The Story Of Neesi

My name is Neesi

-2014-

I couldn't sleep, mama papa had a quarrel about what they were fighting about but one that I definitely believe from the root is "women and money".

I forced myself to close my eyes hoping that I would fall asleep soon, but my efforts seemed to be in vain. I still heard my mother's cries and papa's angry growls. "what should I do "my mumbling in my heart. And hope my brother hears and breaks them or come early in the morning. And I chose the second hope, the early morning, because the first hope is one that will always be hope.

Finally dawn arrived. I decided to leave the room and pretended not to hear anything I had heard and decided to get ready because it was my graduation day. Yes, I graduated High School.

No eating together or congratulation for me. Today is the same as the previous days. ahh not this day is worse than the previous because today I GRADUATED, DO NOT SLEEP, and HEAR everything. Complete already.

Time has shown at 7:10 but my parents are still mbullet (lelet is the point that I am also confused about how to explain) even though my graduation ceremony started at 8. And I finally decided to be delivered first by my sister. It turns out that only Mama, where is my father or where is my brother and sister. It is not to be sought.

As usual at the graduation ceremony the photos cheerfully without knowing that the hell of life has been waiting for them. Yes including I was also unaware at that moment. Laughing and thinking this is a good start to my life. Embarrassing. -Neesi,2019-

After all, I was picked up by my brother and sister and headed straight home. No eating together. The day ended like that. There's nothing special. And I decided to take a nap. I wish I dreamed what I wanted.

"ahhh ready" I replied.

I headed upstairs to hang up the clothes that Mama was washing. Then continue to wash the dishes that accumulate.whether the dishes who is this. Obviously my plate wasn't on this pile. Mournfully.

"ma, laper" I run to mama.

" yes eat" answered my mama simple. yasih actually also if the laper yes eat. I eat as usual in my room. My family never eat together if at home.if at home will go to their respective rooms.sometimes even in the tv room, sometimes, maybe it's just my mom and sister if I can be considered in the tv room because the tv room is right in front of my room. If my brother's gonna be in his room all day down and down if the laper and out of the house. Papa's? work up to malem. Hopefully it's true.

My days are the same. but this year is the beginning that makes ordinary days become more common and years later more commonplace and then complicated and then become days that may not be imagined. It should be at that time that I should have to be a lot of gratitude.because the coming year is more crashing and makes me remember better stuck in that ordinary day.Neesi, 2019-

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