
still in the same time and circumstance
hearing the words of alia, now even radit daydream, and think
who's Ali talking about?, but, do I know him too? her inner
"ditta, what do you like about her?" her question was curious
"many, one of them, he who is able to make me always happy, under any circumstances, he always encourages me, even I like him unconsciously" he replied
"who's he?" her questions are getting curious
"i can't tell you who he is, even I'm with him very far" he replied softly
"alright, if you don't want to tell me about it, you don't have to tell me" she replied
30 Minutes later...
"ditta, after I see, it seems, he has a genuine feeling towards you, I'm sure, someday, he will be able to please you, because I see, sincerity in his heart, he said, but what are you having trouble with this?" ask her at length
"yes, he was very kind to me, but I don't know, my heart still can't melt in the slightest, towards him, I can't love him, let alone forcibly" he replied
"but if I wanted you to be close to him how would you obey all my desires?" ask her again
duarrr, some are sick, but not bleeding, some are tight, but not sick
'what I didn't hear wrong, even kk radit himself, the person I was admiring who told me to approach him' inner lia
"mksd from kk radit what?" ask her wonder
"taa, open your heart to him, even if only a little, I know, this is all difficult for you, but at the very least, you can please om aldi there is nothing wrong, he said, if you try it first, the rest, you can decide for yourself" he said
"why, what exactly did radit want right, then, what was he talking about this kk radit this morning, so that kk radit can talk and persuade me like that?" ask her wonder
"ta, I beg you, actually, me and the good friends, besides that, I really appreciate om aldi's decision" he explained with a lie
radit was forced to lie in his lie because he respected the decision of om aldi, he said,
"heuh, what you want, what I didn't hear wrong, kk radit asked me to try to get close to him, what might kk radit himself who mispronounced, kk, how could I know him more closely, whereas to mention his name alone, I was reluctant, what else to get to know him more closely?" tanyanya wonder
"ditta, I know, it's a complicated decision for you, but please, please, please cheer up your heart, even if it's just a little, I beg you, just listen to me this time" he said
"kha, before I tell you to listen to your words, listen to my words first, first, and foremost, I will be happy, having known him more closely, secondly, if I am sure, I will be happy, I could have pleased my father, God willing, but that, in my own way, without the advice and coercion of others, and thirdly, I could not love him sincerely, he said, I wonder just as radit, why radit kk easily plunged me into a bond of love as complicated as this, whereas, I myself was reluctant, to be in trouble like this" he explained " or, just because the radit doesn't understand, I'm just about to enter eighth grade, which means, I'm too young, to think about things, this big, not for my age, my mind is still too innocent, to think about the word love, what kk radit know, even my mind is currently only filled with the word education, and school, I don't know, what I am, even my mind is now only filled with the word education, and school, I don't know, what I am, if at my young age, accompanied by the word love" he said
"no ditta, your mind goes too far about this, here, no one told you, or even plunged you into dating her, she said, om aldi and I just want you to be close first with him, without having to tell you to think about the word love, I believe, om aldi will not do such a big thing against you" he replied
"well, if that's what you want, kharna kk radit my best friend, I'll try to understand it, and try to get closer to it, but don't blame me, if one day, if, he himself will feel disappointment" he said with a forced smile
"what's your mksd ditta?" ask her wonder
"hhh, kk radit still asked me what mksd me, kk, obviously kk radit and father as if forcing me, to enter his world, establish a close relationship with his, yach, kk, I could've done it, but let's think a little bit, what it means to have a closer relationship, if my heart were just, not hers, would she not be disappointed, with reality, with reality, I don't have a taste at all for him, what can radit be, sure right?" ask her
after speaking so, without waiting for an answer from radit, he went to leave his own radit in the back yard of the school, radit really made stunned, with what, lia said, he also sat up
'his talk is true also, then, who is the owner of his heart at this time, and, which lucky man, can captivate the woman as closed as he is, thus making him reluctant to turn away, he said, does he love a man, but who is he?' her inner
the question continues to float, in the mind of radit, until now, the hours of lessons were started
radit saw that Iia was focusing on the exam of her class, she was thinking hard, who was ali dittanya mksd right, until she got a simple idea, by sending a message, the one that was directed at Lia
📨'ditta, actually, who owns your heart?'
📨'the owner of my heart is ALLAH SWT'
radit who saw the notification on his phone screen, now immediately opened the answer message, from his ditta, but radit who got a reply like that, now undo his intention, to keep returning to give questions, to keep asking questions, and decided, would contact Lia, after school
***
today, lia and radit undergo a follow-up after the fainting incident yesterday, because only lia and radit have to take a follow-up exam, so Indri also told the two of them to do the exam in the library,,,
in the school was deserted, including in the library, now, there was only ma'am indri, deputy library guard, lia and radit who was in a room full of knowledge, it was,
actually, the library was always guarded by a student named rafli Mukhlis, he was a senior at the sri wijaya school, but today, because rafli is being crowded with time, he was a senior, now the one who replaces him is Mr. Hamish, as a PAI teacher at his school,,
the atmosphere was silent instantly, lia and radit had been focused on the worksheets of each student, up,,,
"sorry ma'am, outside there is someone looking for lia" said Mr. Hamish as the current library guard
"who's mish?" ask indri bu wonder
"i also do not know ma'am, he is a man, he said, he was waiting for the arrival of lia in front, "his reply
"father knows?" ask her again
"no ma'am, even I've never seen him with lia, maybe his brother" she replied
"oh, all right, thank you sir" he said
"yes ma'am, no problem" she replied
"lia, are you done with your exams, son?" her question, as she approached lia who had marked her exam
"yes ma'am, thank God, I've finished the exam, why ma'am, can I help you?" answer her
"oh no son, said Mr. Hamish, outside there is someone looking for you, man, better, you just meet first, who knows it is important, let me check your exam results, you know, you can also go home now" he said
"all right, ma'am, this is a test result, thank you, excuse me, mr hamish, mari, assalamualaikum?" his words while greeting the hands of his two teachers
"yes li, heart, waalaikum salam" replied the indri who was followed by the hamish
radit who heard the conversation lia and bu indri, was shocked and immediately finished his filling
"sorry mom, I also finished" he said, while handing over the student's answer sheet to bu indri
"alright radit, later the correction mother has the same lia, if you also want to go home, you can go home now" he said
"all right ma'am, excuse me, mr hamish, come, assalamualaikum?" her word
"greetings waalaikum, heart to be answered the hamish sir
**connect...
wuahh has long been
sorry for deciding to stay out of
oren world
because honestly, I work the same schoolwork, and sometimes, weekends I also have to do chores
thanks for waiting for the news radit and ditta yach all**...