The Secret of Two Hearts

not ready to be full

"lia, actually, I want to be honest with you" said Vano this time managed to make her curious

"honestly what, why am I being honest?" her question still did not understand the direction of the conversation Vano

"the color you crush me now, I guess, I have to be honest with you now" said Vano

"hmm, yach, to be honest, what don't I know about you van?" ask her who is beginning to understand

"but, you promise not to get angry if you know this yach, me, I'm really, really scared?" vano said that the more he came here the more curious

"hmm, God willing, but honestly what was vano?" her question was soft because she felt a little impatient so curious

"s-true nyaa,, s-real nyaa a-akuu," said vano very nervously

"i am a non-Muslim" said Vano, who then bent his head while looking down weakly

"m-mksd you?" ask her with a full look at the question

"yes, I am non-Muslim, the religion I profess is Buddhist, very different from you" replied Vano

"so this is why you didn't want me to pray?" tanya who is nodding weakly by vano

"sorry I'm li, I-I guess we're one belief?" said Vano who made her also nodded slowly

"m-maybe we've ended enough to get here this relationship, I guess, this is gonna be tough?" his words that managed to make the vano stare at him with sadness

"nggk li, I beg you, do not end this relationship until here, I only have you here," said Vano with still his sad gaze

"lhia, I know I'm wrong because I have different beliefs with you, but it's not my will either, it's wrong if I really love you, because of our different beliefs, I don't want our relationship to stretch li" said Vano with eyes that slowly began to look glass

"alright, Vano, I think, we can still be in touch, you can call me anytime, I'll respond, but, please allow me to have some alone time first, I guess, I will, I have to go home now, will you please get my permission to the teacher and the others yach, assalamualaikum?" say it while hunting away

a few minutes later

"astaghfirullah, how can I forget that today there was a meeting with kha mila, I'm sorry kha mila, I completely forgot?" he said as he rushed to the hospital

"assalamualaikum kha mila, sorry I'm late?" say it with a thin smile

"walaikum salam warahmatullah, yes lia, ngk ppa kok, kkk understand, let's sit first?" replied mila doctor gently

"iya kha" she answered, sitting her body in the front seat of the doctor's desk mila

"how is the development kha, is everything okay, akh yes, the item I ordered two days ago, is it ready?" she asked with a smile looking at the doctor mila's face

"hmm, no kok kha, I don't think what, alhamdulillaah if everything is ready, I'm relieved to hear it, so I can calmly pick up my death, thanks yach kha mila?" his words that managed to make the doctor mila staring at him with a sad look

"lia, are you sure, will leave your family, oh yes, if there is good news for you, the cancer in your body can be cured, if you undergo surgical removal of dirty blood in Canada" said doctor mila enthusiast

"hmm, no kpa kha, I don't want to have another surgery, it's so rare, I have to find any more reason so I can go there, everything is ready, everything is ready, so I don't want to ruin it" he said

"are you sure li, you don't want to try to get well, is it for your health?" see doctor mila

"nggk kha, God willing, I'm sure, what I'm going through with this surgery for, if the tip ends up worrying everyone too, I just want to, I just want to, my departure one day was accepted by everyone, and my family was happy too, I knew my way might really make everyone disappointed later on, but,,,, I know,,, I don't want to make those I care about worry" he said

"alright, if you want it to be like that, can't you force it too in this matter, sorry kkk, because kkk not be able to heal what is in your body?" said doctor mila while looking down

"don't apologize, and don't feel guilty like that, maybe this is my destiny that God has written down in the pages of my life, there's nothing wrong here, even though kkk is one of the people who know about the disease that I aspire, I sincerely live it, I do not ever have the slightest thought of all this because kkk I never kha, kka, I think, this is what's best for me, all this time, a lot of people have been hurt because I exist, which maybe, without me knowing it myself, I've hurt a lot of people, one thing I must know, I never have a mind, if this is because of kkk, this has indeed become my destiny, one of the tests, which I must experience" his speech was trying to give understanding with his sad gaze

"kkk salut, kkk proud, kkk amazed as you li, you are one of the patients you meet, by facing the disease with a sense of patience and confidence, whether your heart is made of what your heart is made of, until a figure as perfect as you still have guilt in others, even though you know, you are much hurt by others, not behind it" said doctor mila

"hmm, khaa, you know, in this world no one is perfect, but we as neutral human beings, not angels who are always right, nor shatan who is always wrong, we are neutral, we are neutral, but we also always have to be patient in facing all the exams from HIM" he said with his sweet smile

"love, dear kkk love you, you may not be a sibling kkk, but, kkk see the figure of a sibling in you, kkk, especially if you don't have another sister after the incident a year ago?" said doctor mila with a smile

"hmm, yes, I have also considered it my own kkk, so, all this time I have never felt hesitant to contact, or tell kkk, thanks, all this time, I'm always there for me, whether I'm sedich, or happy?" her word

"hmm, it has become an obligation as kkk you dear, thanks, because you never stop to keep fighting?" doctor mila answered

"khaa," his recoiling call made the figure in front of him look intensely at himself

"my dear, why, is there a problem?" replied mila doctor gently

"i want to ask for help again kkk, please until this to my school friends later, when I was ready to pick up my death, it was the first,," his speech stopped "and,, please, so be a tranquilizer, for my family, if one day, it really happens to me and my family, please come to them, I did a lot of wrong, I did a lot of wrong, and I apologize to them a lot, wherever I am, I will always keep them from heaven, God willing" continued his who managed to make a figure who heard his speech flowing water on his white cheeks

"hiks,, kkk taste, khkk is also not fully ready to lose your figure dheek, how can you talk like that?" the doctor said mila by covering her mouth with her right hand

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Monday, 4 July 2022**