The Story of an Early Marriage

The Story of All That Awkwardness

"Your pain is not an ordinary pain, your pain can start from the psychological shock that afflicts you Feby," replied the psychologist.

"The smell of your flat room, your rough body language, and the fierce look in your eyes, indicate that you are harboring a great hatred" he continued.

My chest shook uncontrollably when I heard the words of Miss Risma Handayani, her words reminded me of the strange event.

"You want to tell me the same story" the psychologist persuaded.

I shook my head in a sign of disapproval, making the psychologist try to grab my shoulders.

"You must not be ashamed to tell a story, you must be strong," half-whispered psychologist named Risma Handayani was speaking to me.

"Your mother told me about a schoolmate who made you suddenly angry and scared when she came here to visit" Ms Risma said later.

"She's my classmate, new to me, no way..."

"In fact, she's the person you just know is likely to use your kindness as a beautiful and innocent woman." Risma's mom said unfinished.

"The person you just know will actually vent his sexual appetite because he thinks you are weak.

You don't deny it for that" he continued.

"Mild, moderate, or high-grade sexual harassment may occur,"

The words of Miss Risma made me try to analyze the events that happened to me. There was one thing that became my question at last. I better tell Ms. Risma the truth, who knows if she can answer it.  Rather than I was pushed constantly and cornered, with a thousand conjectures and questions, which I myself did not yet know the answer to.

"I want to share my story with my Mom as a psychologist, but I doubt it" I said, beginning to speak to the psychologist.

"What is the basis of your concern,?

"Are those out there not misunderstanding hearing this later,"

"There are words that say, dogs barking caravans still pass, the nature of people who like to tell stories at will and exaggerate should never be ignored, let them with their own authenticity, he said, and later they also regret their actions," said psychologist Bu Risma to suppress my doubts.

"They often change the words conveyed, the story of the yam being delivered, it could turn into a compote in the other ear," he continued slowly.

That's what I'm afraid of, they can consider me a despicable girl, even though I'm still a saint, but what can I do, it's better that it happens than I keep harboring myself, alone, it can be painful every year and sakau if this continues, and this is so as not to repeat itself to others.in one telling sign, The Handsome is guilty... I still wish it was just a pretty delusion.

"Alright Mom, I'll tell you," I decided later, making Miss Risma closer to me. Then hugged me tightly, as if he was strengthening me.

"That incident started because I felt sorry for her, she was named Handsome Charming, but was made fun of in front of the class by all my friends because her face was full of acne in the form of the coronavirus, which is a virus, I'm so sorry, ma'am,"

The psychologist nodded while taking note of what I was saying.

"Maybe he could not continue to be insulted, I gave him support, I gave him a smile, he looked strong and strong, but a very serious insult turned his attention back. Until he fell and collapsed, and was taken to the health room at our school,"

Only I was willing to accompany him to his death, but when he woke up he tried to harass me,"

"What's he doing?" the psychologist asked, curious,

While I began as much as I could, and these tears spilled withstanding the pain.

"Still in a sleeping position, he dragged me, clasped my hand tightly, he also noticed my chest as if his eyes wanted to jump watching my breast. I tried to fight, but my strength was not comparable to his great body. He unzipped his pants, then directed my hand that was in the rough grip of his hand to squeeze the sensitive part. Thankfully...."

I could no longer continue the story, until the psychologist took a tissue and removed every seepage from my eyes.

"I've guessed, you've been abused" Ms Risma said.

I'm getting more and more excited.

I hope that's true.

"What does Mom mean?" ask me impatiently.

"Try to continue the story first" said Bu Risma.

"Luckily the school cook came in, he dropped the plate when he saw the rat, and Handsome fainted again,"

"So the cook saw the rat, wasn't he surprised to see the indecent Handsome action?"

I nodded.

Don't believe it, the cook was surprised not to see a rat, but to see the action of Handsome, it's possible that he was also surprised to see the sensitive area of Handsome," said Bu Risma made me surprised.

I'm afraid the cook told me something that wasn't about me at school to anyone else, it's going to spread quickly.

"Mother, what Handsome did to me, she said was just a dream,"

Miss Risma nodded.

I have the same thoughts as my mother.

"For that certainty, you must be met with handsome, yes. So that you and Handsome there is no misunderstanding.

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The next day...

After I consulted the psychologist Bu Risma Handayani, for some reason my body suddenly felt light, the weight of a mountain that was whack me slowly left by itself. Today I have made a full recovery only a day after my long dialogue with a psychologist.

My stinging, boiling body yesterday was slowly normal again, there was no grudge and no injuries. Miss Risma has made me as hard as a coral.

Even though I have not decided to go to school, there is an agenda that will be made by Ms. Risma, our family meeting with the family of Handsome, there is an agenda that will be made by Ms. Risma, good thing to solve a problem that I don't think needs to be exaggerated.

It was all just a handsome man's dream. He may be delirious and unknowingly doing all of that, so my mindset is, and Ms. Risma supports that as well.

There is only one more thing that is a little stuck in my heart, about Bi Ranum who according to the Psychologist is lying if he does not witness all the events. I was also afraid that bad stories had also spread in the school environment through Bi Ranum's mouth. Although she has been given seven million by her mother Handsome for her husband's recovery, but someone's mouth, what else can a woman hold to reveal a secret. However, I tried to brush off all those bad assumptions.

Today Ms. Risma together with my two parents came to school, to bring my family together with the family of Handsome.

I'm still wondering, what her mother's reaction is handsome later if called the school. Wasn't he very selfish and ferocious behind his generosity. He easily shared his sustenance with anyone he met, but his mouth was also like a firecracker ready to shoot anyone he wanted.

I haven't been able to tell anyone about Handsome's parents to Miss Risma, maybe at school all about it she'll hear. So that later will be found a right place to meet to discuss this very sensitive matter.

　

　

　

Seriate....