The Secret of Two Hearts
the ardent
now, the day had begun to afternoon, but Lia, still present in her room, was sitting speechless, on her mattress, hugging her knees, and hiding her face, between his knees, as well as with a diary and a letter from radit, which at this time, could accompany him
"why should this happen as I sich, hiks hiks, sorry father, lia nggk mean to be rude to father, father must be very hurt, hear the screams of lia, lia, lia is very sorry well, sorry lia hiks hyks" she said still crying
tok tok tok "lia, can mma come in?" said the mma outside Lia's room
"ma,, enter ma, pi,, the door, not my lia,, the key" he said brickly
hearing the narration of his son, mma also entered into the room of his son, with food, but, how shocked mma, when he saw the state of his favorite child
"lia, did you eat yach kiddo, this afternoon, your food did you abisin, this, mma makein new?" he asked her while handing over the plate she was carrying
"i,,, yes ma, ma, ma,, thanks yach ma, later lia eat" he said still with the original position
lia also raised her head which she hid between her knees, and, to her surprise, saw the state of her child
"astaghfirullah son, how long did you cry, until your eyes were swollen like this, your face was also tangled?" said the one who was still surprised
"ma, if lia has disappointed father, sorry lia ma, lia present in the middle of this family only adds to the burden, but ma, lia also do not know, why she can know the phone number lia, but, believe me ma, lia nggk love cell phone number lia to just anyone" he hugged the mother
"yes dear, mma understand, mma believe, you always keep good trust from mma and father, mma know, it's just your outlet right, eat her you scream the same father?" he calms
"ma, why yach, dad had such thoughts towards lia, lia really did not do her ma" said his moody
"yes, dear, you know, mma also know, you won't do such a thing, you also won't be disappointed mma right?" her word
"iya ma, lia nggk really snapped like father earlier this afternoon, lia just venting anger lia, lia really feel guilty ma hiks hiks" said his sinking his face on the shoulder of the mother
"yes, mma understand, you are also the patient yach, face the attitude of the father, the father is like that, but for a long time the father will also not be so the same as us" he said rubbing his son's back
"thank you yach ma, mma already understand lia, but right ma, lia nggk nggakuin it ma" he repeated
"yes, now, you eat yach, kasian, the food that you were abisin, which is now also half cold" he said
"iya ma, later lia eat yach, lia still not calm now, lia want to kek gini first" said her tightened her embrace
"my dear, you have not eaten, you must eat first, ywdh, if you do not want, mma bribe you now" he threatened
"iih, mma kok gitu sich, I don't want to eat anymore ma" his whine
"ywdh, aaa, you have to eat, you don't want to stop making mma with the others what are you worried about?" her word
"ywdh yes" he said
now, the mma also managed to persuade lia to continue her meal, because mma also felt worried, with her favorite child
mma feeds the lia with a plate of rice that finally runs out and she eats unconsciously
"ywdh, mma out first yach baby, already, you're still crying, oya, you want mma makein what, want milk, or tea?" ask her
"nggk ppa ma, do not try, thank you, lia already better really" said Lia displaying her forced smile
after the mma came out, lia looked at the letter from radit, which radit love had been this afternoon
"what's this?" ask her, while turning back the white envelope, which says to be obeyed
"i open a dech" he said as he opened the envelope
*when tired of greeting yourself, close your eyes, and imagine, asthma bint abi bakar who was climbing a cliff while fighting
if the test of life makes you cry, learn the fortitude of the pharaoh's wife
if the reproach greet you, bring patience siti maryam imron princess
if desperation makes you give up, imagine, hajar running from the hills of the shofa to the marwah
they are ordinary people like us, but it is their love for their Lord that makes them*
patient,,, stoic, and strong
the morning spirit
may your day bring blessings
lia smiled, when she finished reading the message from the radit, she was grateful, when she felt down, there were still people who could raise her spirits again
he finally decided to take ablution water and Ashar prayer, because indeed, the hour has shown at 15:30, the time for ashar prayer has arrived,,,, the,,,
lia also prayed ashar in a small mushala in her room, and asked for forgiveness from the creator, while raising her hand
*god,,,,, the,,,
forgive me, O God, I do not mean to offend my father, O God, forgive your servant God, I have indeed done things that exceed my limits by shouting at my father, those whom I love dearly, forgive their sins, O God,,,
oh, my god, that's, uh,,,
wake me up when I fall, embrace me when I feel sad, and make me a patient woman, who does not know, what her name is complaining...
Aamiin*,,,, uh*,,,
after Lia finished praying, she immediately tidied up the prayer tool, and sat back, on the edge of her bed, until,,,, and,,,
dddrrrttt,, dddrrrttt,, dddrrrttt,,, dddrrrrttt,,,
yeah, lia's phone rang, there was a sign of a call coming in, she saw it, and raised it, the call was connected
me
assalamualaikum
^^^kk radit^^^
^^*waalaikum salam ditta,^^^
^^^ Are you doing what*?^^^
me
just finished praying ashar kk
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^sorry, if I interrupt your time?^^^
me
no, radit does not interfere
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^^^^^^^
me
radit kk?
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^yes, what is ditta?^^^
me
what is mksd kk radit, radit,
by giving me
the text message?
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^ooh, you have read it
^^^suka?^^^
me
likes,,,
trus, what's the mksd?
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^Thank goodness, if you like it, ^^
^^^it *not what ditta is,^^^
^^^it is just a strand of the word^^^
^^^what I do, for^^^
^^^ Encourages you only, ^^^
^^^spirited yach, for tomorrow's exam*?^^^
me
yes kk, thank you
her spirit
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*ya, no problem taa,^^^
^^^ I hope, you always
^^^excited, although^^^
^^^living test, makes you cry*^^
me
kk, I'll stay
excitedly
everything
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*good, oh yes, it was noon,^^^
^^^ I have spoken, same om aldi^^
^^^ I asked permission, to be friendly^^
^^^with you, because yesterday, you yourself^^
^^^ who said, you have to tell
^^^your parents, regarding the question^^^
^^^ which I asked at that time*^^
me
how trus?
I know, radit by himself
must understand, what mksd father
forbid me to a friend
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*nggk ditta, om aldi^^
^^^ Allow me, to be^^^
^^^your friend, do you want, ^^
^^^friend with ku*?,,^^^
me
if my father and mma
already allowed it
then there's no more reason for me, then,
to reject her kk
^^^kk radit^^^
me
yes it's up to radit kk only,
if kk radit want, yach, sahabatan
if not also a problem
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*I'm kidding, I want to
^^^^yach taa*?^^^
me
yes, thanks also for
her writing message
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*iya, no problem ditta^^^
^^^we create yach date, today*?^^^
me
be able
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*today, Friday, July 30, 2014^^^
^^^on friendship day
^^^from zdafa raditya al hasbiy, and^^^
^^^ditta alia aldiansyah*^^^^
me
hhi, kk radit funny
bacain his bacain cake
law in school
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^^ must be, this also promises tau^^^
^^^we must commemorate this, every^^^
^^^today arrives, we must remember, with^^^
^^ Our friendship^^^^
me
yeah dech, how
radit is hmm
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*me will also make^^^
^^^walpaper yach, later you have to^^^
^^^pair the same wallpaper^^^
^^^on your phone*^^
me
it's up to radit
aja, I'm coming
^^^kk radit^^^
^^^*ywdh, I will do^^^
^^^now also, yach used to be
^^^ Later I will call again
^^^jan forgot to learn, make tomorrow^^^
^^^assalamualaikum*?^^^
me
yes, kk, hail waalaikum
after the lia hang up his phone, azdan maghrib was reverberating, lia also immediately fulfilled his obligation as a Muslim, he prayed maghrib, his strange dream, his, if he usually always prayed congregated on the lower floor with najai nua's sister in imami father, but today, lia chose her own Maghrib prayer in her room,,,
tok tok tok "kk lia, said aunt hanna, kk lia down, guide us njai?" seftiani said behind the door
"yes, soon I'm out" he said
"ie, can I come in?" her word
"yes, come in seft, I'm fixing my hijab" she said gently
sefti went into Lia's room, and approached the lia who was repairing her hijab
"kk lia why not join the congregational prayer below, not usually?" ask her who was confused earlier
"why seft, I just want to be in the room, oh yeah, where jihan, tumben, you're not with him?" say it while cuddling looking for the figure of jihan
"he was downstairs, again joking, together with fair kk, same om aldi, oh yes, when kk fair came, why don't we know?" ask her
"yes, I also do not know, you know, have been picked up at the same school kk fair, kk fair its people love surprises just as much as I seft" he explained
"ooh, so?" ask her
"yes, ywdh yuk we're down, afraid the others are waiting downstairs?" he said, after the hijab was neat
"yuk" replied sefti
they went down to the bottom floor, where my sister taught me, and, lia sat in her place
"hi kk lia?" greet the son of naji to lia who is sitting in his place
"hai all" he said with a forced smile
without knowing lia, now there is a pair of eyes that are watching her as soon as she comes and sits in her place
'she looks so uninspired today, what's up with her, is she in trouble?' inner inspiration, yes, inspiration is what has been paying attention to him since, his eyes are not the least bit turned away from his view of lia
"kk lia, this one's read how sich, I forgot?" tanya Jihan who is confirming the recitation of his Qur'an
"it was read buzzing jehan, his example of 'innaa' like that" he said
"sorry how, mksd, I don't understand?" ask her back
"you just ask aunty hanna yach, and, practice buzzing your voice" she said softly, and went to the front porch
"lia, what are you doing here?" ask someone approaching lia on the front porch
"i,, ilham, nggk, I was enjoying the night wind" he said without looking at inspiration
yes, inspiration was the one who noticed her earlier, and she saw jihan who asked lia
"sorry ham" said his shifting his body from near inspiration, in order to present his distance, between his two
"yes, no ppa, it should be me who apologizes li" said his who understood the concern lia
"yes, it doesn't matter ham" he said lowered his head
"lia, why are you, since then, why, I noticed, it seems, you are not excited?" ask her to the point
"yes, I was a little uninspired in doing activities, probably because of her many assignments at school" elak
lia was not used to suffering from her problems to just anyone, but this inspiration was very closed, and only to lia and her family and lia, she was warm, but she always avoided it
without knowledge and inspiration, now, a pair of eyes noticed both of them earlier, yes, it was the father, who was watching them, the father was inward
'that's my son's closure, even, it's true that he said radit this afternoon, he's keeping his distance from whoever it is, I'm sorry son, I didn't mean to be rude to you' her inner
"lia, are you in trouble, if you want to tell a story, I'll listen to your story" he said
"well, I'll tell you a story, but, right now, I'm really not in trouble, if I want to tell you a story, I'll tell you another time" he said
'even you harbored your own chaotic feelings, even though you were eager to tell a story to the person who asked your personal problems'
"yes, well, I'll wait for him, but, if you ever have a problem, don't hesitate to call, and tell me, I'll always listen to your story, even if I can, I'll always, I'll help your difficulties" he said at length
"yes ham, you don't have to worry, God willing, I'll call you next time" he said
"oh yeah, what's tomorrow, your school's having a grade-level exam?" ask her
"yes, tomorrow there's an exam at my school, what's the ham?" ask her
"yach spirit, make his exam, I'm sure you'll definitely get a pretty satisfactory grade?" her words were encouraging along with her sweet smile, but alas, lia did not see that
"yes, thanks ham, his spirit, aamiin, hopefully, I will keep trying" he said still downcast
'i know li, you must be facing a problem, it's okay if you don't want to tell me, but I'll be there for you, it can all be seen from the way you tell jihan, usually you explain it in detail, until the person who asks really understand, with what he read, it's okay, li, I salute you, you can keep your own problems'
'forgive me son, I regret all that you did this afternoon, I did not mean to scold you in front of everyone, I hope, you will forgive all your mistakes'
"kkk ilham, what is this sich, I forgot to read it?" ask a little scream
"li, I went there first yach, you didn't see me, did I stay?" her question is so attentive
"yes ham, no problem" he replied
'lia, I hope, you understand, with everything I do to you, I love you lia, I love you so much, that's why, I'm just being warm to you, I'm just being warm to you, but not with other people, in fact, I also keep my eyes on sefti and jihan, I do not take care of it only to you, because I love you very much li'
inspiration who got an answer like otu immediately stepped his feet towards sefti who now asked about the law of tajwid, but his steps stopped, turned to face lia, and said
"li, the spirit of yach, for his exam tomorrow, and don't give up, you can definitely pass your exam calmly and patiently" he said, and turned back and stepped, approaching sefti
lia just looked down embarrassed by what she had just heard even dad heard from a distance
'honey, how many people really care about you, I know, there is love in the eyes of inspiration for you, even though you are still a child, I know, but you are such a special woman that inspiration likes you, but you always avoid her gently, without having to disappoint her'
as time went on, until she finished teaching, she went straight into her room, and performed the prayer of Isya alone in the small mushala in her room, after which, she said, lia immediately busied herself with studying, for her grade-up exams,,,
until the end,, the,,,
tok tok tok 'the sound of my bedroom door being knocked from the outside'
"lia, are you inside, son?" ask the door knocker, who is none other than mma hanna
"yes ma, lia inside, mma may enter, sorry, I'm studying" replied her, who was still reading the book
mma Hanna went in and sat down beside Lia, and asked
"honey, why do you not seem to pray together with the others below, are you coming guests, earlier also mma see, you just glance, tell me the meaning of the letters, and the law of tajwid, tajwid, and, on jihan?" ask her softly
"ngk ppa ma, lia just thought tomorrow, tomorrow is the test of the class lia ma, so tonight, I just want to study his fullest" he said covering his chaotic thoughts
'mma you know baby, you must be very thoughtful about the problem this afternoon with your father, but mma nggk will ask you this, you are still a child, for things like this, for things like this, but you are already good at covering the problems you are facing, mma is very proud of you li' inner mma
"but li, it would be nice if you eat dinner first, you have to eat, and go down" he said
"nggk ma, I eat in the room only, I will eat bread and milk only ma" he said
"but li, you forgot yach, with your intention this afternoon, he said you want to help mma wash the dishes, not good also hlo li, if you eat in the room, you want to get sin, you want to, trus, the food you ate in the room, it's less of a blessing dear?" obviously considering
"iya ma, sorry, I forgot, ywdh, if that's what, I'm eating below, but not if I'm bringing a textbook lia?" ask her
"why baby, yuk?" bring her
**till here used to yach guys, sorry, if the author rarely star up, because there is busyness in the real world, and, the author and family say, happy Eid al-Adha 1441 H, happy Eid, sorry to be born and bathe
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