THE SMITH'S (A Sequel Of Not Just Friends)
PART 346'S
Thumbs are conditioned first (ehem) before the bottom of ye
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JUNCTURE
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“Kak Alva want what?”
“This is going to grab fruit for Little Star and I”
Varen, who had taken Andrea back to their room, passed Via as he descended into the kitchen.
“You what fruit? Here Via help Kak”
Via offers help.
“No need to Kok Vi”
“Kak Alva, Via is also Kak Alva, so Kak Alva do not hesitate if you want to tell Via what is gitu”
Varen smiles.
“Iya Vi” Reply Varen “Thanks ya”
“Kalo Kak Alva wants to share and exchange ideas with Via, Via will be very seneng Kak. The face of Alva
looks still saving load here ..”
He pointed at his own head.
“And here” Then Via pointed at his chest.
Make Varen stop his activities for a moment.
Varen sighed as both hands held the edge of the marble table in the kitchen that was usually used to prepare dishes.
“Sorry Brother, what about Kak Alva and Drea child candidates ..?”
“Iya ..” Varen is weak.
“Kak Alva hasn't told Drea?”
Varen replied with a nod. “I'm still a little hesitant to tell Drea, Vi.” Varen said slowly.
“Don't Kak ... don't feel hesitate”
“I'm afraid Little Star will get very hurt ...”.
Varen looks sad.
“Sure Sister. Drea must have been hurt. But Via reckon Drea will understand very well Kak Alva's reason. So to tell the truth about your child-to-be to Drea, if according to Via sooner is better. At least Kak Alva is not too burdened again about this, however Drea's attitude later ..” Speak Via.
“Via correct, Abang”
Mama Jihan came from behind Varen and Kevia.
“If Abang really intends to be honest with Drea about your prospective baby, it is better not to be delayed too long. So you don't look so burdened like this”
“Iya Mama Bear ..”
Varen smiled faintly.
“Still yes.. Mother Bear .. Via ..” Varen then grabbed one of his Mom – who is Nathan's birth mother.
“Sama – with handsome Brother Varen!” Said Mama Jihan who then scrambled slowly Varen's hair
while smiling.
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Varen who has made up his mind, as a decision that he has taken whatever the risk. Even though he knows
andrea will be hurt and sad, as Poppa said.
And some time ago also Varen had a chat with Kevia and Mama Jihan who suggested that
Varen did not delay any longer to tell the truth about the prospective baby and Andrea, if indeed the brother wanted to reveal it to Andrea.
So Varen is now with Andrea and tells the truth about their future baby who must be eliminated.
**
“Remember what I told you about on the way back here?”
“About.”
“About my business partner who decided to lift a fetus, their future baby from the stomach of his wife.”.
“........”
“The business associate I said it .. is myself.”
“Ap-a, Bang....??”
“That's me, Little Star. Who agreed to lift the fetus in your stomach ..”
**
In the end all about Andrea's pregnancy is short following the state of the fetus and the decision that
Varen takes to bring out his son-in-law and Drea without even waiting for Andrea's stable state Varen has revealed. Not without reason, after all, Dr. Alan also expects Varen to make a decision quickly.
What Varen is willing to sacrifice at the expense of the fetus in the belly of Andrea who is indeed very thin hope,
or defend with all the consequences that could have been more painful ahead.
If asked how Varen felt, his heart was broken for sure.
The child that he really hopes for from his marriage and Andrea must be sacrificed for the safety of the mother in the future, and with consideration for the good of the fetus that if maintained will most likely make their child live with abnormal conditions either physical or congenital diseases.
And above all, it is all about Andrea, especially the life of his little wife that is the important point of decision making Varen to lift the fetus of his baby and Andrea. Back to what Varen has always felt since Andrea was born into the world, at the same time Varen has loved him.
If Varen, then,
Can't live in a world where there's no Andrea in it.
**
How Andrea after Varen said that there was once a fetus living in her stomach, reality
if Andrea was ever pregnant but with a very forced fetus in her stomach it is not maintained her life to develop in there, in the belly of Andrea.
Didn't even wait to let Andrea know for a second.
Andrea was furious, at Varen who he considered the heart of their baby candidate.
On top of that, Andrea's grief was immeasurably great, as a huge hole in her heart that appeared and felt
it was painful for Andrea.
“Abang today! ....”
Andrea's hysterical screams as Varen tells the painful truth about the pregnancy she never knew.
“Abang Tegaaaa!!..”
The accusation that Andrea threw at Varen with his hysteria.
“Why Abaaannnngggg???!..”
following the pain that felt so stifling his chest saw Andrea who looked so hurt and accused him of being a bad person.
But actually, the wounds and pains in Varen's heart were bigger than Andrea felt. But all the accusations
Andrea, Varen received with a chest.
**
“I may be evil.... is not possible, but yes, I am evil”.
“........”
“Making you have no chance of knowing and feeling your pregnancy, I am evil...”.
Stared hold Andrea's face by Varen sticky –.
“Taking the decision to eliminate our baby-to-be, I'm more evil ...”
A tear thread escaped from the crevice of Varen's eyelids.
“But all of that is just for one reason, Little Star ...”
“........”
“Because I can't live, even trying I don't want to. If I have to live.....
where you are not in”
Varen shook, both his voice and his body. He was bowed later because he was unable to hold back the water
his eyes did not escape both of his eyes.
Because all the pain has been before Varen felt, since he saw the condition of Andrea after the tragedy of his abduction.
There was a wound formed when he saw his beloved Little Star behaving like a person who was not sane, so that he did not
recognize him, though not for long.
Then Varen's wound was increasingly gaping, because he seemed not given the choice to eliminate his biggest dream, namely the baby candidate and Andrea.
Only – eyes, because Varen wants a small star that is always the light of his life is not threatened by danger.
And the wound was now growing, because of the attitude and accusations of Andrea until his little wife seemed to start to hate him, because after talking and crying, Andrea did not even turn her face to Varen.
But it's okay, Varen is willing.
Andrea's attitude was a consequence that Varen had expected.
Again it's okay. Let him bear the pain, as long as Andrea is no longer in danger.
“I'm sorry Little Star ..”
Varen had already wiped away her tears, sighing heavily.
“Although I really hope you will forgive me, but I do not ask let alone force you to forgive me. I accept if after this there is only hatred in your heart for me.”
Varen smiled, but the smile broke a bit of bitterness while looking at Andrea who was still
turning her face away from Varen with a sobbing sound that still sounded from Andrea's mouth following her as unwillingness.
“What if after this you want to create a distance with me, for God's sake I sincerely accept if it can make amends to you and our future baby. But don't ask me to leave, because to the death I won't be able to”
“Then don't stand in front of me, because I don't want to see your face”
Varen bit her own lips.
“Good ..”
Varen's answer came out of Varen's mouth along with her smile at Andrea's speech just now.
“Rest Little Star, I promise you when you wake up, although I will always be near you, I will just stand behind you. But importantly, my eyes can always capture the existence of kamu”
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“Little Star sleep, Bang? ..”
Mommy Ara asked as she came to the front of Varen and Andrea's private room after Varen contacted her via cell phone.
“Already, Mom ..” Answer the lethargic Varen.
“Why Brother?”
Mommy Ara noticed her son's lethargic and slightly puffy face. And again, brother
he asked her to speak outside her son's private room, even though Varen's door was left open.
“I've said it Mom. About our child-to-be on Little Star ..” Lirih Varen, looked at the Mommy then turned thinly where the ridge was emitting bitter in it.
“It was a good decision, Brother...”.
Mommy Ara gently touched the face of the son who looked hurt.
"Just be told sooner, it'll be better. And that's from your own mouth.."
No need to ask how, Mommy Ara can already guess how the condition of Varen's conversation and
Andrea who must have caused injuries to both hearts.
Varen asks for a hug from the Mommy with her body gesture.
“Little Star may already hate me now.” Varen said with a slightly raucous voice.
“You're patient? ..”
“Iya Mom ..”
The mother and son threw smiles at each other.
“Don't be sad. If Little Star hates you, it's impossible. He just needs time, Mom sure it ..”
Varen snorted and smiled bitterly.
“The reality is like that Mom... Little Star hates me.”.
“......”
“Little Star has confirmed ... if she doesn't want to see my face again.”.
There's a tie in the throat of the brother.
“What brother, all will be beautiful in time... You should be sure of it”
Groped again the face of the son by Mommy Ara gently.
“Little Star takes time to understand and understand .. eat give as much time as he needs .. be patient to wait for the beautiful thing to come. Because time will also show, how big your sacrifice is, how much you love Little Star”
“......”
“Because love is not limited to – words sweet is not it?”
“......”
“Not limited to the hand that caresses the head, not limited to the hand that grabs to hug ..”
“......”
“But love is an act. Where sacrifice, sometimes it takes in just – eyes to distinguish between obsession, and true love.”.
To be continue..
Turns out it's been through the number of episodes of BSS The Smith's up here.**
