THE SMITH'S (A Sequel Of Not Just Friends)
PART 345'S
Thumbs are conditioned first (ehem) before the bottom of ye
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BITTER, BUT HAVE TO FEEL IT
(Bitter, But Still Must Feel It)
Happy reading..
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“His wife is pregnant. but. there are things that make her decide to remove the fetus from the stomach of his wife, without his wife knowing.”
“Hah?!”
“Iya it because ..”
“Kok can he cut it off to his wife and future children? ..”
“But still it's not fair know Bang, for their wife and baby-to-be it”
“Iya indeed, but.”
“Drea ga kayang if it's Drea deh.”
“Little Star.”
“Oh yes Brother, although Drea's condition has not recovered but Drea can still swim right? Or riding, well that's what. Same college too?”
“If swimming is still possible. Riding or sports that are too imporse your energy do not first. College holidays first”
Varen chose not to continue the discussion of the previous topic, because Andrea had shifted the topic of their conversation.
“Means bed sports including dong ya , which can not? Is that enough to power Drea?” Andrea chuckles.
Varen smiled at his smile.
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Andrea and Varen return to the House from the Hospital.
Andrea chuckled as Varen had positioned herself to hold Andrea behind.
But Andrea did not give a refusal to be held back by Varen as often the brother did even since Andrea was a child.
**
There were only a few family members in the Adjieran Smith Family Main House during Varen and
Andrea's back from the hospital.
“How about the results of the Little Star check?” The God Daddy who passed Varen and Andrea as he looked about to get out of the House immediately asked the two.
“So far so good (So far good), Dad” Sahut Varen.
“Daddy Boo – Boo where to go?” Ask Andrea.
“There are few things Dad wants to take care of”
“Heeemm..”.
“Ya. Dad go first, huh?. You guys just rest”
Andrea mangosteen – mangosteen. “Ya is deh”
Daddy the God smiled and scrambled softly Andrea's hair.
“Who's inside, Dad?”
“Grandpa’s and Grandma’s is on the back porch. Via and some of your Moms are also there”
“Okay Dad Andrea Sahut
“Ya. Dad go first”
“Shortly Dad” Hold Varen on Daddy Dewa. “Little Star”
Varen turned a little to Andrea who was still carrying behind.
“Ya, Brother?.”
Andrea softly replied.
“You to the lounge first huh? I want to talk to Daddy Boo for a second - Boo”
“Iya, Brother”
***
The excitement began to hit Varen, when he and Andrea had said goodbye to return to their private rooms.
My brother's heart is at war a little about revealing truth and honesty.
Previously, the brother had established his heart and self to tell Andrea about the truth that
Andrea was pregnant when conditions were still very unstable after the incident of her abduction by Dilara and her syndicate.
“Kok can he cut it off to his wife and future children? ..”
“He's not the heart of Little Star..”
“But still it's not fair know Bang, for their wife and baby-to-be it”
“Iya indeed, but.”
“Drea ga kayang if it's Drea deh.”
Brother sighed with his weight.
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Life must be based on honesty, especially living in a household, in addition to the name of love and understanding. But sometimes some considerations make the path to honesty difficult.
But well as difficult as anything, if the name wants to be well-intentioned through an honesty, yesaa .. doubt must be cleared first of course.
Because in a bond, let alone a husband and wife relationship in addition to good communication yes honesty in terms of
whatever is good to say.
But maybe coming back again sometimes honestly is hard, honesty is painful.
But better, rather than lying, lying let alone being lied to.
There is no such thing as a lie for good.
Lying is lying, that is.
Want to live a good marriage relationship with his beloved girl, without any lies in the
within it.
That's what Varen is considering at the moment.
About one thing that is mostly sensitive in a marriage.
The boy!
Not because of differences of opinion about wanting to delay having a baby. But about a much more sensitive thing than that.
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Varen has made up his mind, as a decision he has taken whatever the risk. Andrea will definitely be hurt and sad, as Poppa said.
But rather than being hidden and in the end Andrea knew out of nowhere and from whom
will be much more hurt, sad and disappointed over the lies of people – people around him who he loved and he believed.
So it is better for Varen to reveal the truth about their prospective baby Varen decided to take out, before the fetus is shaped and has a spirit because of some considerations.
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“Abaang...”.
“Heem?..”
“Abang if you want to take care of something else, a job or anything please just.... Drea ga will what – what kok”
“Most is Little Star...”
“Serious Brother, see this Drea is good – right?. Normal Drea body temperature. So if you want to take care of
work or maybe want to go to the company, please just Abang. Drea also want to relax – relax this”
“Company is stable, besides Dads we can also still handle .... anyway we also have some people
competent and reliable trust. Besides I promised not to leave you alone ..”
“Kan many people here, Brother ...”
“Iya indeed .. but as long as I can still be by your side yes better I will accompany you ..” Sahut Varen looking at Andrea dang smiling.
“Abang niiiihhh.. always think of Drea too – then until sometimes ignore yourself. See this, Brother's own face already looks tired and a lot of mind”
“It’s because I Love You Little Star ... (It's because I love you Little Star ..)”
“And Drea is so!”
“Little Star..” Varen took a break. “There's something I want to tell you...”.
“If you cannot live without Drea?. Drea is the same!” Celoteh Andrea and Varen chuckled small. “Well, smile is cute ... Brother's face is very tense because”
Varen smiled and brought Andrea closer to him, holding Andrea for a moment.
“Abang want to talk about what?”
“Child ..”
“Means A- ..”
“Kita ..”
“Hu’um? ..”
Question marks are on Andrea's face.
“Our child ...?”
“Iya ..” Varen nodded lethargicly as she turned herself to Andrea who was sitting on the deep long sofa
their rooms.
“Means our son's brother ...?.....”
“Prospective of our child more precisely ..”
“........”
“You were pregnant Little Star ..”
“A-what???...” Andrea was surprised.
“Iya”
Varen nodded and smiled faintly.
“Ta-but...”.
“Yes, you were pregnant”
“Kok..”.
“When you were kidnapped, you were pregnant ...”
“Iya .... never ...” Varen's face looks more sad, looking at Andrea who then glazed – glass while covering her mouth with both hands. "You've been pregnant"
“Per-ever .?.. mak-means Brother.”
Drea paused her sentence. He looked down at his stomach while stroking quietly there.
“Events.. ever existed?. means.. now .. has not existed again?.” Andrea tergugu's.
“Sorry .. i.”
Varen did not continue, as one hand of Andrea covered her mouth.
Andrea smiled her smile while smiling. “Stop blaming yourself Brother ..”
Andrea stared fixedly at Varen.
“If Drea had known that Drea was pregnant, Drea would have been careless.”
Tracing Varen's line with his hands.
“If Drea finds out, Drea will definitely fight those criminals with more caution.”
“Little Star ..”
“Can be Drea ga miscarriage ..”
“Not so Little ..”
“It's worth Drea always dreaming about a boy – boy who looks like Abang”
“........”
“It turns out he ever existed huh?. Yeah a little bit much though it happened because of Dilara and his syndicate
targeting Drea and Via, but at least now Drea understands ..”
Andrea sighed for a moment. A pinch of regret sounded from Andrea's sigh.
“The baby .. Our fallen child .. often overshadowed Drea late – this final, would like to remind how careless and foolish this mother was until she could not survive in the end.”
“No! Wasn't it! Not like that!”
Varen clasped Andrea's hand.
“It's not your fault until our baby candidate leaves!”
Varen looked at Andrea with a flash of guilt on both of her net.
“But my fault ..”
Varen bowed lethargicly then.
“Abang ..” Andrea's hand stretched out and gently raised Varen's face to face with her face.
“My fault, Little Star ..”
Andrea shook her head. He smiles.
“Stop it, Brother ..”
“You .. not miscarried Little Star.”
“Hm? ..”
“Fetus in your stomach is already dead ..”
“........”
“But .. not because of miscarriage with .. in a natural way ..”
“Means?.” Andrea was confused.
“Remember our conversation on the way back here?”
“About.”
“About my business partner who decided to lift a fetus, their future baby from the stomach of his wife.”.
“........”
“The business associate I said it .. is myself.”
“Ap-a, Bang....??”
“That's me, Little Star. Who agreed to lift the fetus in your stomach ..”
Andrea geleng –. It formed a smile with its lips open, as if in disbelief.
“Engga..... You lied, right ....??? Brother intentionally, right? So that Drea doesn't blame Drea for
it was Drea's recklessness that made Drea miscarry? ..... It's probably not that much, right ...?..”
“Unfortunately it's true Little Star .... sorry, I ....”
“Abaaaannnggg!..”
“Little Star ... listen to me first...”.
“Abang today! ....”
“Little Star .. I may be evil, but the fetus in your stomach, our baby-to-be, is indeed no hope dear ..”
“Tega, Brother huh?!!!”
“Not that I have the heart of Little Star ...”.
“What's the name if it's not the heart to remove the flesh of brother's own blood?!”
“Little Star .... please listen to my explanation first ..... condition...... condition of the fetus in your stomach does not allow to be maintained dear ....”.
“That's so much Abaaaannnggg.
Andrea was roaring.
“Abang Tegaaaa!!..”
Varen.
“Not like that Little Star!... Options ..”
“Quite!!!!. ..” Andrea raised and pointed one palm at Varen.
“Listen to my explanation first Little Star!!!! ... After that whatever your judgment I received ...”
“........”
“That fetus could be born with a concerning condition ..dia ...... our prospective baby is very at risk of having a congenital defect, Little Star ..”
“So Brother is shy?!”
“Not...”.
“Abang embarrassed to have a disabled child, even though it was the flesh of his own brother, from the wife he said Brother loved wholeheartedly??? Heh??!!!!”
“Not like ...”
“BULLSHT*!”
“Little Star!!...” Varen gripped the hysterical shoulder of Andrea.
“Sana!” In the thrust of Varen's body violently by Andrea.
“Sorry Little Star ...”
“........”
“I made that decision not because I was ashamed to have a child who has a deficiency later.
I fear, ji-ka will be .. if she lives and survives .. she will live in suffering..... I'd rather not have the heart if I had to see our son live to suffer later.. and will see you cry every second ... a-I won't be able to Little Star ...”.
“But why must be so fast Abang break-kaaan...
just a moment ... if... if it turns out God gave Drea a chance to happily know ... there is a life from, - the fruit of our love Abaaaanngggggg.
“Ma-af ... sorry Little Star...
“Drea is also entitled Abaanng...”.
Andrea. Sobbing deeply and now bowing lethargic with the open arms he was looking at.
“Meski .. although Drea was not given the opportunity to be able to cradle it in the hands of Drea, but at least ... know that Drea can conceive, if ... This careless Drea ... This stubborn Drea ... Drea who hasn't been becus so this wife ...”.
“Don’t talk like that, please ... (Do not talk like that, please).”
“Drea who always troublesome Brother and many people in this family, can be proud if it turns out Drea
never had a chance to give Brother a descendant .... Although! Although, just barely Abaaaang..”.
“........”
“But why did Brother to the heart make Drea feel happiness even though it was just that moment???!!!...”
“For-give me ... (Pardon me ..)”
“Why Abaaaanngggggg???!..”
No more words – words that come out of the mouth of Andrea who has covered the face with both hands
in addition to the stuffing that had broken out into a roaring cry and stifled the chest of the brother.
Bringing Andrea whose body was already trembling into his deep embrace. It's not just Andrea
her sadness seemed amazing, but Varen was also. Her tears had come out, as well as her stuffing that sounded soft as she hugged Andrea and cursed herself in the heart.
Andrea was injured, Varen was the same.
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“Please hate me, if according to Drea, Brother deserves it”
Now, Varen has broken his grip from Andrea. Without even turning his gaze away, Varen
memorizing the circle of tears Andrea who has not stopped even though the crying is not loud anymore. Although Andrea seemed to not want to see it.
“All that I do because of consideration for your life which is at stake later. And I, will always put you above everything Little Star ..” Varen Lirih. “I wouldn't even think twice if I had to exchange my life for yours.”.
Varen smiled bitterly.
“I may be evil.... is not possible, but yes, I am evil”.
“........”
“Making you have no chance of knowing and feeling your pregnancy, I am evil...”.
Stared on the face of Andrea by Varen sticky –, still continues to memorize the tearful Andrea who seemed to not want to stop.
“Taking the decision to eliminate our baby-to-be, I'm more evil ...”
A tear thread escaped from the crevice of Varen's eyelids.
“But all of that is just for one reason, Little Star ...”
“........”
“Because I can't live, even trying I don't want to. If I have to live .... in the world.
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To be continue....
