
B L U E
(Pilu)
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“So you same Drea brought me here?”
“Ya pick up Rendy. She knows where Kevia is now”
“Ya pardon Abaaannnggg .... why didn't you say you wanted to pick up Rendy here?. My heart is my feet
have you been weak?”
While Nathan was holding his chest, the brother only put on a stupid face. “Continue, want to protest?”
Varen's real heartwarming speech is Tan – Tan. His heart giggles amusedly, but the brother jago if you put a cool face nahan laughs.
Because Varen can already guess what Nathan will think if he is the one he said wants to be met
kevia was invited to the cemetery.
“Ya engga..”
Nathan who did not dare to protest, in his heart he resigned.
Rather than later if he dared to protest, continued Brother changed his mind?. Kan the brother is so ugly, if not happy ya like – likes him. You can change your mind in a fraction of a second if your mood changes. So Nathan better find her safe.
“Continue now so right to Kevia's place..?” Nathan asked a little.
“Still have a face you meet him?!” Rendy's answer made bad-hearted Tan – Tan. Nathan's face turned sad, he twisted his lips bitterly and then the chirp that described Nathan's heart to be a little bitter was seen now.
Making Rendy who was a little angry and upset at Nathan so bad at once pity as well. Nathan looks hurt. It was obvious his guilt towards Kevia in Rendy's current view.
Rendy then sighed, then grabbed Nathan by the shoulder. “Jo, Jo .. fatal lo error tau ga?” Rendy.
“Iya, Brother... I know ...”
Nathan bowed languidly.
“Ya. The important thing is that you are aware of your mistakes and want to improve yourself lo”
“Iya Brother..” Nathan smiled faintly.
“Ya let's go”
“Ga wait for Aunt same Uncle first Brother?” Andrea asked Rendy.
“Ga. I didn't say you guys wanted to come too, pick me up here” replied Rendy.
Andrea and Varen mangosteen – mangosteen.
“Come! Don't put the madesu face like lo!” Rendy embraces Nathan's shoulder and walks ahead of Andrea and Varen, who then smile at them. Nathan nodded and smiled at Rendy. The four men walked out of the cemetery.
****
Andrea, Varen, Nathan and Rendy are already driving in the car that Rendy is driving in now, because of the man
he volunteered to drive himself. Ogah ribet became navigator, so the car that was driven by Nathan he took over the wheel to go to Kevia.
“Sister Rendy is in service today?”
“I'm on leave today. Incidentally there is also a professional friend who I trust to make standby at the Hospital all day this” Sahut Rendy on Andrea who sits in the back passenger seat with Varen.
“Still Yes Kak”
“Sama – equals Drea ...” Rendy softly told Andrea, then glanced cynically at Nathan sitting in the passenger seat beside her. “Lo, don't you want to say thanks to me?!” No soft – soft same si Tan – Tan.
Nathan who realized Rendy spoke to mean innuendo to him then immediately turned to the doctor
the heart of his brother's friend. “Iya Brother Rendy, who is kindhearted and not arrogant, thanks for the big – Nathan's words revealed his forced smile to Rendy, Andrea and Varen giggled at him. Rendy's phone then rang.
“Halo” Sapa Rendy to the person who called her, after she pulled the car over the shoulder of the road if it was safe.
“Iya Vi?”
Who sat beside Rendy immediately turned his head spontaneously to hear Rendy's second sentence on the person who
contacted him.
‘Vi .. Via.....?’
Nathan's mind guessed. His heart is pounding now, eager to grab Rendy's phone, make sure it's his own guess, if the one who was talking to Rendy on the phone is Via –?.
“Before Vi, I minggirin car first” said Rendy who then without Nathan guessing, as if Rendy knew the contents
her heart, wanting to hear Kevia's voice, pressed the speaker button on her phone. “Iya how is Vi?” Connect Rendy after pressing the speaker button.
“His funeral of AA relatives is done?”
And the sound came out of Rendy's cell phone.
The voice of someone Nathan had been dying for about four years. Kevia.... Her voice is no longer heard like when she was in second grade High School, when Kevia was still with Nathan.
‘Via... I miss.’.
“Iya udah” Sahut Rendy on Kevia's previous question.
“AA again drive?” Ask Kevia again from there. Nathan was jealous, Kevia's call to Rendy sounded friendly. But Nathan was silent, especially listening to Kevia's voice
“Iya. Want to suck you up, right?”
“Huumm ..”
“Why Vi?”
“AA same to whom?” Kevia asked.
“Sama Andrea and her husband”
“Bertiga aja?”
Rendy did not immediately answer a glance at Nathan beside him whose face looked hopeful.
“There's Jonathan also ..”
“Oh”
Oh – his Kevia sounds flat only. There was a thicket that bound Nathan's heart hearing the flatness of the response
Kevia about her.
“A,”
“Ya?”
“Eum .... Please apologize to Andrea and her husband. Sorry, but I think I canceled to meet them” Kevia said from there, then there was a disappointed heart. Not Andrea and Varen's heart but.
But Nathan's heart. ‘Because there's me, is it Vi?’
“Can you know why?” Ask Rendy.
“Ga what the hell. After I thought – thought, yeah I met them for what?”
“They want to talk to you?”
“Eum, yes it is, about the thing they want to talk about. I don't think it's necessary to ‘A. It's all the past, no need to discuss anymore”
“Ya it's up to you anyway it” Sahut Rendy later.
“They are angry ga ya ‘A?. I don't feel good about Andrea and her husband, do I?. But easy – mendas them
can understand”
Rendy turned to Andrea and Varen, and Varen then nodded her head.
“Ga anyway, they won't be angry. They must have goti”
“Ya is so. Say hello to Andrea and her husband. Again tell them I'm sorry. Labile, hehehe”
Kevia chuckled small. Nathan smiled miris. Remember the word labile, remember the psychiatric condition of Kevia first to seep remember his mistake again to Kevia.
“Iya have Yes” Sahut Rendy.
“Ya ‘A, is that it?. AA heart – heart drive..”
“Eh bentar Vi,”
“Iya ‘A?”
“Via won't talk to Jonathan?” Rendy glanced at Nathan.
There was such a great hope in Nathan's heart.
And yet later,
“It doesn't need 'A. There's nothing I need to talk about with him. She is not who – who I am anymore also”
**
‘Via.’
Two days from Kevia's indirect rejection of her. Nathan felt his world go ash – ashes. Sorry, pain is one. Missing, but the missed do not want to meet, talk without having to meet even Via does not want.
‘Just a minute Vi, just a minute. Want to apologize Vi, want to apologize correctly’
Nathan's heart whispered to itself. At Kevia he hoped, but hope it could not be directly said. Kevia refuses to talk to her that day, when Rendy asks Kevia about it.
"Partially he's not who – who I am anymore also”
That sentence that now often ringed in Nathan's ear, making him feel there is a twisting pain.
Hola, that's what Nathan feels. But how will you?. Nathan has no power to force. Scared, if Kevia gets more
hated it.
So, during these two days, Nathan was doing his usual activities. Daddy and Mama wanted Nathan to take his S-2 lectures even more seriously, so Nathan did it obediently. He has promised himself that he will obey all the words of his biological parents and his other Dads and Moms, grandparents, and brothers.
“Than ..” It was Mama Jihan who visited Nathan who was pensive in his room.
“Ya Mam?”
Nathan approached the mother. “Down, eat. Everyone has gathered”
“Yes, Mam” Nathan directly embraces the Mama's shoulder and goes downstairs together.
“You're ready – ready”
“For?”
“Below there are already waiting for you”
“Who?” Ask Nathan.
“Tuh!” Mama Jihan pointed in one direction.
‘Mati!’ Nathan's mind spontaneously said.
Nathan grimaced at some of the people who were on Mama Jihan's index finger. Nathan was – was
so.
“Pop, Dad”
Ah, two dragons have come out of their lair in London and are now in front of them. Nathan was quick
suspecting that the arrival of those who are domiciled in London minus Papa Lucca and his family, must be related to the problem and Kevia.
Nathan was misbehaved, but still crucified with reverence two dragons who had not said, just looking
to him.
Not looking at Nathan with anger or cynical eyes, the two men looked at him flatly, but
why is Nathan so horrified?. Nathan was guessing – guesses, these two people are very hard Nathan guessed. Nathan crucifies, Momma and Mommy Ara, following Oma, Gamma and Gappa.
Nathan gets a warm hug, from those who have just arrived from London, except for the two dragons who are still standing looking at him. Flat indeed, but it's as if he's passing every inch of Nathan's body.
‘If your Poppa and Daddy R seem so calm, too calm even, it's a alert signal for anyone. Somehow their hearts if they look like it’
Nathan remembered the remark, I don't know who said it. Nathan finally notices the two dragons
the unfinished human being looked at him. Alert, Nathan is starting to be alert. Dragon is like that, diem, diem, tau – tau spitting fire.
“Kemari”
Daddy R moved his index finger at Nathan, where everyone was silent and Nathan was watching
gulping his saliva, walked closer to Daddy R who was standing close to Poppa who put his hand in his pants pocket.
“Ya, Dad?”
Nathan is afraid – is afraid of getting close to Daddy R and Poppa. “So it looks like this, huh?. Boy – cowardly men in our family?”
Nathan pias, but resigned. End of – end of this word ‘pengecut’ already familiar inelinganya. Nathan didn't answer, to one of Dad's looks not to be asked, but sadistic as well. The one Nathan heard through the story from their other Dads. Not to mention Daddy R's spicy mouth, beating the hottest chili in the world when you're
insinuate someone.
“You want my praise for your behavior?”
“No, Dad..”
“Maybe he wants to be given an award?”
That's Poppa talking. His mouth is sometimes eleven twelve with Daddy R. Not to mention his hands when he is upset.
“The highest award for a ba**ngan” Flat is indeed the voice of Poppa while continuing to look at Nathan\, but the sharpness of the speech is quite stabbing feeling. “But I think.. ba**not enough\, huh? Mention for you?”
Poppa brought his face closer to the bowed Nathan.
“I added with Losers. Hows it? It suits you, doesn't it?”
“Sorry .. Dad ... Pop..”
Nathan said quietly in his bow. The others still watched silently, no one dared to
interrupt if two dragons are talking if their auras are what they are today.
Both Daddy Jeff and Mama Jihan were silent, including Gappa, the former ruler of the family. Because
his power had already switched on that of two dragons.
“Who do you consider, hem?”
Poppa has now laid out both his hands.
Nathan ventured to look at Poppa who was now in front of him, following his sharp gaze. Then looked at Daddy R. Also the same as Poppa, looking intently at him.
“My parents, My Dads ..” Nathan replied with a sad look mixed with fear.
“Truely so?”
“Yes, Pop ..”
Nathan answered without hesitation, though slightly stunned.
“R ..”
Poppa shifted a little, until Daddy R was now right in front of Nathan.
“Tays ..”
Daddy R put one hand on Nathan's cheek and jaw line. Patting slowly.
“But Embarrassing!”
Plakk!
A slap landed on Nathan's cheek that was patted by Daddy R. Very loud, because from the sound of Daddy R's palm landed on Nathan's cheek it sounded painful. Don't be Nathan to imagine what Daddy R's slap feels like.
The atmosphere was quiet earlier, now more quiet, a little gripping.
“Juga Disgusting!”
Plakk!
Ah, my God one more slap Daddy R land right on Nathan's cheek the other, pretty slap
energetic as it were, because then there was a wound on Nathan's lips, as Nathan's rust-like taste felt in his mouth. Nathan didn't interrupt, nor did he ambush.
The slap of Daddy R he received with a chest. Well, Nathan felt it was appropriate for him. Nathan looked
Daddy R with his firmness, he was smiling at his lips. “Thanks Dad ..”
On Daddy R, his eyes began to turn red. While Poppa was still looking at Nathan, the look on his face had changed.
“Sorry.that's all I can say. I'm sorry, I'm so, but I realize that my regrets can't
change things. So .. Sorry.. once again I'm sorry. For what I did to that girl named Kevia who embarrassed you I apologize ... for having cowards, ba**ngan, depraved losers in this family I apologize ..”.
Nathan's shoulders are shaking. He cried not out of fear of punishment or tantrums that Daddy R and Poppa might have given and done to him. Nathan wept with regret over the magnitude of the disappointment in the family he had broken up. Because Nathan, dear, not only to Daddy Jeff and Mama Jihan, but to all the parents in his family.
“Whatever punishment I receive.any blasphemy I have no problem... Just please, don't hate me. That's all
.. cause I need you guys. Next I need you.. The one I hurt already hates me, it's enough to torment my inner self. So please, don't add any more to your hatred of me.... For God's sake.I regret...for my sin on Kevia, for the shame you have..just please, again, do not...
Oh, Nathan. Poppa rubbed Nathan's head with a pity. Which then his oozing into a sob in the arms of Daddy R.
“I'm sorry Dad.... Pop ....”
**
To be continue..