The Touch of Love Aura

Chapter 93 - Don't get drawn into grief

The aura is allowed to be brought home. But, Aura's gaze went blank. His usual smile was now absent. Not even his voice was heard at all.

On the way, Aura just kept quiet and looked at the side of the road. Arriving at the residence of Kavindra, he was still silent. Walking without direction and purpose.

The tightness of Rendra's chest saw Aura's different attitude. If he can be replaced, let him go not his son. That's Rendra's mind.

"Rest first in the room ya Au. Later when it's time for dinner, mama call you."

Aura just nodded and was led into the room by Rendra.

Arriving in the room, Aura just sat quietly on the edge of the bed while looking at the window. He imagined that his son would not die. Maybe in about 7 months the cry of the baby will be heard soon. But, everything's gone. His son was dead and left a deep wound for him.

Aura shed her tears without a sound. He really hurt his heart. She failed at being a mother because she could not take care of her own child. The aura even lashed out at his already empty stomach.

"Don't be like this baby, I can't stand to see you in this way. Please let our son go. Let him calm down."

"Hiks .. hiks .. I don't deserve to be a mother. Even our son left before I could see him, hiks .... I don't deserve to be your wife either. Let's split up. That way you'll find a good wife and mother for your children."

Rendra shakes. Then hugged Aura while resting on her knees. He drowned his face in Aura's belly and clenched the body tightly. It was as if giving a rejection of what Aura had said.

"Don't say that, you are the best wife and mother for me and my children."

"No Ren," Aura then tried to release Rendra's embrace.

"Free Ren! I'm going to go."

"No! I don't want you to go anymore!" reject Rendra.

"There's no more reason for me to stay by your side. Our son is dead. Our household has been broken because of our stupidity. What should be preserved?"

"No, I don't want to part with you. Please Au. There's still love we can keep."

"Love?"

"Yes, love. Love that can make us the way we used to be. We can make another child to replace this sadness of yours. Please Au."

Aura speechless. It was as if he was thinking about what Rendra said.

Of love?

Rendra was finally relieved when Aura no longer hit her own stomach and was not hysterical anymore. Aura was even willing to lie on the mattress enveloped by it.

After that, Rendra came out of the hearing room tears that he had been holding but now escaped as well. The sadness that Aura felt, she could also feel it.

Apparently Naya was in front of Rendra's room and immediately hugged her son.

"What a tough one, son. The aura will definitely return as usual. You just have to be patient and always be by her side so that Aura doesn't feel alone at the time of her loss."

Rendra nodded.

"I'm sorry mom, too, you couldn't look after your wife when she was kicked by that criminal, so fast."

Rendra nodded again. Rendra doesn't want to blame anyone for that. He just wanted Aura to come back like before.

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Even the collarbone on his shoulder was getting more visible now. The aura was still stuck in his own mind.

Naya could only sigh seeing the state of Aura. He always came out of Rendra's room crying.

"Pa, how is this? If Aura stays this way, she might get sick. I was sad to see him" Naya said, spilling her heart into Richard's arms.

Richard simply fell silent and stroked the top of his wife's head. He did not know thirst to respond to what his wife's curses were like.

Before long, Alin came to the house. He wanted to talk and tried to get his brother to eat again.

"Hopefully with your arrival. Your brother can eat and leave the room again Lin."

Alin nodded. He walked into his sister's room.

Pain, tightness in his chest. That's what Alin felt. Her brother is not the same as before. Alin began to sit next to her brother and grabbed his brother's hand.

"Sister," called Alin in a voice that held back a cry.

"I know you must be very hurt by losing your sister's child. I also know that big brother must not have the spirit to live until he does not want to eat and drink. But, brother also has to remember. We've experienced this before. Experiencing a painful loss. Losing a mother who always protects and loves us."

Alin stopped talking and took a slow breath and continued.

"Don't remember, right? My brother told me. Don't dwell on sadness. I will feel sad in heaven. So, now I'm going to say the same thing to big brother. Do not dwell in sorrow, brother. Explain everything. So that the children are happy there can see his mother cheerful back and organize her life again. I want to see my old brother. Always strong when facing problems. After all, you can have another child after this. Because sister's womb is fine."

Aura immediately cried and hugged her sister. He is aware of what he has experienced. Silence everyone because of her injuries. He became a stranger to himself. Even he was not aware, not only himself who lost but Rendra as well. They should strengthen each other.

"Hiks .. hiks ... "

"Take everything out, brother. Don't be harbored."

Aura was actually crying as much in Alin's embrace. With his brother he can be more open. In the end, the crying of Aura stopped.

"From now on you should be cheerful again. Don't think about anything that makes you sad. Remember that! Brother still has people who are always there with brother in times of sadness or pleasure. Brother is not alone, so don't do this again. Brother made everyone worry."

Aura nodded. His sister looks grown up now. He could even calm Aura down and make Aura open his heart's eyes wide.

Alin came out of there and at the door was Naya and Rendra.

"Where's Lin?" ask Rendra.

"Come brother, Brother Aura wants to talk to brother."

Instead of answering, Alin instead told Rendra to come in.

"Son't know for himself if he goes inside."

Rendra went into his room.

Alin and Naya immediately spoke of Aura in the living room.

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