
Since entering High School, Selena has been secretly attracted to a man named Bryan.
For some reason, the man is similar to a character in a Korean drama film commonly watched by Selena. The film was titled The Crowned Clown, starring a young South Korean actor named Yeo Jin Goo.
The actor's face and appearance are Selena's dream type. Especially the smile of the actor. That charming and masculine smile really made Selena's heart palpitate. He himself had just learned that he turned out to be very interested in 'masculine' men'.
However, just thinking about it has made Selena's face blush and dizzy. Though it is only the beginning of February in the new year and she has just started to go back to school after the Christmas and Chinese holidays, but Selena has been thinking no-no.
As a student, why imagine the figure of a dream man instead of studying? thought.
However, every time Selena wanted to forget or eliminate her interest in Bryan, the man even often met or passed her. It made him nervous, even wrong.
"Selena, how are you?" bryan asked suddenly one day.
Selena was very surprised and her face slightly blushed when greeted by the secret idol.
"Ba-good. That you?" answer Selena clumsily.
"I'm fine too. It's good to see you again today" Bryan said, revealing his handsome smile, then saying a short goodbye to Selena to join his friends who invited him to play basketball together.
Selena's body froze, her face red as a tomato, and she was speechless.
"What did he mean by that?" he muttered by crouching alone after successfully escaping and hiding in the backyard of the school which was only a turn away from the basketball court.
Shortly thereafter..
KRYUKK
Selena's stomach is ringing with hunger.
"Ah, right too. It's lunch hour. Why am I even wandering in the field outside the school and... observe Bryan secretly?" Selena scratched her head like a little monkey who was upset.
He stood up and was about to head to the school cafeteria
"Bry-bryan!"
Selena was very surprised to see Bryan who had been watching from when he stood while leaning his right shoulder on the wall. Selena scrambles the fog to hide or escape from the place.
"Wait."
Then, instead of escaping, his hand was grabbed by Bryan.
Selena's heart somehow also beats faster than usual. Is it because of hunger or shame? The adrenaline? Selena can only think of things that don't help her.
"This. You haven't eaten, have you?"
Eh-bread? The man even gave him a loaf of bread that he bought specifically from the school cafeteria. What is this sign?
Selena's face was red. Oh my..no! Not in front of Bryan! he cried inwardly, subconsciously closing his eyes.
"Selena?"
DEG DEG DEG
"I-I-I have to go now. Thank you, for the bread. You're so nice, hahaha.-me see you!" selena replied stammeredly and timidly, then left just like that.
Meanwhile, Bryan was still dumbfounded for a moment. Then, he laughed.
"You're the one, Selena."
That day, not a single student or schoolgirl heard Bryan's words and saw Selena's behavior in front of Bryan. So, for the two teenagers they're 'safe.'
However, someday will Bryan and Selena become closer and more acquainted with each other as the opposite sex?
Is falling in love a bad thing for a learner because it can have an effect on their studies? Is it true that dating at an early age can have a very bad impact?
For Selena, dating is neither a pleasure nor a fad. Selena knows very well that the purpose of dating is to get married and form a new family. And he knows that he is not ready for all of that.
Or, is it possible that falling in love is good and may be experienced by a student at the High School level because it is quite large and begins to be curious?
What Selena knows for sure is the importance of having self-control. Although for now Selena still can not master the feeling of nervousness and curiosity to the man named Bryan, but he is sure someday he will be able to master himself.
Once she grows up and if she can meet again with Bryan or any other guy who seems like her, it's possible that Selena would want to date the guy.