THE SMITH'S (A Sequel Of Not Just Friends)
PART 264 – ABOUT NATHAN
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“Why not force Nathan to take responsibility? If you come to us, at least you
no need to be difficult like all this time”
“I don't want to force someone who isn't ready to be a father. That's it”
“Sorry yes, Kevia. If I ask like that. Sorry, not that I intended to open your old wounds”
“Ga what – what”
“....”
“Andrea yes? Your name was?”
“Iya ..”
“Ga what – what Andrea. Don'worry. I am not offended or angry. If I were in your position, maybe I would do the same with you, if I had a sister whose problem was like Jo”
“Sorry yes Kevia.. on behalf of Nathan I'm sorry. Also on behalf of our family. Sorry, for what I've
Nathan did it to you”
“Ga what is. No need to apologize. I forgot about that”
“You're good, Kevia”
“We just met you, Andrea. Know where I'm good?”
“Feeling me...”.
“Oh yes, you said Rendy's sister is your husband's best friend?”
“Iya”
“You're married?. Looks like your age is a little below me?”
“Iya. I was seventeen. New pass”
“Wow”
“....”
“Sorry, you got married at this age, M B A?”
“....”
“Sorry yes, I am a little difficult to speak – basi”
“Ga problem really, Kevia. I'm not weird with questions like that”
“....”
“I'm not married because of M B A. Just pure did marry young. Brother ... My husband means, and my family suggested me and my husband get married as soon as possible and I agree”
“Great are you? At this young age have dared to commit”
“Yes not so anyway, just there is nothing else I'm waiting for. My husband didn't forbid me to stay in college and pursue – ideals after marriage. He allows me to do whatever I like. He is also well established already, yes ... My parents said they want to wait especially. Our lives are also enough. Yes already, even marriage proposal I'm iyakan”
“Lucky you”
“I love my husband, so don't hesitate too much. He can assure me that he will be the responsible husband”
“Very lucky even”
“Regularly...”
“Your husband must love you very much, until – until you can't wait big to marry”
“Haha could be you Kevia”
“....”
“Uumm Kevia. Sorry I want to ask you again”
“Please, just ask”
“By the way – says you're alone?”
“Iya, I'm alone”
“You work or how?”
“Hmm think so. Why indeed?”
“Uummmm.... Your child, your child and Nathan, male – male or female?”
“....”
“She, guess – guess triennial age huh now? If he's not with you, who is he with? If I may, if you will, I would like to meet. With my niece, if you allow her I call her so”
“Of course, I will definitely let you call it that. Right think – thinks he's three years old now”
“Thank you...”.
“If he still has”
“???”
“So I don't know she's male – male or female. It was so small at the time. It was two weeks, last, that time. Before...”
“You... abort her?..”.
“.....”
“Because Nathan took responsibility, so you dropped him?”
“Engga, had intended like that, but I undo”
“Then?”
“I, want to give birth to her. No matter what it will be like, even though Jo wants to release his hands is okay. I had intended that. Previously ..”
“But?”
“But that day, the fetus in my stomach that is still a blood clot just came out”
“.....”
“Tak long, after Jo gave me the medicine he said was Vitamin, but it turned out to be abortion”
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“What? What hasn't been told all?”
“By Nathan!. What else have you not told me?. Don't tell me there's another Kevia – that becomes
your victim?! Don't tell me there's more than one girl that you've broken and not only that girl who's got a son of yours?! By the way! Nathan!”
“Kevia one – only”
“Then? ...”
“Kevia is indeed pregnant because of our actions ... my child...”.
“Speak directly to the point, don't convolve – belit”
“Kevia pregnant. Never.... but our son never born”
“Don't say...”
“Because I forced Kevia to abort, and yes our son was never born into the world. I am the cause .... I gave Kevia an abortion drug, without her noticing”
“NATHAANN!!...”
“JI!”
“MA!”
“JIHAN!”
“KAK!”
“THAT'S SO YOU'RE JONATHAANNN?!!...”
“Iya, Ma .... That bad, indeed, Mama's son..”.
The hearts of Daddy Jeff and Mama Jihan slumped sharply under their feet, after hearing the confession
Nathan the second. The fact that Nathan had corrupted a girl until she was pregnant, and the son refused to take responsibility had hit their chests hard.
Shortness, very sick even. A sharp knife was deliberately thrust into their heart until the wound felt so deep.
Now, the second fact adds to the pain and soreness of the wounds in their hearts. The fact that Nathan succeeded in making
‘hilang’ his son intentionally, it feels like the wound that was pierced in – in it increasingly torn with roughness.
THE PLAQUE!
One slap back again until Nathan's cheek. Not from the Mama, now the Daddy who slapped him.
her pride and Mama Jihan. Now let alone pride, Daddy Jeff was so angry and embarrassed at the same time.
Daddy Jeff's disappointment was too big, to constrict his sockets to breathe. I can't believe it, Nathan
the beloved Son was able to do such a lowly thing, from just playing bathed love **** and passion, producing a fetus, then Nathan ‘kill him’ consciously.
Yeah, that's his son.
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Nathan just froze in his place, after the Daddy slapped him. Staring at him with – glass eyes, looking at the Son, then rubbing his face rough.
“My behavior used to be so despicable. Bergonta – change women, just for sheer pleasure. No matter what sins may be innumerable, immeasurable. But when I found out the facts about your presence, for God's sake how happy I was, even I was furious at your Mama who hid you from me”
Daddy Jeff said in a voice that sounded raucous.
“If while you're still in the womb and your mom comes to me for an answer, I might not even think long enough to marry her right away. But you ... only commit one sin, which you cover with another. I already feel myself this is bad, but you .. not just bad .. I never thought, my son was so low”
While Mama Jihan was shedding in her tears, looking down and holding her chest. The rest is just silence.
For God's sake Varen and the others are deeply shocked by all the facts revealed about Nathan and his disgrace
it hid. Except for Andrea, she was already shocked first when she heard the story from Kevia's mouth.
Andrea is silent now, just like Varen and the others. Everything Nathan wanted to say to everyone
people in his family, already his bloodless brother is open all.
There was relief in Andrea's heart, for some reason. I don't think Nathan's doing anything to Kevia. Nor can it make Nathan so cornered like this, because however Andrea loves him, love Nathan, the Tan – Tan who often berjahili, but also attention to him.
They were all silent, with their hearts still racing, yet their gurgles were terrifying. “I want to go to room” It's Mama Jihan, who said while standing lethargic and turning her face away.
“Mam...” Nathan was approaching.
But Mama Jihan immediately raised one hand. Making Nathan instantly fixated on his spot.
“I'm sorry Mam ..”
“Jeff .. accompany me”
Mama Jihan ignores Nathan who pleads with her.
Daddy Jeff immediately approached the wife who looked so shocked and frustrated at this time. Gently embrace it, because the wife seems powerless.
“Dad...” The call of tears that fell on Nathan's cheek to the father whose face was mixed between disappointed and sad like his wife.
Daddy Jeff's legs are limp too, but he's a man. Who can withstand his wounds, even though the wound
it was inscribed by the beloved son. Daddy Jeff didn't look when Nathan called him.
Nathan is ignored, by both of his parents who he knows are swallowing so deep disappointment to him. Nathan's Pain.
In addition to feeling like a coward and ba**ngan, or – lecherous men like Mama Jihan said, Nathan also felt like a failure. As a child that should be a pride. “Excuse me – I ..”
Nathan's shoulders were shaking violently where he was standing right now. Both of his parents still did not care, continued
just walk away from him towards their room.
“Nathan ...”
It was Yuna's grandmother, who was approaching her first biological granddaughter. Caressed the face of the grandson who had shed in his tears, but was trembling from his place.
Nathan dropped a face on the grandmother's shoulder which then embraced her with pity despite the shock as well
melancholy.
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“Mam, Dad...” Nathan visited his parents in their room. Slowly enter because Daddy Jeff and Mama Jihan's room door is unlocked.
The owner was sitting alone on the bed, stared at by Nathan. Mama Jihan is back
rumble in her tears, leaning on Daddy Jeff who tightly grabbed him.
Daddy's eyes are usually sharp looking now also look decorated by the flash of water that pooled there.
Nathan knelt before them. Right in front of two pairs of legs dangling above the floor.
“I'm sorry .. forgive me ..”
Nathan wept in his tears. He bowed his head with both hands on his shoulders. Amounted
– the magnitude of the anger and disappointment of Daddy Jeff and Mama Jihan as parents, but still, when they see their son behaving like that now, the sense of unbearability is there.
Wanting to ignore, but Nathan also seemed devastated, it was clear how he was enveloped in millions of regrets. His attitude is original, not artificial. Her crying doesn't sound like a charade.
Nathan's sobbing was the heart of two parents who were now staring at the son. Then Mama Jihan said.
“All that don't you say and ask us, Nathan...”.
Nathan slowly raised his head.
“You asked God.... Sorry you asked Kevia ..”
Nathan nodded weakly. “Iya ..” Speak with raucous on sound.
The two old men in front of Nathan were heard sighing with their long and heavy breaths. Returnees
staring son.
“How many sisters do you have here?. Besides Andrea, there was Mika, Alisha and Aina. Even Val and Adrieanna. If one of them were treated the same way you did to Mustafa's daughter, what would you do, hem?”
Daddy Jeff spoke up and asked.
Nathan can't answer a good question from his Daddy.
Daddy Jeff grunts later.
“If you get married one day, have a daughter who gets hurt like you hurt her daughter Mustafa, how do you feel?”
Again – more interesting questions from Daddy Jeff that Nathan can not answer.
“My bad, why should you follow, my Boy?. Until this second still leaves regrets, especially when Aina was born. Because I used to flirt with women. Not a pride for you to make a real example!..”
Daddy Jeff snorted again, pausing his words.
“Then you thought, by imitating my bad behavior on women, you would easily say,
my father did too. Da? Like those? Until you can do what you did to that girl?!”
Nathan nodded quickly.
“Engga Dad, ga like that. I never thought about it. What I did to Kevia, it was purely my fault”
“You know, even without your husband having you, how happy Mama was. But now.. Sakes
Lord Nathan .. redeem your mistakes somehow .. don't make Mama feel sorry for giving birth to you ..”
Nathan was choked for a moment. His heart's strong. “Sorry, .... Ma ...” That's all Nathan can say. Just one word, I'm sorry. That will never be enough to make up for his mistakes.
“How big are your regrets?”
Daddy Jeff asked again.
“If there is an opportunity and sorry that I have to redeem with my life, then I will give it with
voluntary”
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From Nathan to Daddy and Mama:
Sorry, if I was so disappointed. Too disappointing, and it's true I'm so depraved and lowly. But
I'm sorry, not that I've never thought about it, even though it looks like I'm ignoring.
Before you, I felt that disappointment first. I was ashamed of myself, who was as cowardly and
that depraved. If I could turn the clock around, by God I'd fix everything from scratch.
You know, that can't be. The time that passes cannot be repeated.
But please, help me out now. I want to fix myself. Your hands that have been holding me all this time, please....
If you ask me to slice a pulse, then I will do without thinking anymore.
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To be continue ...
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