The Story of an Early Marriage

The Lover of Dilanda Lara

I don't know how long I've been asleep. When Bi Ratna woke up very slowly. I rubbed my face which still felt heavy. I stared at Bi Ratna who looked so unbearable actually woke me up. There must be something very important that Bi Ratna had said. Instantly his eyes seemed to be glazed until his eyes dripped onto the floor.

"What's Bi Ratna?" it was like I was holding back lara watching that cry.

"There was a sad news from Senopati Adi Raka, just now I got her email," Ms Ratna said as she held back her tears.

Instantly my feelings grew and sank into the pain of hearing the news. "Delivery news. What happened to Senopati Adi Raka, Bi?" I thought the man I loved must have died. Until it caused Bi Ratna to be as excited as this.

"See this email from Senopati, Non," Bi Ratna offered the email she had read.

　

Thousands of times passed, I waited for you in the pain of my heart..

Ever since that day at the Ocean Hotel, I've been holding back longs..

A longing that makes me sick, like a lifeless body.

My beloved. I waited a thousand hours for you in pain...

It hurts as if it was about to blow my life away...

Now I am weak in bed...

My body is tired of waiting for your love...

My body is getting fragile...

It's like counting the days...

I'm waiting for you my soul mate...

In RS. My healthy mirror awaits you..

　

And my tears poured out more and more when I finished reading the letter. Simultaneously Bi Ratna also grew more and more bothered. We were both crying. Senopati Adi Raka who I love is now very sick and still have time to send e-mail like this. I immediately replied to the email.I hope Senopati Adi Raka will soon recover from her illness.

　

Why does destiny make us this way, O my dream..

I've been trying to break through the greedy barrier of longing..

But vain..

Get well quickly, heal my dreams

We'll meet again soon

Our promise will never be broken

Here I gather thousands of prayers for your healing, O my dream...

Hang on!! I'll come see you

Wait for me....

Finished replying to the letter. I hurried to prepare myself for the hospital. Healthy Mirror. Nothing can hinder my departure this afternoon to see Senopati Adi Raka. I need to see him right away. I don't want anything to happen to him. Especially until death. I'd rather die with him, if Senopati Adi Raka dies because I never see him again.

I haven't changed my clothes to the hospital, suddenly my father came to this room.

"Congratulations, my son, you will be one step away from becoming the son-in-law of the richest man in the country. Gonna be married to the most handsome man" said my father.

On this occasion I want to ask permission to go out for a while. I'm looking for the right reason for that. Wrong talking, I'm sure you won't let him. My father is happy, of course, will easily get permission from him.

"Dad. I haven't been out for a long time. May I go out of the house at this time," I convey the maximum of my heart.

"Must this time, it will soon enter magrib time and the night will soon come, postpone until tomorrow" replied my father.

"This is very urgent father, a friend is very sick. I have to see him, before it's too late" I said bluntly.

"Then. You can go out, accompanied by two domestic workers and a driver who escorted you wherever you went," said my father finally gave permission.

"Thank you dad."

"Remember. You're already engaged. Don't forget to wear your engagement ring on your ring finger, wherever you go" my father later said.

How can I get out of the house without the ring, my father wouldn't let me without the engagement ring. After pondering for a while I finally decided to go see Senopati who was lying limp in the hospital. Let me find an idea that my finger escaped my father's attention.I forget for a moment the worry about the ring, I just regret the price is too expensive. if my ring guy was stolen in my room this would definitely be a very stirring thing in this house. My father could be furious.

This time no kidding. Apparently my father had prepared two policewomen who were escorting me to the hospital. The driver remains Mr. Trisno who also serves as a bodyguard for me. It is certain that I am very unlikely to escape like a few days ago. But I have no intention of running away at the moment. Didn't I answer my father's wish to marry Handsome Charming to save lives.

Fortunately my father didn't pay much attention to my finger when I said goodbye. I breathed a sigh of relief that I could finally leave. I forgot the missing ring to meet Senopati Adi Raka who was drowning in the hospital.

Arriving at the hospital I immediately headed to the room where Senopati Adi Raka was treated. I was greeted by Senopati's parents who saw her eyes rubbed. Like crying over the state of Senopati who lay weak helpless.

"Every time he calls and says your name always, Feby," his mother told me after I saw Senopati unconscious in this hospital bed.

His face was very pale. In an instant I felt the deepest pain filling the niches of my heart. I can't bear to see it. Until my tears fall. Then I sat down beside the bed of Senopati Adi Raka. I held her hand tightly. Even though the hand was stiff I suddenly felt a warmth that flowed for a moment.

"Why can Aa Seno get sick like this, Mom?" still in the grip of my fingers, I asked her mother who suddenly also sat down beside me. His father sat in the hospital room.

"He needs you Feby. Promise me you'll always be around him?"

"Sure Mother" I answered briefly.

I hold Senopati's hand even tighter, I wish she would wake up upon my arrival. I wanted to give her the smile and spirit that I always wanted to be with her.

"Before he fell ill suddenly, according to the staff at the Kades office where he served, Senopati experienced a very severe anxiety. It seemed like there was something he was craving, to the point that he could not eat a single bit, no matter what he thought," his mother said.

I remember the events at the Samudra Hotel. I'm sure it has something to do with Senopati's pain with the incident.