The Story Of Neesi
Neesi - Early 5
After Jay found out about me, I used to go out with him. Watch a movie, accompany her to find a book, or just eat and talk about the movie.
The first time we went out was to eat together but because I was too embarrassed to be alone with Brother Jay I gave permission to Kak Jay if I would invite Rati, and Kak Jay agreed.
And today me and Jay's brother are going out together to watch a movie, and I have to act like this.
Jay's sister will pick me up at my friend Rima's house. Because I was too ashamed of my family if I picked up a man at home, so I decided to pick him up at Rima's house.
Today was overcast, while Kak Jay and I went to the place to watch a movie using Kak Jay's motorbike, and sure enough in the middle of the rainy road and Kuta decided to take shelter. after about 15 minutes the rain began to fall.
" Nees has begun to rummage, want to continue the road?" Ask Brother Jay.
" Okay, sister" answered me.
Then Jay took out the raincoat on the motorcycle seat and gave it to me.
"Ah, not usa sak, aja who use any other kok ridah just drizzle" answered I refuse.
" Idih, you will wear your clothes wet even though it drizzles" replied Kak Jay while wearing a raincoat to me. And I started to feel embarrassed.
Today I am so happy and so sad too. Upon my arrival at home, I was suddenly angered by papa with an unclear reason who said I came home last night, but I came home before 7 pm and I left the house at 1 pm. Papa who was angry with my brother, I also got his sap. And this is my life at home.
Every time I go home from school, I will be greeted with the words "Neesi washing dishes, neesi drying clothes, and other homework". I don't mind that but I also want to hear words like my sister and sister when I get home from school that is "get a quick change of clothes and eat "Is that wrong?
I eat 1x a day, because indeed I am not used to breakfast at school I also rarely snack or bring provisions so if you eat only at 6 pm or if not eat outside the house because me and my mother usually wait my sister went home from tutoring just came home. And also said mom, I'm fat so have to diet. If I'm fat, what about my sister? My sister grew up to the size of a 6th grade child, but she still ate 3x not with extra food again after eating the 3x. If there is food, because I am slow and lazy child eating rations I end up eating either by my brother or my sister. When I told my mom, she would say "You didn't take it right away"
My life is like a child boarding at home, buy his own food and toiletries from the pocket money I get from papa. Maybe if you ask my mom what food Neesi likes, she won't know. Because I'm also an all-eater. But when you cook, surely you will say "this is your favorite food or favorite of your sister or papa's favorite" For 23 years I have never heard of neesi's favorite food in this house. -Neesi,2019-
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