The Touch of Love Aura
Chapter 84 - Forgive your stupid husband
Aura opened the door of their room. The smell of alcohol gushed into his nose. Aura occasionally covered her nose. Rendra was still in the same position when Naya and Richard saw him earlier. The bottles of alcohol were still there. There are even a few packs of cigarettes.
Rendra's condition is very sad. Especially when Aura saw the face of her husband who had grown his mustache and beard. Her hair was a little long unkempt in the least. Added with dark circles under his eyes. It really made Aura's heart sliced.
Aura walked without a sound, but Rendra was able to realize the presence of Aura because of the smell of perfume used by Aura.
"aura? Are you that?" asked Rendra and then opened his eyes that had been closed.
Aura was silent and reluctant to answer. He just stepped his feet to get in front of Rendra.
"You're home, baby?" ask Rendra again.
Aura was still silent. Aura's position was now crouched in front of Rendra.
"You're not going to go again after this, are you? You're gonna stay here with me, right?" asked Rendra with her eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for hurting you" Rendra added.
Aura's hand stretched out to touch the fine hairs on Rendra's face. He even pulled out Rendra's long hair so he could see Rendra's face clearly.
"Honey," said Rendra then grabbed Aura's hand even though her body was already very weak.
"Stupid!"
That one word came out from Aura's mouth. Although her heart was already crying, Aura tried to hold it in.
"Why are you so stupid? You want me to be a young widow and a young mother? Huh yeah?"
Rendra shook her head slowly.
"Then if you don't want to, why let your body hurt by drinking so much alcohol? It even seems you're not taking care of yourself. How long has it been in the apartment?"
"Four or five days maybe. What's a week?" rendra said while remembering.
Aura took her breath out slowly.
"I should have been approached by you. I should have been persuaded by you to go home. Why are you being the victim anyway?!" aura's annoyance with Rendra's behavior.
It was true what Aura said. He didn't even have enough courage to come and meet Aura directly at Sena's house. He could only see it from a distance.
"I'm sorry, I'm so stupid!" said Rendra while bowing.
"I was wrong, I admit I was wrong and regret having said words that hurt your heart. I don't even trust my own wife and don't give you time to explain. Forgive your stupid husband." Rendra still said it.
"If you want to apologize for saying the right thing! Look at his face and look into his eyes!" pinta Aura with her kettle.
"Why is it so bad?" ask Rendra suddenly. Because I feel like someone else.
"Yes, I'm leaving again," said Aura then would wake up from her squat but was detained by Rendra.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Your stupid husband has regretted his actions that hurt his wife" said Rendra, staring at Aura's face.
The aura did not react at all.
Shortly after, Aura started to make a sound and made fun of Rendra.
"You stupid husband! Brutal husband! How much to hurt your own wife! You trust others so easily. You should have married someone else, right? Why should I be the one you marry if your trust in me is just a fingernail. I still remember what you said that day."
"That's it, basically from the night world! You must have been in contact with a lot of men, right? You did hymen surgery, right!?Basic cheesy! A whore!"
"It's easy for you to tell me that! We shouldn't be married. We haven't even known each other for so long."
Rendra shakes. He disagreed with Aura saying they should not marry. That's not true. He should be able to keep his words and take care of his wife. Not even hurt him.
"Maybe, this is one of God's ways of awakening us both. If we don't deserve to be together. Although it looks like love each other, but in fact love is not enough, right? Even that love is now starting to hurt my heart."
Aura smiled wryly as she said so.
"The one who should protect me, take care of me, and love me wholeheartedly. It was precisely being the one who hurt my heart the most, piercing my heart until it hurt but did not bleed. Maybe if someone else called me a prostitute, or a cheap woman and did hymen surgery, I was normal and wouldn't care. But these? The person I love the most and trust! My own husband said it. Ahaha! How shiny!"
"Sorry, I'm sorry, huhu."
Rendra apologized again to Aura. He cried hearing his wife's words. He realized he had made a terrible mistake by not trusting his own wife.
"Speaking an apology is easy."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Richard said, bowing. He felt unable to continue staring at Aura's cold face and there was not even a smile on his lips at all. The aura is different.
"What do I have to do so you can forgive me?" lirih Rendra's.
Oh my God, please save my house. I really don't want to part with him, hicks. I know I was wrong. But, let me be selfish and greedy, I want to continue with him.
The silent aura again did not answer. To be honest, he did not know what Rendra had to do. Seeing her husband so sad and helpless made her pity and heartless. But, his heart still wanted to shed all the pain he was in. He is not satisfied to say everything.
"Say Au! I'll do anything so you can forgive me. My heart aches when I see you smiling happily in Sena's house without my presence. It feels like I'm no longer needed by your side. I'm not even good at eating and doing anything after you leave the house."
"Just looking at me like that you've been hurt. What about me?"
The question that made Rendra speechless. He really died a flea. Don't know what to answer. Surely Aura's heart hurt more than what she felt.
Rendra's head was getting bowed, he even dropped his head on Aura's knee.
"Please forgive me, give me a chance to fix everything. I won't promise anything anymore. I will try my best not to hurt you again. If it happens again, you can leave me."
"So you didn't mean it to me? Why is there a possibility that it will happen again? If so, we better live each other's lives."
"No! Nay! I will try with all my soul and body to make you happier and will not hurt your heart anymore" said Rendra who lifted her head from Aura's knees.
Aura rose from her squat and changed to stand up.
"Let us introspect ourselves. I admit, I was wrong too, I should have been more patient and not emotional as well. So, we better think everything is fine. After that we can talk again for our next relationship."
"Does that mean you won't leave me? That means we're not going to split up, right?" ask Rendra.
Aura just shrugged her shoulders not knowing, making Rendra limp instantly.
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