The Story Of Neesi
Neesi - Early 6
Jay and I are getting closer and closer, often going out together either double date with Rati and her boyfriend Fajri or going out on their own. And also my classmates teased me more and more about my relationship with Jay's sister.
But it turns out that Rati and Fajri's relationship deteriorates and eventually they. ??? . For a while I was still confused whether they had broken up or not?. Okay I know, the point is their relationship is still hanging. They love each other but on the other hand hurt each other. Ahh no no not them I mean Fajri. Fajri still loves Rayi but also hurts her at the same time for loving others. And Rati loved Fajri so much even though she was hurt.
I was a flashback on the incident, at that time Rati suffered so much but she also could not release Fajri. - Neesi, 2019-
And without me knowing it, I was fooled. Jay doesn't like me. Actually not deceived, I was the one who was too hopeful without me realizing Rati and Jay's sister were getting closer. Indeed from the beginning Rati easily familiar with Kak Jay than I even though I have been close first with Kak Jay. And it seems like Jay likes Rati. I don't know how Rati feels about Kak Jay, if Rati also likes Kak Jay as well I also know Rati still prefers Fajri.
" Aren't you jealous or angry about Rati getting closer to Jay's sister?" the contents of Sms Fajri to me suddenly in my conversation with Fajri who talked about how sick Rati was that Fajri betrayed.
" No, they're friends" I replied lying.
" Convinced? " Fajri sms reply to me
" Yes, I'm not who I am, Jay's sister" I replied.
I'm jealous, but what right do I have. I'm also afraid what if, if Rati and Jay's sister.. #Frustation.
Tomorrow in class
"Rat, do you often text Sis Jay? " ask me to Rati.
Rati shocked, "I...Yes nees. You're not angry?" rati said carefully.
"No, what are you talking about?" answer me. I'm not angry and what right makes me angry, I'm nobody Jay.
"About my relationship with Fajri" replied Rati.
When the time came, Tripu and I walked together to the school gate. Rati is in an osis meeting so she can't go home.
"Nees, you shouldn't be" Tripu said suddenly as we walked down the school hall to the school gate.
" Huh, what do you mean pu?" I replied confused by the direction of Tripu's conversation.
" You can't be selfish if Rati and Jay's sister are close. You are also not who he is, Jay" Tripu said to me without seeing if his words hurt me. My chest was so tight to hear Tripu's words. Although Tripu was my friend but before I knew Tripu, Rati first knew Tripu. Is that why I said it like that?
"Pity Rati" said Tripu said his words earlier. Then how am I?
" Yes pu. If Jay prefers Rati I can do he he "answer I pretend to be okay.
" really to my words" Tripu replied cheerfully as he thought I agreed with him.
And on the way to the front gate I met Kak Jay who was near the exit of the motor park while I was absent fingerprint to go home from school. Brother Jay smiled, while I was unable to reply, Tripu's words still ringed in my brain.
"Pu, I'm passing by here because my mom is waiting there. bye" I said turning towards the main door of the school.
" o. oh. okay "reply Tripu was shocked to see my departure. Still looks like a flash of face Jay's sister who is confused by my behavior.
"Sorry, Jay" I said in my heart.
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