of the library after he finished getting mad at me.
Sorry, Fisa! I've got to do it.